Chapter 7 The helplessness of love, the nest of hate
At this moment, the sky of City A is like a portrayal of Xia Yi's mood. It was gray, and it was going to be sunny, but it was going to rain heartily, but it was a little bit worse.
Standing on the bustling street, looking at the couples who came and went and held hands affectionately, Xia Yi stretched out his left hand, which was often held by Ning Meng, but what he touched was the cool swishing air.
It's been five days, Ning Meng has been away for five days, is it really 'no longer in touch with her in this life'? Every time she pressed his phone and deleted it over and over again, she was very angry that she couldn't get rid of it.
Ning Meng, do you know? I love you so helplessly, and I hate you very well. She wanted to tell herself how much she could still turn the world without anyone, and she Xia Yi could still raise the sweet arc of her mouth every day without him, but the tight corners of her mouth couldn't deceive herself.
Standing on the pedestrian bridge, I still remember that on the left-hand side he always accompanied me to see the pedestrians coming and going, patiently listening to her and her making up their stories, but where is he now?
The rain is falling gently, the coolness is slowly coming, is he among the pedestrians coming and going under the bridge, is this the end? Holding on to the railing of the pedestrian bridge, I felt the wind and the rain.
"Yiyi, Yiyi, Yiyi......" The familiar lemon smell faintly entered the nose, the warm embrace, the call engraved into the memory, is there a hallucination, don't look back, don't look back, just let her immerse herself in the illusion like this, don't wake up, never.
"Brother Ning Meng, you see that I am hallucinating, you are in the United States now, how can you be by my side? You are so ruthless, Brother Ning Meng, you dislike me and tell me to my face, why did you leave me to 'never see each other again in this life'? It's so uncomfortable, but I'm so cowardly, I can't even hate you......" I couldn't cry as I spoke.
"Yiyi, look at me, look, Brother Ning Meng is back, it's not an illusion. I'm sorry, forgive me this time, okay? Ning Meng said cautiously and regretfully, hugging Xia Yi tightly, eager to integrate her into her blood.
"You're back, you're really back, are you still leaving?" Xia Yi threw herself into Ning Meng's arms as she spoke, and after speaking, she stretched out her hand and ravaged Ning Meng's ears.
"If you don't go, I have to hold you tightly when you go, let's go, let's go home." The gentle eyes seduced Xia Yi, and she nodded involuntarily.
"I want you to carry me!"
"Okay, come, come up." Looking at Xia Yi's open hands and soft and glutinous coquettishness, Ning Meng's smile was sunny and there was no shadow of indifference at all.
Xia Yi, who was crawling on Ning Meng's back, stuck out his tongue, and couldn't help but despise himself ten thousand~~ It's so useless, and gradually fell asleep on a stable back.
"Yiyi, Yiyi, we're home, wake up, wake up, change our clothes and go back to sleep." Looking at the sleepy-eyed Xia Yi on the sofa, Ning Meng couldn't bear to wake Xia Yi up gently.
After Xia Yi finished changing her clothes, Ning Meng washed her cup of Banlangen, and dried her slightly wet hair, looking at Xia Yi staring at her with big eyes, Ning Meng couldn't help but sweep away the haze of recent days, looked at the childish Xia Yi funny, and gently hugged her in his arms.
"Xia Yi, can you forgive Brother Ning Meng, this is the first and last time, I will never say goodbye again, there is no next time, believe me, okay?" After Ning Meng finished speaking, he kissed Xia Yi's clear eyes and handed her the washed Banlangen.
Looking at Ning Meng as before, Xia Yi's heart was extremely complicated, Brother Ning Meng must have minded that she was not a virgin when she said to her, but he was still like this to himself, do you want to explain it to him? But if Brother Ning Meng's self-esteem was so strong, if he knew that she was almost ...... because of his surgery fee He must not be able to accept it, forget it, let's talk about it later, Xia Yi fell asleep again in the entanglement.
Looking at Xia Yi who was asleep, Ning Meng stared at her sleeping face for a long time before covering Xia Yi with a quilt and gently walking out of the bedroom.
"Gong Wanqing, if you have time, I'll see you at the 'Second Yi' café in twenty minutes, I want to talk to you about Xia Yi." While Ning Meng was standing in the living room on the phone, he looked at the couple photo taken with Xia Yi with firm eyes.