Chapter 4: Chance Encounters.
The last bit of luck in my heart is gone, I didn't cry, I am not the kind of person who dies for love, what is mine is mine, I don't want to give it away for nothing.
A scumbag with a scumbag, a perfect match, please take care of it, don't let go, don't let him harm others, just torture each other.
Turning to him, I said: I didn't want to be with you so much, because I felt that everything I did over the years was so unworthy, and from the moment you couldn't bear to hurt me, I knew how I felt, and you never cared.
I won't waste my youth on a piece of garbage, there are so many toys, there is no shortage of you, life is so long, and I will not settle in the future.
The moment I turned around, the tears almost flowed down in anger, and I thought that I couldn't cry, but my heart was still the same pain, and the breeze was a little cool all the way, and a light rain suddenly drifted in the sky, just like my mood at the moment, saying that it was not sad that it was fake, first love! It really hurts my heart.
The rain fell on my face, I didn't know if it was tears or rain, suddenly I felt that there was no rain, and there was a little warm thing approaching me, and when I turned my head, I froze, Shen Muhan... The head went blank.
He said, "You woman is just blind and strong, cry if you want to cry!" I feel much better when I cry.
I looked at him, and said with an indescribable feeling in my heart: I won't cry, and I won't cry for this scumbag, what he did to me today, I will make him unaffordable in the future, I am my different me, thank you, you can still accompany me when I am the saddest.
He said, "Come with me and take you somewhere."
I said no, I still have to go home, my parents will be anxious if I go home late,
He said, "Just a moment, not far from the place, he dragged me away, and in a few minutes we came to a wooded area behind the school, where there was a clear river.
He said: Shout out your unhappiness, don't hold it in your heart.
I mustered up the courage and shouted: Fuck off! Who wants to be with garbage and pollute my pure heart.
I sat there and thought of a sentence: don't shed tears if a woman remembers what a glass of wine can solve, don't stay if a cigarette can overcome the hurdle, and don't settle for anyone in the future.
Shen Muhan said softly: If it is a wish, please believe that God must have other arrangements, and all those who have lost will return in another way, believe in yourself, and believe that time will not treat you badly.
I sat there and listened quietly, so quiet that I could hear my heartbeat, his words were like a warm wind, so that my broken heart, little by little, put together, maybe he was my lucky star, every time I was most uncomfortable. I can't repay him but thank you.
It's not too early, I thanked him and said: goodbye on vacation, I'll go first.
He said: Wait and go together, take care of each other, I'll wait for you at the bus stop, don't care what others think, just be yourself.
I thought to myself! Why should I look at others, go my own way, and let others do what they say.
I said, "Okay, I'll see you later."
We each went back to the dormitory to get something, and when we got to the dormitory, Zuo Sisi's eyes were really about to kill me, I ignored it, and hurriedly collected things and went home, she suddenly grabbed my arm behind me in the menacing aisle and said: Xiao Manman, how can you do this to me? I'm confused! I looked at Huang Chengchen and the two of them.
I said, "What did I do?。。。。
Zuo Sisi said again: Isn't it just to be friends, why shouldn't you be silent, my male god!
I got goosebumps that were about to fall to the ground, it was really numb, I said: You give me a serious point, don't be yin and yang, and be a male god! God is too far away from us, we can't climb high, don't put his status so high, they are all classmates, they are all mortals in the flesh.
She was speechless and said: Anyway, they are all classmates, and there will be opportunities in the future, hum!
I said, "Collect your things and go home!" Don't talk about that, it's important to go home, don't you miss home? The male god didn't have to go home, I said as I was busy collecting things.