And Xia Yi, who was lying on the bed and preparing to take a nap, was not sleepy at the moment, and looked at a few books on the bedside with clear eyes, one of which was a copy of Lu Yao's "Life" that she had discussed with Sister Hong.

Life?

Her life?

Shay couldn't help but think about her own life.

When she was in kindergarten, her parents left her because of a car accident, and her grandfather, who raised her, also left her, but now she has no memory of them at all.

I can't go back to my home, and my children can't always be with them to watch them grow up, and the person she loves can't be together, she knows that the person she loves is him but doesn't dare to do what she wants, in order to live, for the child in her belly, she is willing to put the person she loves on hold and force her to stop thinking about it.

It is impossible to say that there is no resentment and hatred, especially when she suffers from bone-crushing thoughts, she especially hates He Tiantian.

If it weren't for her He Tiantian, she would never have left her children at all, she would have taken care of them all the time, and she would not miss any moment of their growth, if it weren't for her, she and Ning Meng would not have suffered such an ordeal, let alone that she knew that she loved Ning Meng but for the sake of the child in her belly, she was forced to tell her that the person she loved was Qin Yue, and this was also the biggest destruction of her spirit and psychology......

Hate is hateful, but life has to go on, so she slowly stopped hating.

Because hating someone is too tiring and tiring, and hating someone who hurts her is to take the mistakes of others to make the hurt she suffered expand and spread again.

She accepts her current situation, and only thinks of ways to keep her life from being derailed again and again, she wants to do her best to see her own situation clearly, so that the life of the people she cares about can be on the right track, especially the child in her belly now, since she is already in her belly, then she has to be responsible for her and let her come to this world healthy and healthy.

"Yiyi, why haven't you slept yet?"

Sister Hong quietly pushed open the door and came in lightly, she thought Xia Yi was taking a nap, but she didn't expect her to open her big smart eyes and not know what she was thinking.

"Sister Hong, I seemed to have slept too much last night, and now I can't sleep, do you want to come up and sleep?" Xia Yi asked, patting the spot next to her.

Sister Honglian moved lightly and sat next to Xia Yi, looking at Xia Yi with embarrassed eyes and not saying a word.

Seeing Sister Hong like this, Xia Yi didn't sleep anymore, sat up from the bed and looked at Sister Hong and said, "What's wrong, is something wrong?" "Why are you looking at her so seriously, like she's in, uh...... As if he was interrogating a prisoner, he looked at her with an expression of "leniency in confession and strictness in resistance".

Sister Hong still stared at Xia Yi like that without speaking, making Xia Yi wonder if she didn't abide by the rules she specially customized for her, moving her feet in the quilt, and wearing socks! I'm not a picky eater lately, I didn't wait for her when she went to the hospital for maternity leave yesterday, but she said hello, and she had a lot to do yesterday!

Just when Xia Yi was thinking about whether she needed to "confess and be lenient", Sister Hong stared at Xia Yi viciously, gritted her teeth and said, "I know everything!" ”

Nani?

I know everything, Xia Yi was blinded by what Sister Hong said, she didn't do anything against the rules!

"Sister Hong, what's wrong?" Xia Yi looked at Sister Hong, who was staring at her viciously, and tried to get through the test as before, and said playfully: "Sister Hong, do you know that your fierce appearance now is not beautiful at all!" ”

"Use, heart, reason, path, path, break, solution, hypnosis, sleep, technique, after, effect." Sister Hong gritted her teeth and said word by word as if reciting a spell, and closed her eyes painfully when she read the "consequences", she thought of what Ning Meng said, using psychological means to crack hypnosis, the light is crazy, stupid and stupid, and the worst is dying, she was afraid for a while, if Ning Meng didn't say, she thought that she would personally find a psychiatrist for her, and she would personally send her to use psychological methods to crack her hypnosis.

Thinking of what might happen, she was afraid, she was angry, angry that she didn't tell her, and complained about her selfishness, but thinking of what Ning Meng said, Yiyi was not selfish, but the pleasure given to her by hypnotism made her miserable, so she knew the consequences of using psychological means to crack hypnosis, but she was still willing to take risks.

And Xia Yi, who heard Sister Hong's words, didn't have time to put away the playful and coquettish smile on her face, and saw that she was still holding Sister Hong's hand just now and quietly drooped down the moment she heard Sister Hong say the word "consequences", there was no shock in her eyes, some were just unwilling to face and bury the pain of the seal.

And Sister Hong's words unintentionally lifted the seal that sealed her pain, and all the pain and negative emotions instantly overflowed from around her, which was so thick that people couldn't bear to ignore it.

Seeing Xia Yi like this, feeling her helplessness, struggle and pain, Sister Hong's tears instantly fell non-stop, hugging Xia Yi who was holding herself tightly in her arms at the moment, feeling her trembling, Sister Hong felt that she was wrong, if she hadn't pierced, would she still be pretending to be an innocent and sunny Xia Yi in front of her.

"Yiyi......" Sister Hong hugged Xia Yi, and Yiyi's liver and intestines were broken, as if she also felt her pain.

Xia Yi's chin rested on Sister Hong's bony shoulder, and her eyes were open like empty wells, and there was no trace of tears in her eyes, some were just silent, but her trembling body betrayed all her disguise and guard.

Xia Yi didn't cry or suffer, because she was a mother, for the sake of her children, she would rather compromise and tell her that the person she liked was Qin Yue, and she would never miss him and her time in country Y, I only hope that she can have the healthiest body to give birth to the crystallization of her and Ning Meng's love.

Xia Yi slowly calmed down her emotions, slowly relaxed in Sister Hong's arms, and then gently patted Sister Hong's back like a little stone trumpet, and said gently: "Sister Hong, it's okay, it's okay, don't you think I'm okay now?" Perhaps, there will be a miracle, how can I give up my children and want you? ”

Sister Hong let go of Xia Yi in her arms and looked at her, Xia Yi looked at Sister Hong, who has always been delicate and pursuing perfection, crying like a tearful person at the moment, her makeup has been ruined by tears, to be honest, it is very ugly, she never thought that one day, Sister Hong, who pays so much attention to her own makeup, will one day show people with such a face.

"Yiyi, you obviously know that using psychological means to crack hypnosis is crazy and stupid, and at worst your life is in danger, but you didn't even tell me, and you still want me to personally send you to the psychological clinic, you said that if something happens to you, how can I redeem it for the rest of my life." Sister Hong looked at Xia Yi excitedly, angry, scared and distressed, "Yiyi, I know you are in pain, but can you not be so risky, ah!" ”

Xia Yi wiped the tears on Sister Hong's face, didn't answer her, just said calmly: "Sister Hong, don't cry, don't cry, you can't open your eyes, I'll help you unload and then wash your face and put on beautiful makeup, okay?" ”

Sister Hong kept blinking her eyes uncomfortably, the eyeliner, mascara and eye shadow in the corners of her eyes were accidentally mixed together and rubbed into her eyes, but seeing Xia Yi's attitude, Sister Hong still cared about her eye pain, closed her eyes uncomfortably and yelled at Xia Yi: "Xia Yi, did you understand my words, don't let you mess around, do you know, you can't take risks, you know?" Was she really so ruthless as to let her watch her take risks and joke with her own health?

She couldn't do it, she couldn't allow it to happen!

Xia Yi quickly got out of bed, then went to the dresser to get a makeup remover cotton and makeup remover water and came to Sister Hong, carefully and quickly undressed Sister Hong, "Don't move, don't feel uncomfortable!" ”

Seeing that Sister Hong stretched out her hand to stop her, Xia Yi scolded for the first time, looking like a big sister.

After Sister Hong washed her face in the bathroom and saw her eyes crimson in the mirror, she looked at herself in the mirror sadly, and then looked at Xia Yi standing next to her in the mirror, and threatened viciously: "It's better to forget what I just looked, otherwise, otherwise I'll drive you to sleep on the street, you know!" ”

"Alright, alright, got it!" Xia Yi said and handed the towel to Sister Hong, her skin without makeup is still enviable, her fair skin does not see pores and any blemishes, less mature and more pure than when she was wearing makeup.

Sister Hong stopped putting on makeup after wiping her face, patted the skin care products on her face and looked at Xia Yi, who had a light and breezy face, closed her eyes weakly, and the plumpness on her chest fluctuated, showing the suppressed anger of the protagonist at the moment.

"Alas!" After sighing heavily, Sister Hong opened her eyes again, her emotions were no longer as excited and angry as before, and she tried her best to be calm: "Yiyi, no matter what you thought before, but, from now on, don't mention the matter of using psychological means to crack hypnotism, I don't think it happened, and it will be really unrighteous for you to mention it again!" ”

Xia Yi looked at the towel in Sister Hong's hand and smiled miserably, "Sister Hong, use psychological means to crack hypnosis, I knew its consequences a long time ago~~ The light one is crazy, stupid and stupid, and the worst one is dying, I didn't think about cracking it before, it doesn't matter if I don't recover my memory, because the people I care about are there, and I have reason, I know that hypnotism only gives me hypnosis, not real." ”

Xia Yi seemed to be reminiscing, and his tone was fluttering, "However, when I fell in love with Ning Meng again, I realized that as long as I was with him, when I looked at him with attachment, when I was emotionally attached to him or when he was in close contact with his body, Qin Yue's face would appear in my mind and the words that existed like that spell~~ The person Xia Yi loves is Qin Yue, and the person Qin Yue loves is also Xia Yi, I am sentient, and I also know that it is not true, but the deeper my feelings for Ning Meng, the stronger the hypnotic power of hypnotism will be for me, Over and over again, I ......"

"Yiyi, don't say it, don't get excited!" Sister Hong was distressed and worried when she saw Xia Yi squatting on the ground with her head in pain.

But Xia Yi seemed to be unable to hear, and fell into her pain, as if the pain she had accumulated for a long time and was about to overflow finally found an outlet, "I can't resist the domineering spell given to me by hypnosis, after passing out, I am actually conscious, I know, I know that the person I love is Ning Meng, but Qin Yue attacks my reason all the time, it hurts, my heart hurts, as if some sharp weapon clamps my heart tightly, I really want to die like that, I know that my coma is not the end but just the beginning." , I didn't want to pass out again and again in front of Ning Meng and the children, so I ran away! ”

At this moment, all the clouds, innocence and bright sunshine of Chailly have long since disappeared without a trace, replaced by helplessness, pain and struggle.

"What I like is Ning Meng, not Qin Yue, not Qin Yue, ah...... Yes! ”

"Yiyi, Yiyi, wake up, wake up, wake up!" Sister Hong looked at Xia Yi who had fainted, and she was so frightened that she didn't know what to do.

"By the way, Ning Meng, Ning Meng, mobile phone, where is my mobile phone?" Sister Hong put Xia Yi on the floor, hurriedly ran to the living room to find her mobile phone, and hurriedly dialed the contact named "***".

"Hey." Ning Meng's cold voice came from the phone.

Sister Hong hurriedly said in a nasal voice, "Ning Meng, hurry, Yiyi, fainted, what should I do, what should I do?" ”

"Doodoo ......"

"Hey, hey, Ning Meng, Ning Meng......" Sister Hong cried and shouted, but Ning Meng had already turned off the phone.

By the way, ambulance, Sister Hong ran to Xia Yi while dialing the ambulance, "Hey, ambulance, this is Shop 2 on North Street, and now someone has fainted, it's a pregnant woman, hurry up!" ”

"Bang bang, bang bang......" Gong Wanqing heard the sound of slamming the door outside before she walked next to Xia Yi, Sister Hong hurriedly went to open the door, she really regretted not arranging a few bodyguards now.

"Where's Yiyi?" Ning Meng was so anxious that she pushed the door open when Sister Hong had just opened a crack in the door, and almost knocked Sister Hong into it.

Sister Hong didn't ask why Ning Meng arrived so soon, and hurriedly led Ning Meng to the bathroom, "Bathroom, hurry!" ”

When running to the bathroom, Ning Meng looked at Xia Yi lying on the floor, and didn't have time to think too much, took down a white bath towel and wrapped it in Xia Yi and picked it up and went out.

Downstairs, Xin Lei and Xin Yuan were already waiting downstairs in the car, and when they saw Ning Meng holding Xia Yi out and immediately opened the car door, Ning Meng was very fast and careful, and carried Xia Yi into the car unscathed, Sister Hong also quickly got into the car, Xin Lei immediately kicked up the dust at the moment Sister Hong closed the car door and went straight to the hospital.

It took Xin Lei only ten points to drive to the hospital for half an hour, and as soon as the car stopped, Ning Meng immediately ran to the hospital with Xia Yi in his arms, eager to put a pair of wings on himself.