Fu Xiaoxiao and Tang Hui had a few words there, and then walked in the direction of the living room.

in the living room.

The people on both sides just sat like that, and no one spoke first, as if the person who spoke first was at fault and lost the opportunity.

I don't know how long it has been, Chen Ziyu, who has been quiet, lowered his head and spoke first, "Is Lili okay now?" ”

Su Xiyan and the others didn't expect that the first thing he said was to ask Li Li, in their hearts, Chen Ziyu was a scumbag who deceived the girl's feelings, made the girl pregnant, and then disappeared The scumbag, looking at him Now he has been keeping his head down, and no one can see his expression, but the tone in which he said this was cautious, just like a child who knew that he had made a mistake, but he didn't know how to open his mouth and ask for forgiveness.

"Lili is fine, now on my side." Su Xiyan looked at Chen Ziyu like this, and was originally very dissatisfied with him, "It's that she has been looking for you all along." Speaking of which, Su Xiyan couldn't go on anymore, and she didn't know what to say.

Fu Xiaoxiao glanced at Su Xiyan, then stared straight at Chen Ziyu and said sarcastically, "Chen Ziyu, I believe that you yourself also know Li Li's current situation, otherwise you wouldn't have played this hand of evaporation." ”

Chen Ziyu was stunned when he heard Fu Xiaoxiao's words, and then he didn't know why he began to become flustered, his hands swayed nervously, and his mouth was nervous, and he only knew how to repeat one sentence, "No, no, no, no......"

"No, what are you not talking about now? What isn't? Lu Xiaoman, who had been looking at Chen Ziyu silently, suddenly spoke, and his eyes looked at him so straight.

When Chen Ziyu heard this, he looked at Lu Xiaoman, and found that she had been staring at herself, and her eyes had been staring at herself like that without blinking, as if she had no meaning in her eyes, and as if she was talking about meaning, he didn't dare to look at her eyes for a while, he could only remove his eyes in a panic, lowered his head, and looked at the ground, his heart was really very flustered now, he never thought that it would be Li Li's former roommate who came to the door, Because he still vividly remembers the day after they moved out.

That day, Chen Ziyu returned to the house he and Li Li rented together from school.

Li Li happened to have no class that day, because she didn't have any friends here at all, and her original roommate Su Xiyan and their relationship was not good now, in fact, even at that time, even she didn't know why she and Su Xiyan had their relationship like this, but she had to admit that she was a little more familiar with Su Xiyan's relationship now except for her boyfriend Chen Ziyu, and now their relationship has become like this, because she moved out, Naturally, I didn't go to and from school with them every day, but even if she still lived in that dormitory, they didn't go to and from school with them now, and I don't know when this pattern began to become like this, it seems that Su Xiyan's brother invited them to dinner for the first time, and he refused their invitation because of a little awkwardness, and slept alone in the bedroom for a long, long time, until they came back, To this day, she still clearly remembers how excited Fu Xiaoxiao was when she came back, she thought, the legendary fourth young man of the Su family is really very handsome! Otherwise, how could someone like Fu Xiaoxiao still be so obsessed with him after seeing him in person?

In fact, after that, I also wanted to reconcile with them, but every time they talked to themselves, they began to make trouble, and even I couldn't figure out what I was thinking at that time.

It was also at that time that she found out that she didn't have any friends to play with except for him, and when she didn't have classes every day, if Chen Ziyu had classes, then she could only sit at home in a daze every day, and then wait for him to come home.

This kind of life is not at all like the college life she originally imagined.

It turned out that before she went to college, she thought that she might live in a dormitory with several girls who were better off than herself, so she looked down on her, and then because of the different family conditions, they would not talk to her, let alone play around; I also thought that maybe one or two of them also had the same family background as themselves, and then they would cherish each other, they would get along very well, they would talk about everything, and treat each other as their best friends.

She also thought that she would meet a senior or classmate who treated her very gently in college, she didn't care about his appearance, as long as he was good to herself, then she would be with him, and then go to school together, or wait for him to get out of class, and when they were not in class, they could go out on dates together and play around.

But now her imagination seems to be satisfied only by the last one.

Thinking of Chen Ziyu, the corners of Li Li's mouth involuntarily began to rise, she really never thought that there would be such an outstanding boy who liked her, which she never thought about when she dreamed, but God still treated her well after all, not only gave her such an excellent boyfriend, but also made them love each other so much.

But even if she never told Chen Ziyu, but every time she was with him, she cherished such a time very much in her heart, after all, she knew that she was also her own and how many pounds and taels she weighed, she had always been very worried that Chen Ziyu was with herself just because she had never been in contact with a girl like herself, during this period of time, she probably also knew his family background, his father was a professor in the history department of a university, and her mother turned out to be a university professor. Later, it was only because he gave birth to Chen Ziyu that he resigned and concentrated on being a housewife, so in case Chen Ziyu was just a temporary freshness for him, who would dare to guarantee how long the freshness would last? If it doesn't take long for him to leave him and abandon himself, what will he do then?

As soon as Chen Ziyu entered the door, he found that Li Li was in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking, and the atmosphere around the whole person was full of frustration and unease.

In fact, after the two of them have been together for so long, he has also seen from bit by bit that Li Li is actually a girl with low self-esteem.

Maybe because of her family, she is not very bold, and she has low self-esteem, just when they first came into contact, as long as the slightest wind and grass would scare her.

At that time, I may have never seen a girl like this to her, so I slowly went from pity at the beginning to wanting to protect her from any harm in the end.

In this process of making her transform, she is not trying her best, from the beginning she didn't dare to look at herself, she deliberately approached her, and then she slowly opened up her own world, allowing herself to invade little by little, and every time she got along with her, she had to keep more thoughts about her, for fear that all her previous efforts would be wasted if she said a word or an action.

Now I really love her, but it's because I love her that I don't want her to continue to be so unconfident, I want her to become like those girls of the same age as her, happy every day.

So as long as I was free, I would take her out shopping, buy her clothes, take her to eat delicious food, go to the amusement park with her, and hand her the amusement machine that she had never played before, so that in the long run, she is now a little better, and she is not so inferior.

But seeing her like this today, I realized that in fact, she didn't really become as confident as she imagined, it was just because the person who was in close contact with her now was only herself, so her heart was only open to herself, and she still had an inferiority complex in her heart when she got along with others.

And she seems to generally stay at home as long as she doesn't have a class, and then she doesn't know what she's doing, when the time comes, she starts to prepare dinner, and when she comes home to eat with her, sometimes she goes out to eat and play with her friends, and when she comes back very late, she can see her sleeping on the sofa, and the food on the table has not been touched at a glance, and she is not distressed every time she sees such a scene, but every time she will tell her, so that she doesn't have to wait for herself so much, If she comes back late, she will call her, and then she doesn't need to wait for herself, she can eat alone when she is hungry, and she can sleep alone when she is sleepy, but she also promises to be good every time, as a result, as long as she returns late for any reason next time, she will always be seen sleeping on the sofa, and the food on the table has not been touched.

Since then, I have tried to avoid unnecessary play, and strive to stay with her at home, so that she will not wait for her, and when she is sleepy, she will fall asleep on the sofa.

For this reason, he was ridiculed by his buddies, saying that he had changed sex or something, but in fact, only he knew that he had changed for a girl who loved him deeply.

But she can't be like this all the time, it's okay to study now, but after she goes to work in the future, there are some times that she can't control, so what should she do?

Before I arrived, there was a buddy who once didn't know where he knew that he was in love, and he coaxed him to take her out, everyone knew each other, and he refused at the time, because he thought about her character, and he was not necessarily willing to go out to meet them, and every time he talked about this topic, he was shirked, and slowly his friends stopped talking about this topic.