Chapter 1296: You Don't Love Me Anymore
It took half an hour for the wound prescription to be remedicated and bandaged, and Xu Tingbai was already soaked with sweat.
Wushuang asked the nurse and the Xu family's servants to scrub his body and change into clean pajamas.
It wasn't until everything was done that they were allowed to go out and rest first.
"During this time, everyone is worried about you."
Wushuang sat down on the edge of his bed, "Xiaobai, you are a soldier, you shouldn't be so fragile, I know that the person who lost a leg is you, not me, I say such things, it seems that I don't have a backache when I stand and talk, but Xiaobai, things have happened, and you can only face it"
"You're very happy with Brother Regret, right?"
Xu Tingbai lay on the bed and looked at Wushuang.
She was like a withered flower drenched in spring dew, and she was no longer the last time he saw her.
So, she should be very happy.
And someone like Brother Regret will be a thousand times better to her.
His words are really superfluous.
Wushuang didn't answer his question, but asked rhetorically, "If you don't cooperate with the doctor to treat and recover well, is it because you can't face that you are missing a leg, or because I am with Regret?"
"Wushuang, this has nothing to do with you, and I can't blame you, isn't it, is it something that our family told you?"
"Nope."
"It has nothing to do with you, I just don't want to live in the world in such a way, Wushuang, do you know, I even thought many times, if I was killed directly by the bombing at that time, how good it would be for my relatives, family, and I would only be sad for me once, instead of being careful in front of me as now, carefully taking care of my every emotion, and then a year, ten years, twenty years, our family is in this shadow."
"But for your loved ones, your life is more important than anything else."
"What if I don't think there's any point in living like this."
"What exactly makes sense to you"
"I won't be able to go back to the army in the future, I won't be able to be a soldier anymore, and even in the future, I will have to be taken care of like a waste."
"So all disabled soldiers should be like you, you lost a leg because you saved people, this is your wound, but also your glory, Xu Tingbai, as a soldier, shouldn't you have a better consciousness than ordinary people?"
"Wushuang, what would you do if I really died of languishing like this?"
"I'm going to be fine, I'm going to feel sorry for you for a while, and I'm going to go on with my life, only your loved ones will live in the pain of losing you for the rest of their lives, and this pain will never go away."
"So, Wushuang, you don't love me anymore, do you?"
Wushuang's eyes turned slightly red, and she stroked the bandages wrapped around Xu Tingbai's hands, "Xiaobai, maybe we were just used to being by each other's side over the years." ”
Xu Tingbai looked at Wushuang directly, and his eyes suddenly turned red, "You have never loved me, right?" ”
"Xiaobai, the things between us have passed, and in the past, I can't tell who is right and who is wrong, so it doesn't make any sense to mention it again, I hope you can recover well and be discharged from the hospital as soon as possible, for those relatives who love you, and for the comrades who care about you, and those people you have saved, they all hope that you will live well."
"What about you?"
"I also hope that you will live well, I hope you can meet a good girl, and then you will be happy together."
Xu Tingbai looked at Wushuang for a long time, and suddenly smiled lightly, "Okay, I promise you." ”
"Then I'll come back to see you another day."
"Wushuang, if you hadn't been with Regret, would you have waited for me?"
Wushuang stood there, the little girl who was too lively in her memory, but at this time she seemed to have a captivating posture.
She once belonged to him completely, and she once gave him a heart without reservation.
But in the end, he still lost her with his own hands.
Wushuang shook his head lightly, "Xiaobai, I know this answer is cruel to you, but I don't want to lie to you, I have thought about it many times, I have liked you for so many years, you look back, I should forgive you, and start over with you, but in the end I found that I still can't do it, maybe I'm too selfish, maybe it's because people like me can't rub a grain of sand in my eyes, I still can't let go, in those years, you were good to me at the same time, but also good to others." ”
"Mushuang, I'm sorry."
Wushuang didn't say anything more, turned around and walked out.
When she walked to the door, she stopped and turned to look at Xu Tingbai, "Take care of your injuries, Xu Tingbai, don't let me look down on you, don't make me feel that I liked the wrong people in those years." ”
Late spring in March.
Southern Yunnan, which is like spring all year round, suddenly thundered and thundered in the middle of the night, and a storm fell.
And on the second day after the storm, Ah Zuo stumbled into the study of regret like a lost soul, "Young master, it was a storm last night, and Madame's cemetery was hit by broken trees, and the coffins were broken"
The pen in his hand suddenly broke in two, he slowly stood up, and his eyes stared at Ah Zuo tightly, "Ah Zuo, you say it again"
Back then, after he was picked by the young master, he once talked to the young master that he wanted to renovate his mother's cemetery.
After all, back then, my mother was just buried in a dilapidated coffin with the help of others.
After hearing this, the young master wanted to help him move his mother's coffin to a beautiful place to repair it, but unfortunately refused.
When he was a child, he heard people who knew his mother say that it was his mother's last wish to be buried by the small river, looking at the sacred mountain from afar.
So he thought that since his mother wanted to be buried here, then as a son of man, he should naturally follow his mother's wishes.
In the end, the mother's bones were not removed, but the coffin was replaced, and then the young master sent someone to repair the tomb.
Even if the lightning and thunder last night and the trees were broken, it would not destroy the cemetery and tear the mother's coffin
In the end, it was really an accident, or someone with a heart did it intentionally
When he and Ah Zuo hurried to the cemetery, they saw that the thick trunk seemed to have been struck by lightning and broken, and it happened to hit the cemetery.
And the good coffin also cracked, but fortunately the bones were not scattered from the coffin, but a lot of dirty mud and water accumulated in the cracked coffin.
This cemetery is completely destroyed.
Regret Sheng knelt straight in the mud, and Ah Zuo and the people who followed behind him also knelt behind Regret Sheng.
On the first day I came to my aunt, I was blue and thin, and I had mushrooms