Chapter 189: The Absolute Letter

"You have already collected Zhang Zheyi's tears, why are you lying to me in one more move, why are you doing this? I don't think you're in a hurry at all, have you already found a new candidate? Shen Qian didn't shy away from Zhang Zheyi, and questioned me face to face.

"I have indeed got Zhang Zheyi's, and I still lack a tear. I don't have any more tears to choose from, I give up struggling! Got it? "My tone was flat.

"Could it be that tears can really save Qin Yuan?" Zhang Zheyi looked puzzled.

"No, Yin Hui's, Zhang Zheyi's, and mine, it's obviously three people, three tears!" Shen Qian explained.

I looked into Shen Qian's eyes: "Is there yours?" Don't you know in your heart? ”

"How can there be no me, will I shed fewer tears for you? It's not like you haven't seen it! Shen Qian retorted.

"Are your tears pure? Shen Qian, ask yourself! ”

"What the hell is going on? Why can tears save Qin Yuan? What do these tears have to do with you, Brother Ding? Who are you? Zhang Zheyi came up from the back seat, grabbed my arm and asked me.

"I can't tell you, figure it out for yourself." I replied to Zhang Zheyi.

Shen Qian was stunned and reacted for a moment, "I don't understand, why don't my tears count?" If my tears don't count, doesn't that mean you're ......"

I nodded. "Now you get it, right? Can I go? ”

The two people in the car were lost in thought, and I stepped out of the car.

"What does Ding Xiaofei mean? Yes? Zhang Zheyi was still asking Shen Qian.

Yin Hui's misunderstanding, should I explain it? At the moment, my parents' attitude towards me is tense, so what's the point of explaining it clearly?

Ding Xiaofei's experience is a lesson for me to think about carefully. Instead of letting Yin Hui cling to me, it is better to let her completely die to me. I simply sat in Yin Hui's heart as a half-hearted, empathetic and non-loving negative man.

Yes, that's all!

I went back to the store and asked my father for a pen and a few pieces of paper. I'm going to write a letter to confess my identity to everyone. I plan to leave it to my father for safekeeping after I have written the letter, and then read it after I have passed away completely.

I moved a chair and leaned against the balcony window alone, looking out. Bai Susu appeared next to me and approached me to check, and Zhang Yuchen stood timidly in the corner, watching my actions.

I didn't have time to pay attention to it, so I took a pen and wrote on the letterhead:

To my dear parents, and Yin Hui,

By the time you read this letter, I was gone. Maybe you don't believe it, I'm your son, Qin Yuan!

Many times Ding Xiaofei and I share the same body, I want to call you dad and mom in front of you, but I can't. The first rule of my ghost gate is that I can't tell anyone who I am!

I walked away in the ghost gate in a daze, and God favored me and gave me one more chance to save myself, but I couldn't grasp it.

I needed three beloved ones (those who were related by blood) to leave me with three pure tears, but unfortunately I was missing one in the end.

Maybe what I did in this world is not enough to support me to continue to live, but I have done my best. Yin Hui knows almost the whole thing, the person I have encountered unbelievably.

So please don't misunderstand your daughter-in-law's personality, her character is fine, and she is not a hook-up! Her intimacy with me stems solely from the fact that she knows who I am. We are two people, and Yin Hui is not wrong.

I am the one who is at fault, and I am the one who has problems with character and morality. I see strange thoughts, I empathize with love, I am ungrateful.

I relied on Yin Hui's infatuation with me, and I still wanted to stay with Shen Qian for the rest of my life, because I had a daughter with Shen Qian.

There is nothing wrong with the child, I am the one who is wrong.

"Are you sure you want this, Qin Yuan?" Bai Susu interrupted me.

"I'm sure, aren't you doing the same to Ding Xiaofei? I can't go on, and I shouldn't let the living suffer with me anymore. Isn't that what you taught me, Susu? ”

I have never made a decision so firmly, Bai Susu looked at me, and knew it in his heart, so he no longer blocked it.

I continued to wave my pen on the letter:

I can't let down two women at the same time because I'm not qualified. I can only choose the more important one of them, and that person is Shen Qian. I'm sorry, Yin Hui, I don't ask for your forgiveness, I just ask you to still be kind to my parents.

As the daughter of Shen Qian and me, your own granddaughter, I think you will be able to take care of her.

In short, a thousand words, combined into a sentence of sorry!

I'm sorry, Yin Hui, I'm not a good husband! I'm sorry Mom and Dad, I'm not a filial son, and I can't support you in your old age.

I......

The word "I" stays, and I stop writing for the time being. Reading between the lines, I was very touched, and the tide of sadness came to my heart.

I am sad not only because I am about to pass away, not only because I am reluctant to let go of my parents and Yin Hui, but more importantly, this letter will serve as a testimony of my character and morality.

I could not help but cry tears of remorse, and I regretted that I had not enjoyed my happy married life and harmonious family life in time; I regret that I am not as righteous as Zhang Zheyi; I regret that I shouldn't have broken off the connection with Shen Qian.

At this point, it's too late to regret it, it's too late.

I continue to swing the pen:

What else can I ask for? My family! I hope that without me, you can still live a smooth and happy life.

Mom, if anything happens in the future, don't worry, listen to my dad's opinion first. In the face of major rights and wrongs, my dad is calmer and more sophisticated than you, and his taciturn is just to accommodate you.

Dad, your legs are cloudy and rainy, and you can't get cold anymore. You and my mother are not in good health, please cherish it! Don't leave me in another world.

Yin Hui...... Whether you scold me for being ungrateful, or scold me for being half-hearted, I can only repay your kindness in the next life. In this life and this life, I can only bear the responsibility of being a father, I am sorry for you!

Please help tell Shen Qian, I am willing to accept her, and I am willing to accept Dudu. We can't be husband and wife, but we are better than husband and wife!

Also, I don't plan to hold you accountable for the car accident, please don't blame Ding Xiaofei for all of you, maybe this is my life!

Your unfilial sons, unqualified husbands.

Qin Yuan's posthumous pen

With the final payment, my past came flooding back to me, and I couldn't hold back it anymore, tears welled up in my eyes.

So be it, it's all a foregone conclusion.

When I folded the letter and got up, I unexpectedly found Yin Hui standing behind me. I glanced at the busy figure of my parents at the door of the store.

Yin Hui's eyes didn't look like a reaction after seeing the contents of the letter, so I carefully put away the letter and put it in my pocket.

"You're crying? …… Is your progress going well? When will you wake up? Yin Hui asked.