If you decide to leave, don't drag the mud and water, just do it, it's much better to cry when you're alone than when you're sad for two. - Preface

Yang Yichen was like a different person overnight, and he began to be indifferent to everything again, except for sleeping or sleeping in class every day. Han Wen scolded him many times, but he didn't care about it anymore, and in an instant, he seemed to have returned to the cold state of junior high school, full of hostility to the world.

Yang Yichen and Su Nian were as if they had agreed, and they never paid attention to each other again, and they didn't even say a word of greeting when they passed by. Looking at the knowledge points that Su Nian had been taught before, he recalled that he forced Su Nian to call himself master, those memories that were just yesterday were so close, but they were so far away, and he couldn't even touch the edge when he stretched out his arm.

Half a month has passed, this time is a blank for Yang Yichen, every day except for sleeping, he buries himself in writing, he bought a beautiful notebook, which is full of love letters, but there is no name in all the love letters, only "I", only "you". Except for the time when he was in class, the only time Yang Yichen could get close to Su Nian was to go to the old grandfather and grandmother for a moment every weekend, and the old grandmother always looked at the two of them and sighed helplessly, Yang Yichen still made that nonchalant look, pretending that he was fine. The days seemed to be a lot dull for a while, and every day they repeated the things of the previous day step by step, and just like that, October was coming.

National Day holiday, the last class before the holiday.

The teachers of each subject wrote down the dense homework on the blackboard, and the test papers were stacked as if they were endless. Ji Ye was discussing with Su Nian whether to go out together during the holidays, Su Nian was obviously not very interested, and under Ji Ye's soft grinding and hard bubbles, Su Nian gave an ambiguous answer of "It depends on the situation". Ji Ye asked Yang Yichen again: "Let's go out together during the holidays." ”

Yang Yichen: "How much do you think you don't have enough homework?" ”

Ji Ye: "Whoever likes to write writes, I don't want to write, it's hard to have a vacation, of course I have to go out and play." A few of us, plus Su Nian and Du Xiaosu, how comfortable it is to go out and play together. ”

"Shall I go with An Yuxuan to make a light bulb? I refuse. Yang Yichen said lightly.

Ji Ye said: "You two can get together, how about it?" ”

"I don't care, is the point that they go?" Yang Yichen said.

"Xiao Yi, are you free on National Day? Do you want to hang out together? Ji Ye asked Xiao Yi.

"No, there's an appointment." Xiao Yi said coldly.

"Oh well. We'll talk about that then. Ji Ye shrugged helplessly and said no more.

"What are you going to do on vacation?" Xiao Yi asked Yang Yichen.

Yang Yichen thought for a moment and said, "I should go back to my hometown." It's been a long time since I saw my grandfather, and I want to go back and see him. ”

"Are you going back to your hometown? Well, let's go back and have a look. I'll live our two-person world with my family Xiaosu at ease. Xiao Yi said.

Yang Yichen gave Xiao Yi a roll of his eyes and said, "Have you ever heard the phrase Xiu'en loves to die quickly." ”

"You are a single dog who will never like others, you will not understand this feeling, I thought you were enlightened, who knew that it was a fraud, and Ji Ye cut off the beard. You really should find someone you like. Almost everyone was deceived by Yang Yichen, believing that he didn't like Su Nian's nonsense, and no one mentioned him and Su Nian anymore, after all, Su Nian is now with Ji Ye.

"True manhood doesn't need women." Yang Yichen said casually, but Su Nian heard it clearly.

After school, the students couldn't wait to rush out of the classroom one by one with their schoolbags already prepared.

Xiao Yi has always been without carrying anything, Yang Yichen symbolically put his notebook and other inconsequential things into his schoolbag, so that it doesn't look so shriveled, after all, if you want to go home to see your grandfather, not bringing a book back will definitely make the old man unhappy.

"Are you just leaving?" Xiao Yi asked.

At this time, An Yuxuan also ran over from his seat with a breeze on his sleeves, and when he heard Xiao Yi's words, he said curiously: "Go?" Where to? ”

Yang Yichen saw that the schoolbag was almost full, put the schoolbag on his back and said: "Well, let's leave now, there is nothing left in the place where I rented, most of them were brought to school by me, and I should not go in the future, the lease period should be one month, just let it be empty there." ”

"What, where are you going? Not going home? An Yuxuan listened in the clouds.

Yang Yichen glanced at An Yuxuan and said, "Go home, go back to your hometown." Have fun on the holidays. ”

"Home? Where is your hometown? An Yuxuan asked.

"A small rural village in the middle of nowhere, you won't know." The corner of Yang Yichen's eyes swept to Su Nian on the side, Su Nian lowered his head and was seriously packing his homework into his pink backpack little by little, as if he hadn't heard the conversation between them, and was doing his own thing. Although Yang Yichen has been accustomed to Su Nian's state for half a month, there is still a trace of inexplicable pain in his heart.

"I'll go first." Yang Yichen sorted everything out, said hello to Xiao Yi and An Yuxuan, and prepared to get up and leave.

"Are you going back to your hometown?" Ji Ye also came around.

"I'm not an urban resident like you, where else can I go if I don't go back to my hometown?" Yang Yichen said.

"You can stay at my house." Ji Ye said.

Yang Yichen chuckled and said, "Live in your house." Staying at your house, you have time to accompany me. ”

Ji Ye was suddenly speechless, and after thinking about it, it seemed to be the same. Yang Yichen shook his head and smiled: "Okay, you guys play, I haven't been back for a long time, it's time to go back and have a look." See you at the beginning of the school year. Yang Yichen turned around and left, never stopping at all. He wished that she could suddenly stop herself, no matter what she said to herself, she could just say two words. But no. He left the classroom, as if she had not heard it, and when she looked back, she had already packed her backpack, as if she didn't care about his departure. Looking up at the white clouds floating in the sky, Yang Yichen sorted out his mood, remembered his grandfather who was alone at home, and said, "Grandpa, your grandson is going home." You must be super happy to see me. ”

Got on the bus home, Yang Yichen felt a trace of excitement in his heart, the last time he saw his grandfather was two months ago, Yang Yichen has actually been living in his rented place in the city, he also thought about going home to live with his grandfather, but only grandpa is okay at home, if his parents go home, he can't stay for a moment, although it has been several years since the quarrel with his parents, but the estrangement between them is getting worse day by day. Since that day, he has hardly communicated with his parents, if it weren't for his grandfather, Yang Yichen really wanted to leave this home forever, a home where he had never felt a trace of warmth from his parents.