Chapter 10: Suicide
There are less than ten days left before the National Day, and during this time, Fang Pang has become more and more unpleasant to see Qi Si Ye Nian. It's a very small thing.
However, Qi Si's recent attitude towards the other party's fat also made Ye Nian feel very strange.
Last time, the two of them met Fang Fat in the cafeteria at noon, Fang Pang looked at Qi Si and Ye Nian with disdain, and said in an octave that they were social scum, and there were many students around to watch and talk about it, Ye Nian was almost in a state of gnashing his teeth, and even the good-tempered Liu Han almost went up and punched him. But Qi Si was unexpectedly calm, he didn't frown, and he didn't punch him like last time to get a nosebleed, Ye Nian thought that Qi Si was either in a good mood that day, or he took the wrong medicine, so he was an exception, and he didn't ask much afterwards.
But within two days, Fang Pang threw a whole stack of homework on Qi Si in front of the whole class on the grounds that Qi Si's homework was exactly the same as the answer on the Internet. The whole class was silent, and their eyes widened, thinking that Fang Fat would be directly pushed to the ground by Qi Si, but they didn't expect Qi Si to stand like that without saying a word. He was facing away from the class, Ye Nian didn't know what kind of expression he was, but when he turned around and walked to the seat, Ye Nian looked at Qi Si's calm face without any waves.
After class, Ye Nian couldn't help but turn around and ask him, "Hey, aren't you angry?" ”
Qi Si's voice did not show any dissatisfaction: "Angry and old fast." ”
Ye Nian stared at Qi Si of this Buddha for a long time as if he knew this person on the first day.
The waiting time for the holidays is always extraordinarily long. An hour before the end of school, all the students were already uninterested in listening to the class, thinking about where to go to play during the holidays and which new restaurant to eat. There was a restless atmosphere in the class.
The last session was the class teacher's class, and she didn't get angry or scold the students. Ms. Yu, the homeroom teacher, is the most popular among the students, she has always been kind, the quality of teaching is high, the class is witty and lively, and most importantly, she understands the feelings of the students.
"As soon as October arrives, you can finally relax, I see that you are a little restless, but it's okay, which child doesn't like holidays, I was like this when I was a child, but don't give up your homework, then I won't talk about too important things in this class."
"Good teacher!" The students below applauded.
Ye Nian didn't seem to be looking forward to this holiday too much, because Aunt Zhao said that they were going to move next door during the October holiday, Ye Nian was absent-minded with his head, and Qi Si couldn't always eat, sleep, and do homework with him, so he was a little disappointed.
But then he shook his head, thinking something, wasn't it just a wall? A wall is indeed not an exaggeration, the Ye family and the Qi family are neighbors, and Ye Nian's bedroom and Qi Si's bedroom are indeed only separated by a wall. If you want to talk about this wall separation, there is actually a story in the middle.
When he was four or five years old, Ye Nian and Qi Si had a good time, staying together every day, wanting to stay together during the day and of course at night. Who wouldn't want to have a playmate with them all day long?
Qi Si thought that since they couldn't live together, they could be close. His bedroom was originally the one on the south side, but one day, Qi Si thought of a way, he told his parents that there were mice in his bedroom, and the bed he bit every day creaked, and he might run to his bed one night to bite off a finger or something, and asked to change to the north bedroom.
Qiji's parents don't think it's a big deal to change the bedroom, so they can change it if they want to. Then Kiji moved into the north room without incident. But that's not the end of the story.
Qi Si knocked the wall, and Ye Nian could hear it. Coincidentally, in those days, the kindergarten teacher told the story of chiseling the wall and stealing the light, so Qi Si applied what he had learned, he took advantage of his parents' absence, and used a sharp iron rod to chisel a fist-sized hole into the wall, which cost Qi Si three days, after chiseling, he could talk to Ye Nian, Ye Nian was happy. Later, Qi Si was afraid that his parents would find out, so he used a white cloth to stick it on the hole. But how can this little white cloth hide from the world.
At that time, Qi Si's parents were in the initial stage of business, and there were many trivial matters, and his parents were also upset. When Dad found out, he scolded Qi Si and punished him for thinking about it all day.
These punishments are acceptable to Qiji. He didn't cry either. However, when his father blocked the hole with stones and cement, Qiji was sad and angry.
Later, it was Ye Nian who comforted him, and he calmed down.
Thinking of this, the corners of Ye Nian's mouth curved slightly.
"Ye Nian, look at the blackboard, don't get distracted." The gentle voice of the head teacher made Ye Nian suddenly come back to his senses.
When the bell rang for the end of class, all the students rushed out of the school gate as if they had been liberated in an oppressed world.
Qi Si and Ye Nian didn't take that shortcut today, the light in Qichun Town at four o'clock in the afternoon was very soft, and the streets were walking comfortably with men, women and children, all peaceful. They chose to take the road by the river.
"What did you think about in the last class, did you miss your daughter-in-law?" Qi Si asked.
Ye Nian rolled his eyes and replied with the inertia of an ordinary student: "I miss you." ”
It was only after saying that the brain realized what these two words meant. The atmosphere suddenly became a little ambiguous.
But that's right, Ye Nian was really thinking about Qi Si at that time, so he just told the truth.
Qi Si just wanted to speak, and at the same time they saw a group of people around the river, noisy.
Approaching the crowd, I heard a passer-by say: "Today's young people really commit suicide at every turn, and eighty percent of them are for feelings." ”
Jumping into the river?
Ye Nian tried to look forward, but was blocked by the crowd, and only the back of his head could be seen. He glanced at Qi Si, being tall is good, and a few centimeters tall is also an advantage.
Suddenly, I listened to Qiji, "Huh? "Yes.
"What's wrong?" Ye Nian saw that Qi Si's expression was wrong.
"That man...... It seems to be Fang Yiqing? "Ziji is a little unsure.
"What? Fang Yiqing jumped into the river? Ye Nian was also stunned.
Then Qi Si pulled him and squeezed him hard, and found that the young man who was crumbling by the river was indeed Fang Yiqing, Fang Fat's son.
"Fang Yiqing, come down quickly!" Ye Nian shouted.
Fang Yiqing heard the voice and turned his head to look at Ye Nian, and the melancholy mist on his eyes became thicker and thicker.
"Ye Nian...... Qisi? Fang Yiqing's voice was weak.
"Yes, yes, yes, it's us, there's something that can't be solved, come down." Ye Nian was a little anxious.
"You know, I'm ...... It's all because of me, my home is shattered, and I'll never ...... So be it. Fang Yiqing slowly closed his eyes, and was about to jump down, at this time, someone in the crowd began to call the police, but when the police came, I was afraid it would be too late.
"Ah......" Ye Nian opened his mouth to shout something.
Qi Si is worthy of being an expert in fighting, and his reaction is extremely quick at this time. He rushed over and grabbed Fang Yiqing, paused for a second, Ye Nian also reacted, and dragged him with Qi Si.
"You think you've been trying to save the family, but in vain, right?" Qi Si spoke slowly.
Fang Yiqing lowered his head, his emotions were on the verge of collapse: "Yes, I have been trying to persuade and correct the mistakes I made, but it is useless...... I can't go any further. There was a slight tremor in his voice.
"Because the fault is not yours." Qiji said. Fang Yiqing slowly raised his head.
The fault is not in you, in your parents, in those strange eyes. There's nothing wrong with liking someone of the same gender.
"Let's go, are you hungry? Let's go get something to eat. Ye Nian stretched out a hand and grabbed Fang Yiqing.
The depressed boy slowly got up, and the crowd of onlookers saw that it was a false alarm, and dispersed.
"You see, they're scattered." Ye Nian said: "Don't care about those, those bad ones will eventually disperse." ”
When he arrived at the restaurant to order, Ye Nian glanced at Qi Si, picked up his mobile phone and sent a message to Qi Si who was sitting next to him.
"Don't you think Fang Yiqing has a big problem in his heart? I think he has a tendency to be depressed. ”
Qi Si saw that the phone was lit up and opened it back to Ye Nian.
"Nonsense, it's everyone who can see it."
"If he can find it once, he may find it a second time, and we can't die without help, right?"
"How can I save it?"
"Do you remember what Song Xun does?"
Qi Si raised his head and glanced at Ye Nian.
To be on the safe side, the two of them chatted a lot with Fang Yiqing, temporarily calming his emotions and ensuring that he would not be in danger until noon tomorrow.
At noon tomorrow, they made an appointment with Song Xun and Fang Yiqing to meet.
After returning home, Ye Nian went to find Fang Yiqing next door, fortunately he hadn't left yet, Fang Yiqing agreed to Ye Nian's request.
"I've paid you back, but I still promise you." Song Xun smiled.
"Thank you." Ye Nian said.
"But tomorrow you have to play a play, it's very simple." Song Xun said, "According to your description, this Fang Yiqing, his emotions are very fragile now, and if you help him now, he may have a heavy burden in his heart, so tomorrow we will pretend to meet by chance, which will be better." ”
"Okay, listen to you." Ye Nian smiled.
Hearing Aunt Zhao say that she was going to move over on the penultimate day of the National Day, Ye Nian actually cherished the past few days with Qi Si now.
At night, Qi Si leaned on the head of the bed to read, and he buried his head in the diary under the warm yellow lamp.
"Today's weather is very good, the National Day holiday, and I am not as happy as I imagined. met Fang Yiqing, who committed suicide today, and finally rescued him after a long time, with a false alarm. Arrange for him to meet Brother Song Xun tomorrow, hoping to help him. Tomorrow, the drama spirit Ye Nian will appear on the stage, and he will play an encounter.
Thorn Head is going to move out in a few days, and I'm a little reluctant. “
Ye Nian has always been willing to face his emotions, he understands that he has a feeling that Qi Si is a little inexplicable, if that feeling fades or even disappears in the future, he will not force anything, if that feeling is indeed that kind of ...... feeling, then he will also face it head-on.
There will be no escape.
He glanced at Qi Si, who was asleep leaning on the head of the bed, the book was on his lap, Ye Nian gently took his book and tried not to disturb him, looking at his pleasing side face sleeping peacefully.
I don't know if it's Ye Nian's delusion, he always feels that Qi Si's sleep quality has improved a lot during this time.