It was getting dark, and the cool air was coming down, especially in the desert, and the cold was oozing bones. She had cried enough, and when she was tired of crying, she hugged her thin body and walked towards the tent.

"Master, are you okay?" When it was dark, Iris went to her tent to bring her supper, but she did not see her in the tent, and after putting down the supper, she turned and went out of the tent to look for her, and saw her come back in despair. Seeing her like this, I couldn't help but worry.

She shook her head indifferently, walked into the tent without saying a word, and sat on the edge of the bed.

Seeing her like this, Iris's ears were really worried, and asked again, "Master, what's wrong with you?" Is there anything you can tell the slave? Irises will help you share the burden, okay? ”

She looked at her, her eyes fluttering slightly: "Iris, you won't understand." ”

"How can the master understand if he doesn't say that the iris ear? Only when the master says it, does the iris have the qualifications to understand? Then he reached out to take her hand, and found that the ice was very strong, so he hurriedly picked up the brocade quilt and wrapped it around her, and prayed: "Master, tell the iris, tell the iris what happened, the slave is really sad to look at you like this." The master is the one who loves the iris the most, can you bear to look at the iris because you are sad? ”

Iris's words touched her, and she thought that maybe she could tell her something, after all, she was someone she trusted, and if there was someone to share the pain, she might not be so sad.

"Iris, do you remember why I married Emperor Yan?"

Iris thought about it very seriously, and then said, "Is it because of a transaction?" The slave has heard you mention this occasionally, but the specific reason, the slave remembers very much. ”

"I didn't explain it to any of you in detail at the time." After a pause, he looked at her and said, "Now I'll tell you." ”

"Okay." Iris nodded in response.

His face was a little heavier, his eyes looked ahead, and he had no focus: "The reason why I married Emperor Yan Feng is because as long as I promise to marry him, he will send troops to help the emperor after the war between the two countries." If it weren't for this promise, I wouldn't have been able to marry him. ”

Iris frowned slightly, then looked at her and said, "So the master's bad mood has something to do with the prince?" ”

"En......" she said in a deep voice: "Before marrying him, I thought that we were just interested in the relationship, but as time went by, I found that the relationship between us is no longer so simple, and the interest relationship with additional feelings is very dangerous, plus ...... I can't fall in love with anyone. ”

"Why?" Her words made Iris puzzled, since she is a human being, she has the right to love and be loved.

"I'm not ...... Whole people. She looked at Iris and explained with some difficulty.

“...... What the? Iris looked at her in disbelief, and her voice trembled a little: "Master...... You...... You ......"

She looked at her surprised look, and said with a faint look in her eyes: "Iris, are you afraid?" ”

"Huh?" Iris, who had not yet recovered from the surprise, was stunned when she heard this question, then looked at her and said, "Master, you look the same as a person, and you are so beautiful, how can you ...... Maybe ......" she didn't know what to say for a while, because she didn't understand what "not a whole person" meant now.

Furrowing his eyebrows, he looked at his palm, and slowly spoke: "I died once, and after I died, Fairy Si Yu raised my spirit in a chandelier and raised it for three years before I was resurrected." Gently touching the hair in front of her ear behind her ear, he looked at her and said, "Iris, these may be difficult for you to accept for a while." ”

Iris looked at her, her eyes trembled slightly, and then she reached out to hold her hand, clenched it tightly in her hand, and said word by word: "No, master, it was really difficult for Iris to accept when I first heard you say this, but you are the master of Iris, since you are the master, then no matter what you become, you are the master of the Iris, and the slave only remembers this." As long as you are the master of the slave for one day, the slave will serve you for one day. With tears in his eyes, he said: "You will tell the iris about things that you have never told others, which shows that you trust the slave, and the slave is very happy." ”

Listening to Iris's words, she was really pleased.

"Iris, let me ask you, what do you think of the prince to me?"

Iris thought about it very seriously, then looked at her, and said slowly: "At first, when we entered the Yanwang Mansion, life was really difficult, and the prince also showed his indifference to you. But as the days went by, the slave found that the prince was actually very nervous about you. Last time you were infected with a cold, the prince personally warmed you up. We were caught by bandits, and it was the prince who rushed to save us as soon as possible, including this time the slave was caught by Cheng Shiling, and the prince went to exchange slaves for you in order not to let you get hurt, through which you can see that the prince loves you very much. ”

"Iris, do you do this when you love someone very much?"

The iris chick nodded as if pecking rice, and said, "Naturally! If you don't love and don't care, how can you do this? The prince has really paid a lot to you, master, you should really think about how to respond to the prince's kindness to you. ”

"I can't respond." She said neatly.

"Can't respond?" Iris was puzzled: "Why? ”

"Didn't I tell you? I couldn't fall in love with anyone. And...... My main purpose in going out of the valley this time is to help the emperor sit on the throne and let the Yan Ling Kingdom gain a firm foothold in the Three Kingdoms, after doing this, I will immediately return to Xianyi Valley to continue my cultivation, so I can't respond to Emperor Yan's seal at all. Because of this, she didn't want Emperor Yan to be too good to her, and she couldn't repay his kindness at all.

Iris was a little sad: "Master, if this is the case, the prince is too pitiful." ”

She closed her eyes and let out a long breath, and when she opened her eyes, her eyes were full of determination, and said: "Maybe I shouldn't have married him in the first place, but now it's useless, so ......" She said in a fixed voice: "From today on, I will treat him as a stranger, and I will let him take the initiative to give up being good to me." ”

"Master!" Iris's heart was very blocked, and he hurriedly said, "Does it have to be like this? ”

"Iris, now that you know the cause and effect, you should know my difficulties."

"But wouldn't that be too cruel?"

"If I want to get this, I must give up the other." After a pause, his eyes gloomed and said, "Originally, Emperor Yan did not belong to me. ”

Iris held her hand tightly, and everything that needed to be said had been said, but what could ...... She understands Asano-san, very understanding. But at the same time, she felt extremely sorry for her, she could feel that Qiansang liked the prince.

Love is the most painful thing in the world.

Early in the morning of the second day, Emperor Yan ordered someone to take breakfast into Emperor Yan's tent, and Emperor Yan, who got up in the morning to read the book of soldiers, glanced at the breakfast, remembered the flower porridge that was broken by him that day, his eyes dimmed a little, put down the book of war in his hand, looked at Emperor Yan and said: "Go and invite the princess to come over and have breakfast with this king." ”

"Yes!"

Mingjin turned around and went out, walking straight towards the tent of Assan, and after a while, he stood firmly in front of the tent, looked at the iris standing at the door, and said, "The princess is here?" ”

Yesterday, Qiansang cried bitterly and his eyes were swollen, and it was inconvenient to see people today, so he looked at him and said, "The princess is not feeling well, and she is resting." ”

"Not feeling well?" After a pause, he said: "The prince ordered me to invite the princess to have breakfast together, if the princess is not feeling well, it is fine, but please also tell me the details of the princess's physical discomfort, and I will report it to the prince." ”

Iris remembered last night's incident, it was the secret of her and Assan, and she couldn't tell anyone, thinking of this, she looked at the dark brocade in front of her, and said: "Yesterday, the princess was a little thin, and she was infected with the wind cold, but it was not very serious, just rest for a day or two, please tell the prince to tell the prince and let the prince not worry." ”