Chapter 351: Don't Hate Me (Part 1)

Where did he go in the middle of the night?

Su Yun hesitated, got out of bed, put on his shoes and walked out.

As soon as she walked outside, she saw that the light in the study was on, Su Yun frowned, and she was already slightly uneasy because of a premonition.

She stood in place for a few breaths, walked over slowly, and could see a person standing at the door of the study in the distance, it was Qinglai with a frown.

Sensing the footsteps behind him, Qinglai turned his head vigilantly, and saw that it was Su Yun who was slightly stunned, but his face was slightly moved, and he whispered in a dumb voice: "Madam......"

Su Yun looked at the closed study door, and was about to say something, when suddenly there was a sound of "wow" from inside, Qinglai's face changed, and he immediately turned around and whispered, "Lang Jun!" But what happened? ”

However, his question was like an abyss, and there was no reply, not even the slightest sound in the study.

Su Yun was made by the abrupt voice just now, his heartbeat accelerated little by little, and he felt a little frightened, he couldn't help but sharpen his eyes, and said in a low voice: "What's wrong with Lang Jun!" ”

Qinglai's lips moved, but before the words could be spoken, the woman in front of him had already passed him and stretched out one hand to the door.

Qinglai hurriedly took a step back, stopped in front of her, and said in a low voice: "Madame, Lang Jun has instructed that no one should approach this study, especially ...... Madam. ”

Su Yun looked at her, and the speed of his words kept speeding up because of eagerness and some kind of indescribable anger, "You just pretend, if you really have to follow Lang Jun's order before you see me for the first time, you should let me leave, you hesitate to show that you are also uncertain in your heart, you don't agree with Lang Jun's order!"

Now that you've made me hear what's going on inside, how can I really go back to my room and sleep as if nothing happened? Are you really hard-hearted when I do? ”

Qinglai pursed her lips, and suddenly knelt down on one knee and saluted: "Madame is worthy of being Madame, and my subordinates have nothing to say." On the first day that Lang Jun asked his subordinates to stay in front of this study, his subordinates waited for his wife to come out of the room.

Madam, please advise Lang Jun, although stomach disease is not a serious disease that harms people's lives, but like Lang Jun, he is unwilling to take medicine and eat well, even if he is a minor illness, the body of ordinary people can't stand it. ”

Qinglai's words were more and more bitter, but when she heard Su Yun's heart, she gritted her teeth and said, "How long has Lang Jun been like this!" ”

"Since the day his wife came back, Lang Jun was no longer willing to take medicine, and in the past two days, Lang Jun was not even willing to eat well."

He has been looking forward to his wife coming out of the room for five days, but the lady who should have slept next to Lang Jun has never found that the person next to his pillow goes out in the middle of the night every day and comes back in the early morning.

He waited desperately, this was the sixth day, and he had already given up the idea that Madame would suddenly come out, not to mention Madame's behavior today showed that her heart was not completely on Lang Jun.

Although he knew that he couldn't blame Mrs. for everything, he was still emotionally angry.

Su Yun took a deep breath and opened the door of the study without hesitation, feeling angry and distressed in his heart.

However, seeing the scene inside, the anger in her heart was all transformed into distress, and there was no room for other feelings to stay.

There was only one kerosene lamp lit in the study, and in the faint light, the man who was only wearing a dark robe outside sat in front of the bookshelf, his body was slightly arched, and his black hair was scattered over his shoulders, at this time he was holding his stomach tightly with one hand and the ground with the other, but he couldn't see his expression, Su Yun could also feel that he was in great pain, and his whole body was tense.

There were books scattered on the ground near him, and Su Yun could almost imagine the picture of the man crashing into the bookshelf because of the pain, and slipping to the ground in embarrassment.

She didn't have time to think about anything else, so she snorted, "Invite Doctor Qin to come over immediately!" ”

He ran quickly.

Because Madame came, Qinglai, whose heart finally fell to the ground, immediately turned around and went to Qin Xuan's courtyard.

Lang Jun is simply masochistic these days, he only locks himself in the study when he is sick, and does not let them go to Doctor Qin, it is no exaggeration to say that Lang Jun is tortured inside these days, and he is tortured outside.

Now it's okay, Mrs. is here, for Lang Jun, Mrs. is a more effective killing weapon than Xiao Lang Jun.

Su Yun walked over quickly and squatted down, put his hands on his shoulders, and immediately touched his robe and clothes outside were soaked in cold sweat, she had not been tormented by stomach pain, but she also knew that people with bad stomachs could lose half their lives when they hurt, her heart was in a mess for a while, and she wanted to help Gu Junwei up, "You go to the soft collapse side first, and I'll go get you a cup of warm water......

However, how can she support a tall man, she can only pull his shoulders after trying several times, and even his person can't move a bit.

Gu Junwei seemed to be a little confused in pain, she tossed him and sweated profusely, but she just glanced at her with a pair of rare and somewhat loose phoenix eyes, and then closed her eyes again in pain.

Su Yun couldn't help but secretly curse that his brain had been eaten, and he should have asked Qinglai to help him to the soft couch first and then go to the doctor.

Seeing Gu Junwei's painful appearance, the anger in her heart that had just been extinguished by distress suddenly ignited again, and she couldn't help but hold his shoulders tightly and whispered, "What do you want?" Is it fun to toss your body like this? Didn't I say you have something on your mind, whether it's good or bad, you can tell me! It's just that I didn't look at you for a while, do you need to make yourself look like this? You're deliberately trying to make me feel distressed, aren't you......"

Before the words fell, she was hugged into the arms of the man, feeling his cold embrace, Su Yun, who originally wanted to struggle, suddenly felt a sudden burst in her heart, and subconsciously hugged her tightly with her backhand.

The man buried his head deep in her shoulder socket, and the burning breath that was completely opposite to the temperature of his body sprayed on her sensitive ear one by one, making Su Yun tremble slightly unconsciously.

She struggled to put her hand between the two, fumbled and pressed it to his stomach, and stroked it gently, "I'll help you rub ...... first"

"Yun'er ......"

A hoarse voice suddenly sounded, "I didn't want you to feel distressed......"

Su Yun couldn't get out of the fire at this time, even though he had already faintly thought of the reason why he tossed himself like this, he still asked: "Then what are you doing tossing yourself like this?" ”

"I always have some very dark thoughts in my mind...... There was a ...... a long time ago But I'm afraid you'll hate me, like this, even I hate myself......"

The moment he saw Qi Congming, he felt that he had no good intentions towards his wife and children, and all he was coiling in his heart was the picture of piercing his heart with a sword.

knew that Zhang Da had been uncommon to her and the baby, so he couldn't suppress the violence in his heart.

It's not just Qi Congming and Zhang Da......

As long as the people on the side approached her and the baby, the darkness in his heart would be overwhelming, and he was even afraid that she and the baby would take a step out of this general's mansion, and he felt that there were people outside who were not good for his wife and children.

But if it doesn't work, she'll hate him......

Obviously, four years ago, he suppressed his demons well, and he didn't understand why four years later, he would be like he had completely lost his mind, if it wasn't for the stomach pain that could temporarily divert his attention, he might have done something that would push his wife away.

"Yun'er," the man's hoarse and tense voice sounded slowly, "Do you hate me like this?" ”

Su Yun unconsciously burst into tears.

She has seen too many examples of mental patients mutilating themselves because of the torture of inner demons, but none of them will make her feel so distressed that she wants to bear it for him.