Chapter 170: Well, the manuscript is lost.
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Colorful fireworks light up the night sky, red lanterns greet the spring breeze, New Year's bells send auspiciousness, and the blessings of the Spring Festival come to the canopy: Wishing you prosperity and happy New Year!
Celebrate the New Year with joy and happiness; Peace and health, happy and happy fairy! I wish my friends a prosperous and prosperous Year of the Pig!
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"A Thousand Words in a Short Essay"
On the screen of my phone, I saw a girl who was as beautiful as an angel.
I just looked at her stupidly, she was so cute, although I didn't know what the clothes she wore were called, what her makeup was, but she was so cute. There was only one word left in my head.
This is typical straight man thinking. Okay, I'll admit it.
But everybody meets a lot of strangers like this, I guess.
They are different because we are not the same, but the feelings they bring to us are really the same
It's all the kind of rush that can't help but give a thumbs up
All of a sudden, the thought of "Actually, it's a blessing to live quietly like this" suddenly arises.
Today, for example, I saw Susan Su, I saw Asuka Saito, and I saw so many people talking about them.
I clearly know that their glamorous appearance is there, and they are more or less dedicated to fans, but they are not necessarily perfect in reality. However, whether it is natural or deliberate, you just can't help but laugh when you see a girl like this.
Now, you may be like me, seeing such a wonderful person on the screen. But forty or fifty years ago, when our grandparents were young, you might have had to be like Haruki Murakami, walking the streets just to rub shoulders with a 100 percent girl.
Just by looking at it, you will feel very beautiful, how much you should like it.
It's a feeling that doesn't come easily, and it can't be forced. You don't have to rely on celebrities, and you don't have to ask the other party to meet certain conditions, even if it's a friend who has been with you for a long time, in a specific environment, in a possible timeline, you will suddenly realize, oh no, this person is shining!
If you're like me, you love to listen to stories, you love to make up stories, or you just love to imagine in your head, the moment you see such a person, you will plan in your mind how you are going to walk over and talk to her in the next 30 minutes.
For the next twenty-four hours, you will introduce yourself and listen carefully to her thoughts.
In the next life, how will you hold her hand and accompany her gently, and you will spend your time together in harmony and towards the inevitability of life.
At that moment, you just think like that, you just feel that the light from this person makes you want to get close to her.
Even if you don't come up to talk, just watch, just meet, and then disappear into the other person's eyes, and your whereabouts are unknown.
That's good too.
yes, that's good too.
At least you don't have to let the story really play out again, you retain infinite possibilities, and never open your mouth, which means that a sweet and peaceful dream can be preserved, no hope, no regrets.
I think that's a great blessing as well.
You may forget about her quickly, but you can't deny that she has walked into your heart without any difficulty.
When you meet the next beautiful person, you have to stand there and enjoy the beauty she brings to you.
It's more precious than her coming over and smiling at you herself.
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"Sugar Gourd" (3,000 words)
I'm a killer.
Unlike other killers, I don't kill innocent people, I don't do unreasonable things. People in the rivers and lakes think that I am a righteous person, but they are not, if I am really a righteous land, why should I kill people for money. I'm a soft-hearted person, even if it's + a wicked person, I can't bear to let him die a tragic death, I always seal my throat with a sword, and I can end my life well.
I've been in the mix for a few years, and I'm in my early twenties. Maybe it's because I'm getting older, and I don't want to kill anymore, so I don't take any orders anymore and go wandering the rivers and lakes alone.
Then I met a person, a little doll, her name is Tang Arc. "Little uncle, do you want sugar gourd?"
I turned around and saw no one. Then I felt that the corners of my clothes were ripped a few times, and I looked down slightly to see a little girl. The girl seemed to be twelve or thirteen years old, and she was really good-looking, especially the pair of eyes, whose watery almond eyes shone like water, and were as clear as sugar gourds.
The little girl was holding a sugar gourd in her hand, but there were only two strings.
I leaned down and said, "Little girl, you're going to buy with me."
Sell?' She blushed, her eyes dodged, and she pouted, "No... I was amused and asked her with my lips hooked.
"Then why are you asking me if I want a sugar gourd? Don't you want to trick me?"
..... It's not!" She was anxious, and hurriedly explained: "Just now, my mother asked me to buy two strings of sugar gourds and bring them to my brother and you." I'm guarded, but I'm stunned, why did her mother ask this little girl to give me candy?
The little girl paused, and seemed to be ashamed to speak: "Little uncle, I'll give you this string of sugar gourds, can you take me to my mother?"
"So what's the difference between that and buying and selling?" I tease her.
... No! If the little uncle refuses, I can too.... Sugar gourd, also given to uncle.. Her anxious eyes were red, and she hurriedly added.
I saw her pitiful appearance, and I couldn't bear to bully her anymore, so I had to respond
"Only..... Aren't you afraid that I'm a bad person, and then kidnap you so that you never see your mother again?
She seemed to be taken aback. Are you a bad person?" I couldn't help but laugh out loud and hurriedly reassured her.
"Of course not."
This was my first meeting with Tang Arc.
I searched for her for two hours that day, but I couldn't find her mother. I only found a note in the place where her mother said she was waiting for her. The note wrote Tang Arc's birthday, and there were some things. Her mother has actually been poisoned by the thieves, and there is not much time left, she knows who I am, and she is willing to entrust her daughter with her
I read the whole letter and I just thought it was ridiculous.
How could there be such a casual mother who easily entrusted her daughter to others, but I have to say that she was not wrong,
This kind of hurtful thing comes.
I had no choice but to take Tang Arc to the rivers and lakes together. Tang Arc is already twelve, she is a big girl, she understands that she will suffer with me from now on, she didn't say anything. He just handed me the sugar gourd in his hand again.
"Little uncle, do you want sugar gourd?"
Her eyes were red again.
"Little uncle, I'll give you this string of sugar gourds, can you take me away?" Good. ”
Four years have passed since I passed with Tang Arc, and she is already a big girl, sixteen years old, the oldest of the girls to be married. Tang Arc has been following me, although I don't have to worry about eating and drinking, but because the enemies I provoked at the beginning often come to harass me, I have also suffered a lot. Now that she's older, she can't be treated like she used to be.
So I settled down with her in a small town, intending to find a good husband for her.
She's happy to be able to live in peace, but she's also very sensible, and she's always worried about me. I'm worried that my lonely boat that is unwilling to anchor will be far away from her.
One night, she laid out the quilt for me as usual, and boiled hot water to wipe my face for me, so I mentioned that I wanted to find her husband's house for her. She didn't speak, she didn't even say anything, she just went about her business.
"Uncle Mo doesn't want to get rid of the arc and go to the rivers and lakes alone
She dipped the cloth towel in warm water, wiped my brow carefully, and finally opened her mouth to ask me. She was wiping my face, and I couldn't keep my eyes open and squinted at her, her eyes were shining with the light of a candle flame like two glass beads, which reminded me of my first meeting with her.
Somehow, my heart softened, and I stopped her movements and soothed her.
"Of course not."
I originally planned to leave when she got married, after all, I have too many enemies, and I just want her to live a good life, and I don't want to make things happen for her.
Maybe the moonlight was so bright that it blurred my vision, and my heart softened involuntarily. A thought came to my heart - even if the enemy came, then I just need to protect her.
This is the first time in my life that I have decided to give up on myself for someone else, but I don't regret it' because that person is Tang Arc.
It took us half a month to get used to the environment, and the people in the town were very simple and enthusiastic, and they were very good to the two of us, and even often sent some furniture to the door. In fact, the remuneration for the orders I received back then was calculated based on the usage of the townspeople here, and Tang Arc and I will not use it up for several lifetimes.
Human life is very valuable.
Later, Tang Arc and the town - a boy got very close, there were no high-ranking officials or squires in this town, and each guard was limited to 0 cars. The townspeople are all of equal status, and women don't have to pay attention to everyone's beauty, as long as they know how to do housework, they are good girls
Therefore, it shows a little comfortable and chic, and men and women only need to be happy with each other to get married.
To be honest, despite this, Tang Arc's dowry is absolutely indispensable to me.
Seeing that Tang Arc and the young man were getting closer and closer, I began to ask Tang Arc, asking her about the child's name, character, personality and attitude towards her. Tang Arc was all back, when the child's name was Tang Qiu, he was kind and gentle to her own family, and he was also very considerate to Tang Arc. I asked Tang Arc again. Do you like him? She said. Like.
I don't want my arc to be wronged in the slightest, I have to get the man to take the initiative. Tang Arc still often interacts with the young man, and I have secretly gone out to see a few times, although I can't really see it, but the young man must be good-looking. The person I have a crush on will not be bad. Nothing has changed, and life is still going well. It's just that sometimes when I get up in the middle of the night, there is always a faint candlelight in the Tang Arc house. I quietly pushed the door in, Tang Arc immediately stopped moving, and hurriedly put away the things on the table, she seemed to be writing. I think.
She hasn't been in a private school since she was twelve years old, I taught her all the words, she is very smart, and she has learned everything.
Tang Arc turned to look at me, her eyes seemed to be watery, and she pursed her lips with a nervous and embarrassed expression.
She was writing a letter to Tang Qiushi. I think.
I touched her head, and she obediently stepped forward - one step and rested her chin on one side of mine. My heart softened, and I couldn't bear to scold her again. I only advised her to write openly, and she didn't have to come in the middle of the night, so as not to lose her spirits.
She was surprised.
Did she think I was going to scold her? What to scold her? She just wrote to her lover, and although I was really angry at sleepless nights, I couldn't scold her ruthlessly.
I told her not to get up in the middle of the night to write, but she was silent, I knew that she was starting to fight again, I took her for nothing, and persuaded her again, but I persuaded her to light more lights. I was afraid that she would hurt her and hurt her very happy, so I told her to go to bed early, and she smiled and answered, her eyes shining and shining.
After that, she would always write something at night. Curious, she hid them so tightly that I couldn't find even a trace.
A few days later, Tang Qiushi's family came to propose his relatives. According to custom, Tang Arc stood behind the screen and listened, and my father and I talked in the main hall, and Tang Qiushi stood on his father's back
I guessed correctly, Tang Qiu is really good-looking, and he is a "gentle gentleman".
While discussing with Tang Qiushi's father, I observed the two children2 and found that both of them seemed to be absent-minded. I just think it's dang
"Both of them are shy.
Later, when I left, I saw Tang Qiushi walking very fast, and there was a young man outside the door looking at him, and the two walked side by side.
Tang Arc also came out from behind the screen and snuggled into my arms. I hugged her and was amazed that she had grown a lot, from her original level to my waist, and now to my shoulders. She has grown up, and I always feel that my time with her is too short. Why did four years pass so quickly, the original little bean Ding has become the current big girl, and this big girl will become an adult in a few days.
According to the marriage regulations, after the engagement, the man and the woman are not allowed to meet unless the cave room is spent on candle nights.
I prepared a dowry for Tang Arc, thought about it, and prepared the dowry thinly, but it happened to be more arranged than other families. lest others gossip and provoke me to be wronged.
Tang Arc made my bed for me at night and did some housework. On the night of the two days before the wedding, she stuffed me with a sachet and said that she had been embroidering for a long time, and she would keep it in mind.
I flicked her forehead. Silly boy, it's not that you can't see it, you can come back and see it when you get married. She only bowed her head and said nothing.
She was still writing that long letter in the middle of the night.
The day before she got married, a matchmaker came to the door to say goodbye. Naturally, it's not Tang Arc's. The other side said that I was good-looking, and I was a rare good son, and several families took a fancy to me.