Chapter 77: Thoughts become a disaster
Li Li, who got the watch, was like a demon every day, twisting the clockwork all the time, he also knew how slim this hope was, but he couldn't give up even a glimmer of hope no matter what.
He often went to his alma mater and sat in a corner of the campus stupidly, as if waiting for someone in a daze, and he could stay for an afternoon.
Sometimes he thinks of something happy, laughs and laughs again, remembers something unhappy, and cries again. He asked Han Ke not to follow him, but Han Ke felt that he was not in his right mind and was afraid that he would not be able to think about it, so he hid in a corner and watched him.
It was already the depths of winter, it was so cold outside, he was angry, standing by the lake that he used to be, as if he was the remorseful teenager again, he shouted towards the center of the lake: "Chen Ziqing, Chen Ziqing, Chen Ziqing......" The classmates who passed by around him looked at him inexplicably, and he smiled at them without speaking.
From the deep winter to the spring of the following year, Li Li was wandering around the school, sometimes normal, sometimes abnormal, the doctor said that he was suffering from intermittent schizophrenia, Han Ke had no choice but to tell him to take medicine, make him want to open a little, and sometimes even hide his watch, he looked everywhere like crazy.
On this day, he was still sitting in a daze in the corner of the campus as usual, and a woman came over to the side, and she sat down beside him.
"People can't be resurrected after death, don't think about it!" The person who spoke was Lin Xinping, she learned that Li Li was sick and came to see him, although she was no longer teaching here, but she was still a little worried about him, after all, she also loved him.
Li Li was silent and did not speak, he lowered his head and looked at the leaves on the ground alone.
"The flowers here are blooming beautifully, come and walk with me!" Li Li seemed to be in a normal state, and he asked Lin Xinping to accompany him.
Lin Xinping is already a mother of two children, and he still lives in the former world and can't come back.
After this conversation, Li Li seemed to let go a lot, and he left Suzhou and returned to Tianjin.
It just so happened that today was Sunday, and as soon as he entered, Tong Tong ran over and hugged him, crying with tears in his eyes, and said, "Dad, Dad, don't leave me, okay?" ”
Li Li raised his head, and couldn't bear to look directly at Tong Tong's delicate appearance, he pulled Tong Tong and said, "Dad is not leaving!" ”
The nanny came over to get their luggage, and Zhou Yi also came over to talk to him: "The child is about to break our old toss, if you don't come back, you really have to ......" Zhou Yi was probably physically and mentally exhausted by Tong Tong's crying recently, and his daughter was gone, which made it even more miserable.
"Why isn't Aunt Liu here? Have you changed your babysitter? ”
"Well, Aunt Liu said that there is something to do at home!" Zhou Yi replied.
"Oh!"
"Daddy, Daddy, come here!" As soon as he finished speaking, Tong Tong said eagerly, and hurriedly pulled Li Li's clothes and asked him to go with him.
"What's wrong? Kids! ”
"You'll know when you come up!" The two men went upstairs one after the other.
Tong Tong pulled Li Li to listen to him, he sat in front of the piano and began to play the song "Father" that he had been practicing recently.
He walked over and sat next to him, hugged Tong Tong, and kissed him on the little cheek, Tong Tong turned his head and asked childishly: "Dad, I have learned all the tunes, when will my mother come back?" ”
"Mom...... She went far away and still can't come back! ”
Tong Tong said with wide eyes and tears: "Does she not want me?" ”
"No, she won't want Tong Tong, she ......" Li Li also felt that he couldn't go on, a child said too clearly for fear that he would be sad, and it was a kind of deception if he didn't say it clearly.
"Aunt Yang, she'...... I didn't trip over me, I accidentally fell on my own,...... Don't blame her! Maybe it was because he was awake or ashamed of his lie, but the young boy still couldn't help but tell the truth, and he cried very sadly.
"I'll never ...... again Don't lie, don't go! Woo woo...... "Looking at Tong Tong's appearance, Li Li didn't know how to comfort him, thinking that he wouldn't live for a few years, and it was so cruel to let him face the fate of having no father and mother alone.
"Tong Tong, don't cry, Dad won't leave!" Li Li helped him wipe his tears.
Although the money owed by Gao Yunfei has been repaid, Yang Qianqian's business taking over the company is always not good, and the customers are either dissatisfied with this or that, often making the store embarrassed.
Fortunately, Gao Yunfei is becoming more and more comfortable in Liupin Group, and his salary has been rising, but he still can't afford the company's losses.
One day 3 months later, Yang Qianqian was still busy with the company's affairs, Gao Yunfei's company had an errand today, and he stopped by to see Yang Qianqian after he was busy.
He brought some snacks over, put them in front of her table and said, "Hehe, rest for a while!" ”
Yang Qianqian looked up at him and replied, "Why are you free to come to me today?" ”
"Stop by and see you!" Gao Yunfei opened the lid of the snack, and then said, "It's almost cold, eat it while it's hot!" ”
Yang Qianqian stopped what she was doing, sat down to eat with a smile, she hadn't eaten a street snack for a long time, the company's affairs always made her busy and forgot to eat, her stomach was a little bad, she had a stomach when she was halfway through eating.
"Are you alright?" Gao Yunfei helped hand over a glass of water, and then said: "No matter how important the company is, you can't ignore your own body. ”
"Hmm!"
"Just close the company, stay at home with the children, and I will raise you." When Yang Qianqian heard Gao Yunfei's words, not only did she not feel happy, but she felt that Gao Yunfei was laughing at him for not making money, and he made the company what it is now, which is probably a typical strong woman mentality.
She looked at Gao Yunfei with a hint of hostility, and Gao Yunfei looked at her with some puzzlement.
Although Yang Qianqian has moved back to live at home, the two of them do not work in the same company, so it is inevitable that they will complain to each other, she feels that he is often not at home, and he feels that she is too busy to care about the children.
Two people live like they have passed the sweet period of love, and the other party is like a habitual shadow in their own eyes, and they will suddenly feel strange when they change.