Chapter 188: It's too hard to forget someone
At this time, Lu Li's clothes were full of wrinkles, his hair was disorderly, his eye sockets were deep, and his face was full of stubble.
"Hehe, it's really ridiculous to think about myself, three years ago, I didn't want to marry her, it was my family who forced her to me, in the past three years, every time I saw her, I would be very angry, because I knew that Shen Mengyin's departure was related to Su Hua, she forced Shen Mengyin away, I hated her, and tried all kinds of means to hurt her!"
"But in the end, I realized that I was in love with her! But it backfired, I originally thought that I could stay with Su Hua for the rest of my life, but Shen Mengyin came back and came back with my child...... Hehe......" Lu Li laughed self-deprecatingly.
God knows, at this moment, he hated himself to death, of course, when he learned that Su Hua and Ling Shaoyang were together, he was even more jealous to death, he couldn't wait to find Su Hua in the next second and recover Su Hua.
But he couldn't.
Not for anything else, because he is not qualified.
Not eligible to own Su paintings.
Xiao Junyan has been listening to Lu Li's statement silently, he naturally feels the bitterness in Lu Li's heart at this time, and he also feels that Lu Li really loves Su painting.
"Lu Li, if you want to open a little, if you miss it, you will miss it, and life still has to go on." Xiao Junyan didn't know why he would say such a thing, perhaps, in the past, he used this sentence to comfort himself.
I think that at the beginning, when he saw Su Hua for the first time, he fell in love with that cute and sunny girl.
For so many years, he has been deeply in love with Su Hua, and he has always stopped by Su Hua's side, hoping that one day she can see his existence, at least know that he has her in his heart, and he loves her.
However, a person will only see the person she loves in her eyes, Su Hua only has Lu Li in her eyes, and the person she loves is only Lu Li.
Knowing that Su Hua and Lu Li were married, Xiao Junyan had never shown his heart to Su Hua, he didn't go to fight, he knew that even if he tried to fight, it would be useless.
Love is love, and not love is not love.
No matter how much he pays for Su Hua, Su Hua can only be grateful to him, but he will never fall in love with him.
This is the truth that he only understood later.
Therefore, instead of being with Su Hua, he hopes to stay by Su Hua's side silently, as long as he sees her happy and happy, he will be satisfied.
For Xiao Junyan's consolation, Lu Li could only smile back, a bitter smile.
Su Hua learned that Lu Zhengheng was sick and hospitalized, and went to the hospital without saying a word.
Although she is now divorced from Lu Li, she naturally has nothing to do with the Lu family, but thinking about Lu Zhengheng's love for her in the past three years, and loving her like her own daughter, she can't be indifferent.
She bought a beautiful fruit basket, but as soon as she arrived at the entrance of the hospital, she couldn't help but stop.
It's not that she didn't think that when she went to visit Lu Zhengheng, she might meet Lu Li.
It has been more than half a month since the divorce, and she and Lu Li have not met once, she thought that her feelings for Lu Li would be diluted by time, at least if they didn't meet, they would slowly forget.
However, she overestimated herself.
It's easy to fall in love with someone, but it's too hard to forget someone.
After thinking about it for a long time, she finally walked into the hospital with a decision.
After inquiring about the ward where Lu Zhengheng was, he came to the third floor of the inpatient department.
Just as she was about to raise her hand to knock on the door, the door of the ward was opened, and Lu Li's emaciated handsome face was entered, and a pair of melancholy and deep eyes were slammed.
Lu Li didn't expect to meet Su Hua at this scene.
Looking at the Su painting that he hadn't seen for many days, Lu Li's heart froze.
Her eyes were as gentle as autumn water, and her cheeks were slightly pink.
"Why are you here?" After a moment of stalemate, Lu Li asked.
Su Hua was a little embarrassed, pulled his lips and said, "I heard that my uncle is sick, and I came to visit him." ”
Yes, she came here to visit Lu Zhengheng, she couldn't help but say this to herself in her heart.
After speaking, Lu Li moved his body away, and Su Hua walked into the ward.
Lu Zhengheng has been in a coma since yesterday's operation and has not woken up.
And Jiang Meiqin took care of her by the side without sleep.
Seeing that Su Hua was coming, Jiang Meiqin got up, and a smile barely squeezed out of the corner of her mouth, "Su Hua, you are here, come in quickly......"
Su Hua put the fruit basket on the table, looking at Lu Zhengheng who was lying motionless on the hospital bed, she didn't feel a taste in her heart.
"Uncle, how is he now?"
Jiang Meiqin said with some relief: "Fortunately, it was sent in time yesterday, and it is out of danger, and today's inspections are normal, but I haven't woken ......up yet."
Su Hua saw that Jiang Meiqin's face was pale, and knew that she was worried about Lu Zhengheng's condition, "Uncle, uncle will definitely be fine." ”
When people are worried, what they hope most is to hear such comfort, Jiang Meiqin's mood is a little better, at least this time Lu Zhengheng is out of danger, "Well, okay, thank you, Su Hua." ”
"In that case, I'll come back to see my uncle tomorrow." Su Hua felt that since the divorce, it would always be a little embarrassing to contact the Lu family.
Now that people have seen it, Su Hua thought about going back first today.
Seeing this, Jiang Meiqin hurriedly greeted Lu Li, "Lu Li, you go and send a Su painting." ”
Lu Li had been standing at the door, carrying a thermos in his hand.
Before, he was going out to fetch hot water, and happened to see Su Hua who was about to knock on the door.
Since Su Hua walked into the ward, Lu Li's eyes have not left Su Hua for a moment.
He just stared at Su Hua for a moment, and he didn't even want to blink, because he knew that the current Su Hua was no longer the Su painting of the past, and it was no longer his Lu Li.
Lu Li responded, put down the thermos, and followed Su Hua out of the ward.
The door of the ward closed, Su Hua stood still, turned around, "Lu Li, you go back, you don't need to send it." ”
After speaking, Su Hua seemed to want to escape, wanting to leave quickly.
Now, the relationship between her and Lu Li forces her to be complicated.
She didn't know how to face Lu Li.
She was even more afraid, afraid to say more to him, to make more eye contact, she was afraid that she would fall again.
Who knows, Lu Li grabbed her arm at the right time and stopped her from leaving.
Su Hua's heart jumped suddenly, she didn't expect Lu Li to suddenly hold her, and said in a panic: "Lu Li, what are you doing?" ”
Faced with the questioning, Lu Li couldn't help frowning, "Su Hua, I want to ask you something!" ”
Su Hua wrung his eyebrows, feeling his hand with enough strength, "What do you want to ask, just ask, but now you let go of your hand!" ”