86 It's not fair to her
"Hello, I'm Lu Xiaoman." Lu Xiaoman nodded approvingly.
"Hello, I'm Charlene." Charlene nodded movingly, the people in this dormitory are so nice, "Then I'll go first." ”
"Okay, then we won't keep you." Lu Xiaoman glanced at Su Xiyan's embarrassed mouth.
"Charlene, where did this dead girl go?" The door of a bedroom next to it was vigorously pushed open, and a person came out scolding.
Charlene trembled when she heard this voice, and timidly turned around and hurried through the open door.
The girl's face collapsed when she saw Charlene, looked at her unhappily, and asked, "Why has it been so long?" Are you trying to starve us to death? As he spoke, he reached out and pushed Charlene hard.
Charlene was unprepared and pushed to the ground by the girl, and she apologized quietly, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." ”
Lu Xiaoman and Fu Xiaoxiao looked at this scene, their eyes were full of displeasure, and as soon as they raised their steps to go out, Su Xiyan's voice sounded in their ears.
"I hurt." Su Xiyan shouted unconsciously in a small voice.
Fu Xiaoxiao and Lu Xiaoman heard Su Xiyan crying out in pain, and they couldn't care about anything, so they immediately ran to Su Xiyan's side and squatted down, and one of them grabbed one of her hands.
"Xiao Yan, we are here, it doesn't hurt anymore." Fu Xiaoxiao looked at Su Xiyan softly and said.
Lu Xiaoman is a person who can't say anything tender, so he can only silently hold Su Xiyan's hand and give her silent comfort.
In the dream, Su Xiyan returned to a bedroom, only to see himself slipping and falling to the ground along the door, only he was crying bitterly, Su Xiyan wanted to step forward and hug the crying heart-rending self, but every time he could only pass through her, he couldn't touch it, he could only look at her, and he looked at his heart as if it was about to explode, and the full pain hit him without warning. Su Xiyan pressed her heart like this, endured the pain and looked at the self-crying who slipped on the ground, and then cried so much that her tears were gone, she could only hold herself helplessly, crying and laughing, and finally as if she had thought of something, she struggled to get up, and fell to the ground fiercely, repeating this, and finally opened the door with all her strength, fell to the ground like a loss of strength, and then crawled downstairs step by step, and finally rolled down the stairs directly. Su Xiyan spoke out several times, but found that she couldn't hear at all, and wanted to reach out to touch her and help her, but she could only pass through her every time, and finally she could only look at her like this, until she rolled down the stairs and disappeared in her eyes, and finally she was left alone, standing helplessly in a big, endless place, with nothing around her, only herself, unable to scream, no matter how she ran, it was just like this, unable to escape. I don't know how long I ran until I started to die, so I could only shrink myself into a ball and hold myself tightly, not moving for a long time.
"Xiao Yan, we are here, it doesn't hurt anymore."
At this moment, a voice came, her hands began to feel warm, Su Xiyan's heart finally calmed down, she felt so tired and tired, she just wanted to sleep well.
Fu Xiaoxiao and Lu Xiaoman were relieved to see that Su Xiyan had finally calmed down.
"Really, what's wrong with Xiao Yan?" Fu Xiaoxiao depressedly pulled the Minion pillow on the bed, and pinched it a few times in anger.
"What's the situation between you and that Tang Hui?" Lu Xiaoman quietly changed the topic, it is better that one less person knows those things, after all, for Su Xiyan, that is not a good thing, and one less person knows the probability that she knows.
"What's going on? What can happen to me and Tang Xiaohui? Fu Xiaoxiao was stunned for a moment when she heard Lu Xiaoman mention Tang Hui, and after a while, she shouted loudly, the meaning of wanting to cover up was particularly obvious, but she herself didn't think so.
"Huh." Lu Xiaoman responded to Fu Xiaoxiao's answer with laughter.
"What do you mean? I didn't have anything to do with him. Fu Xiaoxiao stopped hearing this, glared at Lu Xiaoman, and continued to pinch the Minion pillow in his hand, "There can't be any situation." This sentence was whispered by Fu Xiaoxiao in a voice that only she could hear.
Lu Xiaoman didn't expect that he would casually change the topic, and actually asked a secret.
On the other side, the four people also returned to the boys' dormitory.
"Xiao An, have you decided?" Gao Xiang looked at Xiao An who was walking in front of him, and asked worriedly, "Won't you regret it?" ”
Xiao An heard Gao Xiang's words, his footsteps stayed in place, and he nodded with difficulty for a long time, "Hmm." ”
"What did Xiao An decide?" Tang Hui, who was on the side, heard Xiao An and Gao Xiang's words, leaned over in the clouds and asked gossipingly.
"As long as she's happy, as long as I can still see her, that's fine." Xiao An said that Su Xiyan's bright smile appeared in front of him again, and he laughed unconsciously, "That's good, that's good." ”
When Tang Hui heard the conversation between the two, he immediately became anxious, and suddenly rushed to Xiao An, looking at him with a blaming face, "Xiao An, what did you just say?" Are you going to give up Su Xiyan? ”
"Ah Hui." Gao Xiang walked over and gently grabbed Tang Hui to prevent him from acting excessively.
"A few days ago, I vowed to pursue Su Xiyan again, but now how long has it been, and you actually told me that you were going to give up her, what do you mean? Kidding us? Or are you teasing Su Xiyan? Tang Hui waved away Gao Xiang and pulled his hand, and said loudly regardless of it.
"I didn't." Xiao An also retorted loudly to Tang Hui, he didn't think about it that way, he just wanted Su Xiyan to be happy, he just didn't want to see her sad appearance, Su Xiyan like that three years ago was enough for herself to be uncomfortable, if she regained her memory now, then how uncomfortable should she be, she was about to collapse three years ago, if something happened to her now, she was still in front of herself, then how should she accept it? So how should she accept it?
"Ah Hui!" Gao Xiang dragged Tang Hui fiercely, signaling that he was enough, and he didn't say anything more.
"Ah Xiang, what should he do if he makes Su Xiyan like this? What should Ah Zhe do? Tang Hui asked angrily.
Gao Xiang was speechless for a while, not knowing how to answer these two questions.
"You should also see when you eat today, Su Xiyan is obviously different from Xiao An, even if that kind of posture forgets all the memories they once had, but her habit of him still exists." Tang Hui analyzed seriously, "Okay, even if you don't talk about Su Xiyan, what about Ah Zhe?" A few days ago, we forced Ah Zhe so much to let him give up Su Xiyan, don't you know what Ah Zhe gave up for Su Xiyan, Ah Zhe is usually so calm and calm, and he was forced to cry by us like this, in the end? It's not for you, I decided to give up Su Xiyan after making a lot of determination, don't you remember how uncomfortable Ah Zhe was at that time now? You decided to give up so simply, it is a kind of harm to Ah Zhe, what are you thinking? Saying that, Tang Hui held his head and asked painfully.
"I don't want to." Xiao An squatted on the ground and pulled his hair in pain, "I love her, I love her!" I love so much that I can give up everything for her, no matter how hard it is for me, I can insist on loving her, but there is only one thing I can't do, and that is to hurt her. ”
Tang Hui stood blankly when he heard Xiao An's words, not knowing what to say or what to do.
"I love her, I love her, I love her, I love ......her," Xiao An unconsciously kept repeating, "but it's because I love her that I can't be so selfish." ”
The air fell silent in an instant.
"I just want to be happy when I see her happy, I can't be so selfish and ruin the baby, even if there is this possibility, I can't let it happen, my baby is so good, how can I be hurt by this! She should be happy every day, living in the castle like a little princess, I don't know what is sad and uncomfortable, so it's fine, I'll fight the rest, I will block all the damage for her, she just needs to be happy. ”
"But this is not fair to Su Xiyan at all." Tang Hui wanted to fight again, because he didn't want Xiao An to give up Su Xiyan like this, today at dinner, he saw that Xiao An and Su Xiyan only saw each other, it was so warm and loving, he wanted them to be together again, and then be happy.
"Maybe that's the best outcome." This is Gao Xiang, who has been silent for a long time, interjected a sentence.
"No, no, this ending is not the best, it's not like this, they are obviously so compatible, when they are together, I only know that I see the best of love, and they should be together." Tang Hui shook his head excitedly and retorted.
"Together? I also want to be with the baby, always together, I also hope that the person who stands next to the baby is me, I also hope that the person who brings the baby happiness is me, I also hope that the person who makes the baby happy is me, I don't worry about giving her to anyone, I'm afraid they don't love her enough, I'm afraid they don't tolerate her enough, I'm afraid they don't understand her enough, so everything makes me feel uneasy, only I can bring her happiness. Xiao An looked at Tang Hui and yelled, "Once upon a time, I have always been so firm in my opinion, but the reality gave me a slap in the face, the person who hurt her was no one else, that person was me, it was me, it was I who brought her indelible damage, so that she even did not hesitate to forget me, forget the time we spent together again, it was all my fault, Jiang Yu didn't say wrong that day, I just deserved the baby not to want me." ”