Su Li looked at Su Jian and said loudly, let Su Jian take good care of He Rui.

As for the other words, Su Li wanted to say it, but he couldn't open his mouth, and Su Jian also avoided this question appropriately.

The atmosphere in the ward was a little awkward, and both of them looked at He Rui, who was unconscious, and didn't say much.

After more than ten minutes like this, Su Jian glanced at Su Li deeply, and then said to Su Li: "Come out for a while, if you talk here, it will make your mother noisy." ”

Su Jian got up first and motioned for Su Li to follow him.

Seeing Su Jian leave the ward, Su Li hesitated, pressed the bell at the head of the bed, and motioned for the nurse to help take care of He Rui first, and then followed Su Jian to the corner of the stairs.

Su Jian lit a cigarette with his back to the window, took a sharp puff, and spit out the smoke, which immediately made Su Li cough.

"Smoking less is not good for your health."

Su Li said to Su Jian.

The man who had been looking at Su Li smiled bitterly, took another puff, then opened the window and threw the remaining half of the cigarette noodles down.

"Su Li, don't you hate me very much?"

Su Jian suddenly asked Su Li.

When he was asking, the man had already turned around, turned his back to Su Li, and looked out the window.

Su Li was stunned for a moment, walked to Su Jian's side, stood side by side with Su Jian, and said in a complicated mood, "No." ”

Su Jian turned his head and glanced at Su Li in surprise, a little disbelieving, but Su Li's gaze was very calm.

These are her heartfelt words.

has lived in the Su family for more than 20 years, before meeting Han Mo, this man has never treated himself badly, but whatever Su Mo has, she will have, even the hug has never been partial, after meeting Han Mo, Su Jian has obvious eccentricity between himself and Su Mo.

first persuaded himself not to get too close to Han Mo, and then helped Su Mo pursue Han Mo, and then saw that Han Mo was good with him, and he was still secretly stumbling and designing to frame himself, which led to various problems between himself and Han Mo, for these things Su Li once felt that he hated this man and his sister, but since he knew that he was adopted by Su Jian, he didn't hate it, but he just felt a little wronged.

After all, he is not born to this man, and it is normal for him to prefer his own daughter, and later, he and Su Mo single-handedly planned the scene where Su Mo was insulted, and tricked himself into signing a declaration of renunciation of property, and then to all the things that followed, Su Li, who understood the key to it, was only angry and did not hate.

"I really don't hate, I just feel a little wronged."

Su Li saw the man's questioning gaze and began to explain.

"Dad, you said that you have raised me for more than 20 years, don't you like me a little bit in your heart? Do you think I'm your daughter in your heart? ”

Raising his head to look at this man, Su Li's heart suddenly began to be a little nervous, for fear that the man would say the answer that disappointed him.

Fortunately, the man did not disappoint her, and after a long hesitation, the man nodded, "Yes." ”

"But there's so much going on, and there's something that even I don't know what I'm doing, what I'm thinking? There are also a lot of things that are so involuntary, I am Su Mo's biological father, and I am also your adoptive father, I admit that I can't be absolutely fair in some things. After all, Su Mo is different from you. ”

Just when Su Li wanted to ask her what was the difference between her and Su Mo, the man preemptively continued: "You are born different, if Su Mo loses it, you will lose it forever, and you are different, even if you lose it, but there are still people to help you get it back, your birth is destined to make your future will not be ordinary, not to mention that you met that man." ”

"And what about Su Mo? His father is me, so he is destined to miss a lot of things, you look at Su Mo, now like this, sometimes I feel sad when I think about it, if I don't fight for her more things, what will she do? ”

A vague word came out of Su Jian's mouth, which seemed extremely heavy, although he didn't say it explicitly, but Su Li understood what this man meant.

This man was telling himself in a cryptic way that he would not give up easily.

Facing this man, Su Li weighed it for a long time, and still said, "Why don't you all want to believe me?" Have you raised me for so long that you don't understand what kind of person I am? I just want an explanation, I want a peace of mind, why can't you even fulfill this little wish? ”

Su Li, who began to feel aggrieved again, felt panicked in his heart.

Why are there so many people around me, but few of them know what they really think in their hearts?

What she Su Li wants is not that string of numbers, but an answer, an answer that can be worthy of her parents, the people around her, and her own answer, is it so difficult?

Why is the man in front of him just not willing to believe in himself?

Su Jian lit another cigarette, took a puff, and then laughed to himself.

"Su Li, it's not that I don't want to believe you, but I don't want to believe in this person's heart, I'm already like this, I live with myself, I treat others with myself, how can you let me trust others? I finally have something, and you want me to let go suddenly, if it were you, would you be willing? Will you trust others to give it to you again? ”

After saying that, the man laughed at himself.

"In short, thank you Su Li, if you really read those feelings, then there are things that you don't want to do too much, I also know that you want to leave a way out for me and your sister."

"Go back, people, you've seen it too, let's go."

Su Jian waved at Su Li in the direction of the exit.

I don't know why, looking at Su Jian at this time, Su Li felt that his heart was very painful, and his heart was painful.

Seeing that Su Li was reluctant to leave, Su Jian stomped on the cigarette butt with his foot, and left it on the ground without looking back.

After Su Jian left, Su Li picked up the remaining cigarette butts and threw them into the trash can on the side, walked to the ward again, and looked at the two people inside through the crack in the door.

Su Jian was sitting in front of the hospital bed, holding He Rui's hand tightly with both hands, even if it was a distance, she seemed to be able to hear the man's choking.

Perhaps, as one person said, "Everyone has a reason why they can't help themselves." ”

Turning around and going to the office of the hospital, Su Li asked about He Rui's situation, and the doctor's words were no different from what Su Jian said before, but they were more detailed.

"The patient's emotions are a little excited, and if you want the patient to get better as soon as possible, I suggest that you try not to stimulate the patient." The doctor said to Su Li.

After leaving the hospital, Su Li wandered aimlessly on the road, not knowing where he should go for a while.