Seeing her standing at the door of the room, leaning against the person at the head of the bed, there was no excessive expression on her face, but her eyes were very honest to explain the surprise in her heart at the moment.

"Oh, what a rarity." Naturally, she stuffed the photo frame in her hand under the pillow, and the person on the bed beckoned to her, "I thought that when we met that day, we would see you again." And it doesn't seem like it's been a few days since we last met, right? I didn't expect you to come early this morning - forget it, I don't ask that much. With your character, you must have something on your mind to come to me. In fact, even if you don't know your character, when you see your expression, you should guess that you have something on your mind. Why, can I help you with this matter of yours? ”

Shaking his head gently, An Ning looked at Su Luoxi, who only had a pair of beautiful eyes peeking out of the bandage, and didn't know how to speak for a while.

Obviously, on the way by car, she had so many questions that she wanted to talk to Senior Sister Su, but when she really saw Senior Sister Su, she couldn't ask anything.

Seeing her appearance of wanting to speak and stopping, Su Luoxi actually had some answers in her heart for her coming to herself.

But Su Luoxi didn't ask directly, but said slowly, "Actually...... What are you afraid of? Senior Sister An, you are always scared a lot. You are afraid of the loss of what you have, and you are also afraid of the pain that comes with the loss. But have you ever thought that if you are so afraid, can you put an end to the pain? I don't think so, you think you can look at everything from the perspective of God like an outsider, look at the people and things around you, you peel yourself off, so calm. But that's just the surface, and a lot of times, you can't control it. ”

An Ning didn't speak, she thought that Senior Sister Su had already guessed something. But in her own heart, she doesn't have an answer yet.

Su Luoxi said again, "I'm afraid of losing after owning it, so you close yourself off." You have lost a lot and you are afraid. So you think, since the final ending is also to be lost, to suffer. Then stop at the beginning, and if you don't start in the first place, then you won't be bad. That's what you think, right? ”

"I—I don't know."

"If you don't know, you don't know. People live, there is really no need to live so clearly, everything is like a mirror, that is too boring. Su Luoxi seems to have become a lot more open-minded overnight, she can see everything, and she doesn't take it so seriously, "You are like a stagnant guy, but there will always be so many people around you who don't care what others think and do whatever they want." Glad that's the case, and so is the fifth master. I think people like them can best cure you. ”

An Ning opened her mouth with a smile, still not knowing what to say.

"If you want to take the initiative, it's harder than climbing to the sky. No—it's not that hard to get to the sky. Tranquility, you are always very passive to accept something. You've never taken the initiative for anything. But in your heart, it's very clear. If it's someone you don't like, then no matter how stubbornly the other party is, you won't accept it. If you find out, what you accept now, what you think is that you are very passive, is a relationship that you have no way to refuse, is actually the result of your own mental screening. ”

An Ning flashed fox eyes, this time it was not that she didn't know what to say, but that she completely lost her language function.

When you are in front of a very smart person, all your thoughts will be seen through by the other person, and there seems to be nothing to say.

When she was in college, there were other classmates who wanted to play with her, and just like Miss Jiang, she appeared in her life whether she liked it or not. I don't know why, those people didn't stay, but happily stayed.

Senior Sister Su was right, she deceived herself and told herself that Xinran's friend was not something she took the initiative to befriend, but Xinran was too active and forcibly inserted into her life. When she gets used to having a chatter around her, they're already friends. But in reality, that's not the case.

The reason why Xinran can stay is because she likes Xinran and she wants to be friends with Xinran.

That...... What about Emperor Kwon Yu?

Is that what he does?

She has been saying that it was Quan Wuye's domineering and shameless insertion into her life, she was forced to accept it, and she was helpless.

"Senior Sister An." Su Luoxi called softly.

An Ning actually heard a little bit of mother's taste from this 'Senior Sister An'.

She raised her little face and said softly, "What?" ”

"There are two kinds of people who are very extreme. You and I are the best examples and representatives. Extreme performance, but from the same emotion. Fear of loss, insecurity. I'm too possessive, and no matter what it is, I have to hold it firmly in the palm of my hand, because I'm afraid of losing. And you, too, are too afraid of losing, so you simply don't want to have it. But in the end, our two extremes will only make what we fear the most come true. It's happening right before our eyes, and there's nothing we can do about it. ”

An Ning smiled bitterly, "Senior Sister Su, how many days you stay in the hospital will turn you into a philosopher." ”

"Because people are too idle, once they are idle and have nothing to do, they will inevitably think a lot. When people think too much, it becomes very strange. ”

An Ning blinked a fox eye.

She...... Is it getting weird now?

"I don't know who you're bothering about, but I think it's always inseparable from that Fifth Master Quan. My emotional performance is also a mess, and there seems to be nothing that can give you reminders and experiences. However, I want to tell you, one day is one day, what are you afraid of? What is there to be afraid of? If you like it, chase it, and if you hate it, you will separate. Isn't it that simple to put it bluntly? Don't complicate simple things, but simplify complex things. ”

"Senior Sister Su, but if you know that the ending will definitely be separated, then why bother-"

"It's necessary." Su Luoxi said categorically, "The process is very wonderful." Of course, there will inevitably be some sad things along the way. But everything is difficult to complete, you want everything to be sweet, how is it possible. Sadness and joy, bitterness and sweetness, always go hand in hand. You just want to taste the sweet fruit, but you don't want to go through the hard work of bearing fruit. Let me ask you, why? Why do you have such a big face? ”

An Ning said a little stubbornly, "I know what the ending will be, and I still covet a moment of beauty in the process, and I will only torture myself." ”

The more beautiful it is, the more grief it will be when it is lost.

And she didn't want that.

Su Luoxi's clear eyes seemed to have a kind of wisdom when looking at the world.

"Are you happy now? Don't you have any troubles right now? According to what you said, now that you know the ending, don't start at the beginning, you won't be miserable and uncomfortable. You should be carefree by now, but if you were, you wouldn't be in front of me before half past six in the morning. ”

Before she left, Su Luoxi said another sentence that made her heart tremble.

"If you just want someone to listen to, you can go to Jiang Xinran. She's your most recognized friend, and you can't come to me. If you want someone to help you analyze, give you answers, or show you the way, you still don't need to come to me. But you just came to me, what do you mean? Senior Sister An, when people are hesitating, they actually have answers in their hearts. And you, just want to find someone to affirm the answer in your heart that you are not sure about. You just want to find someone who is firmly on your side, who is in line with you, who supports you. I'm sorry, I'm not that kind of person, and you don't have such a relationship with me. ”

"I'm sorry, Senior Sister Su, I won't bother you in the future."

"An Ning, what are you afraid of? You've already expected the horizontal and vertical endings, why not make the process a little happier and a little better? ”

The rapid ringing of her mobile phone pulled her back from her thoughts.

When she saw the three words on the mobile phone screen, even she didn't notice it, and the corners of her mouth couldn't help but rise.

"An Xiaoyou, Lao Tzu will give you thirty minutes to go home!"

She was used to the domineering commanding tone. Never feel bad again.

"How long do you want your eldest sister to wait for you? Don't hurry up and give Lao Tzu home! ”

"Fifth Master Quan is reasonable, okay, it's not even seven o'clock yet, and the family dinner is half past seven in the afternoon, right? Twelve hours, your math teacher died early? ”

"Thirty minutes, go home!"

Doodoooooo –

On the phone, there was a familiar busy sound.

Anning laughed out of his nose.

This damn stinky man is so annoying.

But she ...... I don't even hate his hate.

yes, what is she afraid of? With this answer, can she not force it in her own heart?

She knew the answer.

What she was afraid of was this moment of warmth. Because it's so warm and I like it so much, I'm just starting to get it, and I'm already afraid of all the negative emotions that come with losing.

And she is not a person who can digest negative emotions well.

She just seems to be very good at digesting negative emotions, and that's because she hides everything in her heart, and she doesn't take it out to tell others, let alone show it.

But hiding in her heart, only she knows how painful it is.

Others can't see it.

I can't empathize with it.

She was afraid that she would get used to Emperor Quan Yu's decisiveness in killing others, and only showed her a moment of warmth. She was deeply afraid that she would be fascinated by this special place. She is even more afraid that she will get used to and gradually get lost in the warmth that Emperor Quan Yu brought her.

Maybe she is cowardly, but she is such a timid and cowardly person, but she also has her own pride.

The pride of the fifth master of the right is not allowed to be touched by others.

Her pride is not allowed to be trampled on by others.

She didn't want to be like that, because she was alone, humbled to the dust.

She didn't want to let herself become like the Hai family sisters, because she was alone, she made herself ugly and dark.

Yes, she's scared, she's scared.

scared so that she didn't look like her anymore.

Now that the ending is already predestined, why not make the process better?

Come on—

This kind of momentary beauty, she doesn't want and doesn't need.

A pool of stagnant water should not be disturbed.

The guy who disturbed a pool of stagnant water patted his ass and left, but he never thought about how big a wave the stagnant water should be.

She admits that she has no courage, that she is timid and cowardly.

Avoidance, closure, this is the only means she can protect herself.