Chapter 58: A Complete Break
The mother then hinted at Yin Hui from time to time: "Jokes are jokes, but we Qin Yuan, we are really simple, kind, responsible, and responsible good men." It's not me who is a mother boasting about my son, I'm seeking truth from facts. Yin Hui, what do you think of my son? ”
"Good...... All right. Yin Hui was very uncomfortable, and the slightest hint of embarrassment was discovered by me, and it was not all a girl's shyness. I think she probably knows that I have a girlfriend, but she doesn't know that person is Shen Qian.
"Mom, are you talking about me? Am I as good as you say? "I moderately distracted myself and helped Yin Hui out of the siege.
The two of us seem to have a tacit understanding, and neither of us wants to pierce this layer of window paper. I sent her out of the community, and the topics we talked about were mostly personalities, hobbies for such basic content, and we naturally kept a safe distance, and I didn't dare to think about it at all.
"Thank you so much, Yin Hui, really, I can't repay it. You are the embodiment of justice in my heart, eating, watching movies and other projects, as long as you bring it up, I am satisfied, and I must formally express my gratitude to you. "I always have to say thank you when I see the right moment.
"Okay, you can get back to being single first." Yin Hui smiled slyly.
"Huh? You know all about it, huh? ”
……
A few days later, Shen Qian returned to Hoh, we met in the rental house, a long-lost hearty, after the passion, Shen Qian was sitting in danger and said to me: "Qin Yuan, I am about to get married." ”
I was still stupid and asked her, "Isn't our marriage planned yet?" Why so suddenly? Okay, have you booked a date? I'll start preparing now. ”
Her tone was flat and terrifying, as if she was gossiping with someone who didn't matter. She said: "Qin Yuan, I'm not marrying you, I'm marrying a coal boss named Xu Baihong." The days have been set, just three days later. ”
It was as if I had been struck by lightning, and I was scorched on the outside and tender on the inside. I weakly asked again for verification: "You Shen Qian, in three days, you are going to marry a coal boss?" Did I hear me right? ”
"Hmm."
"And what am I? Am I a big fool X? When did you start? ”
Shen Qian explained: "Qin Yuan, don't get excited, I met this Xu Baihong in a drinking party, and we haven't known each other for a long time. But he can give me everything I want in life, and he is willing to marry me. ”
"I can too, I've been waiting for you, waiting for you to marry me. I waited stupidly, in exchange for your empathy? Yes? Shen Qian? ”
Shen Qian didn't answer directly: "Qin Yuan, I have been trying to wait for you hard, waiting for you to be able to get ahead one day." But I don't know when it will be a head. I'm tired, how much youth can a woman have to wait. ”
She once kept saying that she wanted to live a stable life, which was naked deception. I got up angrily, pointed to Shen Qian's nose and said, "You ......." I had a belly full of watery poplars, a life of debauchery, half-heartedness, and indiscretion that I couldn't utter. She kept saying that she couldn't wait for the day when I got ahead, and my heart was empty.
I took advantage of the situation and smashed the photos of us that I could touch in front of her, including the photos of my trip to Yunnan with Shen Qian. I used all my strength to roar out my man's dignity: "Shen Qian, from now on, our relationship is like these broken glass photo frames, completely over." From now on, you take your Yangguan Road and I will take my single-plank bridge. Never again. ”
I couldn't stay in the house any longer, and it would be an ordeal to stay any longer. I grabbed my clothes and prepared to leave. I heard Shen Qian behind me holding back: "Qin Yuan, if you want, we can still do the same as before." What does it make if I don't get married or not? I've always had you alone in my heart. Her words were still plain, without the slightest shame.
I slammed the door shut, and threw it down; Bastard. With the door closed, there is also my broken heart, maybe from now on, I will not love another woman as much as I love Shen Qian.
I went to the bar again, paid for the drunk, and this time I was completely desperate. There are a lot of unsavory secrets in Shen Qian's mobile phone, I know it in my heart, but I turn a blind eye, I don't want to think about the worst, I want to believe Shen Qian.
What did I get in exchange for my patience again and again? In a dimly lit, noisy and noisy bar, my brain was restless and groggy with the music. I drank and laughed at myself unscrupulously, sarcastically saying that I had been betrayed twice in quick succession by the same woman. The beautiful past of me and Shen Qian came to my heart, and like a movie, the memories of frame by frame slowly became blurred...... I seem to have drunk the fragments again.
When I woke up, I was in my bed. I heard from my parents that it was Yin Hui who sent me back. I had a splitting headache and I don't know if I had a drunken gaffe or if I was babbling gibberish to her. Yin Hui never took the initiative to mention the drunkenness that night.
Since then, I've been trying to fill my time, and I can't be idle for a moment. As long as I am idle, I will think of the night I said goodbye to Shen Qian. At the law firm, I frantically researched the source of the case and looked up the information. When I am busy with the work at hand, I help my colleagues share the tedious and time-consuming data tasks. After work, I went to the gym every day to exercise like crazy, sweating profusely until I fell to the ground, and then went back to the house and fell asleep.
My mother thinks I'm unproductive, I'm her son, maybe she can guess what's going on. But under the comfort of her father, she dared not speak out.
When my body started to take it easy, slowly, my days began to return to normal. Every day from 9 to 5, I come home from work, eat and chat. I gradually recovered from my pain and loss.
A month after losing Shen Qian, when my mother matched me and Yin Hui again, I could no longer reject it, and instinctively catered to it. At that time, Yin Hui was free to enter and leave the commissary, and everyone was already familiar with it, and the neighbors thought that Yin Hui was a distant relative of my family.
Under the pressure of my mother, I took the initiative to express my position in front of her and Yin Hui, and I was willing to try to get along with Yin Hui as boyfriend and girlfriend, but I didn't know if Yin Hui was willing. Yin Hui didn't squirm and readily agreed to try dating.
Of course, I have to confess to Yin Hui that I just broke up with my girlfriend before, and the decadence I was a while ago was also because of the breakup. She said that she probably guessed it, and since she put it down, she didn't mention it again, and it was all over. From Yin Hui's efforts to help my father, I knew that she had a good impression of me, but I never understood what she liked about me.