After removing the last handful of wild grass on the grave with her own hands, she straightened up and took the baby held by Bai Heng, her eyes were calm, "Let's go." ”

Bai Heng said: "Have you decided?" ”

She bowed her head and said, "Yes." "Let's go first.

Bai Heng suddenly became frightened, stepped forward to stop her and said, "Senior sister, I don't know if telling you all this is good or bad for you, I just want you to have the motivation to live." In fact, it is the Longtan Tiger's Den, what are you going back to do? Come with me, I will be good to you for the rest of my life, and I will treat this child as my own. ”

Ping Yan was as cold as ice, "I only have motivation when I live for him." ”

The three of them had been waiting in Songbai for a long time, and when they finally saw her come out, Tan'er hurriedly ran forward, looked left and right, and didn't dare to ask anything, only tightened her forearm.

Mu Zicheng glanced at Bai Heng and saw that he was haggard, his body was trembling, and his condition was very bad. Surprisingly, Ping Yan, although her face was colorless, like frost and snow, compared to before, she was much calmer and calmer. Walking in a pine shadow, like a skeleton wrapped in human skin. Yet, her eyes came to life, in one form or another.

She stepped forward and said to him lightly, "Let's go back." ”

Mu Zicheng asked, "Where are you going?" ”

She hooked the corners of her lower lip slightly, like a pen about to be unsheathed, soft, but murderous, "Go back to the temple, I think, he is coming to me." ”

The abbot and all the Buddhist disciples in the temple sat in the courtyard, meditating and seeking sincerity, as if the guns around them were just ordinary flowers, grasses, leaves and branches.

It was nearly dusk, but there was no wind, and there was no sound in all directions. Only they closed their eyes and lowered their eyes, and the Sanskrit sounds between their mouths were bursting, like talking and singing. Occasionally, the homing bird swept across the sky, chirping one or two long times, and the sound was overwhelming, making the twilight thicker and thicker.

I don't know if it was because of the noise of their chanting, or if he was really impatient, Shen Dashao suddenly got up, put a gun directly at the top of the abbot's head, and said fiercely: "Say! Where the hell did they go? My patience has been exhausted, and if I want to survive, I'll be honest! ”

The abbot's face was not afraid, his eyes were still half-closed, and his expression was Lingran, "I don't know." ”

Seeing that he was about to pull the trigger, Li Yong hurriedly stepped forward and persuaded: "Da Shao, no, this temple has been around for some years, and the people believe in it, if you use the killing machine, I'm afraid it will be difficult to explain." ”

Shen Dashao's eyes were like knives, cold and sparkling, "Explain? I still want them to explain, a living person, just ran away? With a strong hand, he smiled and said: "Abbot, seeing that it is getting dark, it seems that the Buddha will not save you, then I will send you to see the Buddha." ”

"Stop!"

Everyone turned around to look and saw a woman with black hair and plain face, thin eyebrows and willow eyes, coming in a hurry, not stained with dust, but really like a Bodhisattva who saves suffering and saves suffering.

Major General Shen threw the pistol to Li Yong, his face was happy, and he hurriedly ran a few steps forward, "Are you back?" ”

"Yes, I'm back."

He looked at the child she was holding in her arms again, "I heard that his name is Buddha?" ”

"Yes." Ping Yan's expression was silent, and she might not talk much.

He raised his hand, wanting to remove a white flower from between her sideburns, "What white flower to bring?" ”

Ping Yan quickly took half a step back, avoided his hand, and suddenly knelt down, her eyes were red, "Young Master, I remembered, the second young master died, I just went to his cemetery, the grave is barren and grassy, lonely and miserable, I am wearing filial piety for him." ”

Shen Dashao's body was shocked, and he looked at Mu Zicheng and Nie Caidie, as if there was a competition. She said again: "Thank you, eldest young master, in order to let me take good care of the fetus, I did not hesitate to pretend to be the second young master to coax me for so many days, we orphans and widows, thanks to the grace, kowtow to you." ”

Saying that he bowed down and bowed, Shen Da Shao hurriedly helped her up, he was lucky, he didn't expect such a thing to go, originally he wanted to get rid of Xu Shuning's death, this matter couldn't be hidden, I thought I had to think about it and explain this scam to her, but now it's all saved, he is naturally happy to push the boat down the river and go down the stairs, "I have no choice, your situation was in danger at the beginning, the fetus was almost lost, in order to keep the second brother's blood and bones, I can only rush to obey the power, for the time being, there are many offenses, it is really helpless, I hope you don't blame me. ”

Ping Yan pressed the back of her hand, rippling in the autumn waves, and the streamer veins, "Naturally, I won't blame you." ”

She seems to have nothing, careless movements make his heart flutter, his body is unbearable, and then in the blink of an eye, he saw that she was already confused, her eyebrows and eyes were like a landscape splashed with ink and blank, clearly colorless, but charming and charming, teaching people to take their eyes off, he couldn't help but miss a few beats of heartbeats, Fang asked: "Do you have any plans for the future?" ”

Ping Yan shook her head, "I don't know, it doesn't matter what I do, but I can't let my children suffer with me." ”

"It's better to go back with me, since you have given birth to the child of the Shen family, you are a member of the Shen family, I ...... I will take the place of the second brother and take good care of your mother and son. ”

Ping Yan decisively refused: "You have taken care of our mother and son for a while, and you can't take care of us for a lifetime, I might as well find a way to live in peace as soon as possible." ”

Shen Dashao was a little anxious, and directly shook her hand, "I will take care of you for the rest of your life, you believe me." ”

Ping Yan coughed lowly, Shen Da Shaofang felt that he came back to his senses, suddenly lost his emotion, hurriedly threw her hand, and said with a straight face: "Go back, I can't watch the second brother's flesh and blood fall outside." ”

Seeing the opportunity, Tan'er also echoed: "Yes, Miss, go back, the eldest young master is very good to you, and Tan'er has been watching it for so many days." ”

Ping Yan frowned and stared, as if she had a lot of concerns, thought for a long time, sighed, and finally responded: "Even so, I can't bear to be left out of the Buddha for a lifetime, so let's follow what the eldest young master said." ”

Shen Dashao couldn't help but be overjoyed, and hurriedly instructed Li Yong to prepare for the things and manpower when he went down the mountain. Ping Yan stepped forward and personally picked up Jidu Dashi, her eyes were empty, but she was hiding tears like mist, "The abbot once said that the road ahead is long, and it is still unknown, whether it is a blessing or a curse, and it depends on the creation." I was supposed to say that my frail child was born healthy, but my husband died, and I really don't understand whether it was a blessing or a curse. ”

The abbot said softly, and there was a hint of Xiao Xiao in his tone, "It's all creation, and it depends on the donor's state of mind." ”

Ping Yan said: "What if that person loses his heart?" ”

The abbot clasped his hands together and bowed deeply, "Either that person is a pure god and Buddha with six roots, or that person is a demon beyond recognition." ”

Ping Yan smiled miserably, bowed down and said: "Abbot, I'm really sorry for the trouble I caused, I'm going down the mountain, I'm an unblessed person, I can't get the consummation of this life, and I can't give up the red dust, I can only get by, like all living beings, living in the complicated world." ”

The abbot bowed down, lowered his eyes and muttered, reciting the Heart Sutra until she went out of the temple gate, not knowing whether it was her who was pitiful or the people who were struggling and enjoying it. The world is turbid, it is difficult to wet the heart of seven emotions and six desires, the Heart Sutra can only be told to those who have a heart, and in this world, there are many people who cannot turn back are heartless.

After Ping Yan simply freshened up and changed her clothes, she went to meet Xu Wanqing. At this time, it is night, and today is the new year, the bright moon hangs high, and there is no profit and loss, the bowl mouth is big and round, and the clear light is full.

Ping Yan stepped on the brick floor step by step, and couldn't help but wonder if he would see such a moon in the underworld, and whether he would also miss her in the lonely cold pillow, sighing that the moon was full and people were leaving? Or is he just a wisp of a lonely ghost, buried in the wasteland without corpses and bones, with no place to live in a cave? Is he hating? Or is it grief-stricken? The people who wanted to kill him were his brothers and sisters, who were connected to him by blood.

When she arrived at the hall, Ping Yan solemnly looked at her and stepped forward and said, "Young Master, Young Grandma." ”

Xu Wanqing stared at her deeply, and didn't speak, Shen Da rarely had the heart to let her sit down, and it was not good to maintain too much at this time, so she could only wait, smearing one cover after another of tea foam. Xiyue's eyes were swollen, and she cried several times for Shen Yujian's sudden death, the sun and the moon disappeared, and when she saw Ping Yan at this moment, she couldn't help but be angry, gritted her teeth and stared at her, daring to be angry but not daring to speak, as if she wanted to rip off the skin and flesh from her alive.

Ping Yan behaved respectfully, and waited until Xu Wanqing came to her after she got down, took her hand and patted her twice, before raising her head. Xu Wanqing seemed to be comforted, but there was not much temperature in her eyes, she hadn't seen her for half a year, she had fine lines like hooks at the end of her eyes, and the frost color was slightly invaded, and she was no longer as elegant and soft as before.

Shen Dashao didn't want these two to have a deep intersection, so he hurriedly grabbed Xu Wanqing's hand and said, "You and I are brothers and sisters-in-law, and we should take care of their mother and son, so according to your wishes, let them stay, so that we can do our duty." ”

Xu Wanqing nodded, and had already instructed the maid to prepare a new mattress for Ping Yan, and sent someone to lead her to rest. Whether the words in his mouth are true or false now, she can't figure it out at all, in fact, in his heart, how many pounds and taels are her words worth? If she really didn't agree, could he really abandon her? It's not that it's kept outside, hooking up and matching, and after a long time, it's better to put it in front of you, and when you see it, your heart will not be so panicked.

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