But then Aunt Shen gradually felt that something was wrong, although she had never been married and had children, but she was also a woman in the end, and she had lived for most of her life, so she would not even have this experience.

After Aunt Shen moved this thought, she began to panic.

Yanyan came back suddenly this time, her physical condition was so bad, and her mood was not quite right, which made her feel uneasy, she had been thinking about whether Jiang Yan had encountered any setbacks emotionally, but she never dared to ask Jiang Yan.

If this is true, there will be children again

Aunt Shen couldn't help but be happy and at the same time, and she didn't know what Yanyan thought in her heart.

After all, Jiang Yan had been pregnant once, and this time, after frequent vomiting, she finally noticed something strange in her body.

Jiang Yan secretly went to buy a pregnancy test, and when the second red line on the pregnancy test appeared faintly, Jiang Yan's tears immediately welled up.

She didn't know if she was more happy or uncomfortable at the moment.

These days, her illness is getting worse and worse, sleeping pills and antidepressants, I don't know how much she has eaten, it is three points poisonous, and the child in her belly is just a small and weak embryo at this time, can she stand it

Jiang Yan went to the hospital to consult a doctor, and almost all the doctors she asked gave her a reply that advised her not to keep the child.

And told her that the child is still young, and if she has surgery, the mother will not suffer too much, she is still young, and her recovery will be faster.

Jiang Yan sat on the bench in the hospital, sitting quietly alone for a long, long time, this is a life, not a kitten or a puppy, he can decide his fate at will.

Jiang Yan actually knows that if there is really anything wrong with the child, he will be even more sorry for him if he is born.

But she couldn't bear it, she always thought of the child she lost, the child who stayed in her belly for more than three months and was connected to her blood, for some reason, the moment she learned of her pregnancy, Jiang Yan's first thought in her heart was that her child finally came back to her, her child, did not blame her, did not get angry with her

"Little Smoke"

Aunt Shen's voice suddenly sounded beside her, and Jiang Yan couldn't help but be surprised, "Aunt Shen, why are you here?"

Aunt Shen sat down beside Jiang Yan and gently held her hand, "Actually, Aunt Shen has already seen it, but Aunt Shen doesn't dare to ask you"

"Aunt Shen, I don't know what to do, the doctor said, I have taken too much medicine, it is not good for the child, and the child is very likely to be deformed in the future"

Jiang Yan's tears kept pouring out, "Aunt Shen, I have to ask for him, but if he really has any defects, how can I be worthy of her"

"Aunt Shen knows, everyone knows, such a choice is really too difficult."

"What should I do, I can't bear him, and I don't dare to take this risk, Aunt Shen, why am I so useless, why am I sick, why should I take those sleeping pills, obviously the third brother asked me to see a psychiatrist at that time, and my condition was stable"

"Third Brother"

Aunt Shen suddenly asked softly, Jiang Yan was stunned, the water in her eyes suddenly shone a little, and after a while, she lowered her head gently, and tears fell one by one, falling on her clothes, and there were round water marks.

"Aunt Shen, what should you do if you do something wrong and hurt someone, or hurt someone who is very good to you?"

Aunt Shen's eyes were red, and she gently rubbed the top of Jiang Yan's hair, "If you do something wrong, admit your mistake, apologize, take it seriously, and tell the other party that you are wrong."

"If it's too wrong, he won't forgive me"

"Yanyan, then Aunt Shen asked you, did you try to work hard, did you try to say these words to him, did you let him know these thoughts in your heart?"

Jiang Yan shook his head lightly, "Aunt Shen, I don't dare, I don't dare to face him, I don't know how to face her at all"

"When your mother was young, she had a very soft temperament, and everyone who saw her and knew her said that she was gentle and amiable, but I know that your mother is soft on the outside and strong on the inside, but in fact she is extremely strong and stubborn, she was able to withstand all the pressure to marry for your father, and later, after knowing the betrayal of her lover, she was able to never see that person again"

Aunt Shen sighed lightly, "Yanyan, people live for a lifetime, isn't it just to be worthy of your heart?"

That was the first time Chen Jingran met Cheng Ran.

It was at Cheng Ran's grave, and his life was forever fixed at the age of twenty-two.

Chen Jingran also couldn't understand how he came to Cheng Ran's tomb, perhaps, after all, he still couldn't control his true heart, and still wanted to see what the person who made Jiang Yan so concerned was like.

He is really young, he has a very pleasing face, the photo on the tombstone, the selection is particularly good, making him look young and vibrant, Chen Jingran saw his smiling sunny face, he uncontrollably thought of a great man once said, young people, like the sun at ** o'clock in the morning, full of hope.

He seemed to be able to understand why Jiang Yan was so devastated, if he had such relatives by his side and died so early, he would definitely have a hard time getting out.

Chen Jingran placed the bouquet in front of Cheng Ran's tomb.

He is unlucky, but he is lucky, there is such a person, who has always remembered him, remembered him unforgettablely, compared to Cheng Ran, it seems that he Chen Jingran is the most pitiful one.

It took less than a month to leave the emperor, and Jiang Yan didn't expect that she would come back again.

She didn't expect that she would not come back alone this time.

Jiang Yan gently stroked her still flat lower abdomen, she thought what Chen Jingran would think if she knew that she was pregnant, and knew that she would come back to her after she was pregnant

Would he have thought that she was pregnant, so she deliberately came back to him and made him responsible

Based on what she knew about him, there was a good chance that he would be responsible for this child.

After all, before, he pitied her very much because of the child they lost, and in the end, he decided to marry her, a big reason, because of that child.

Jiang Yan lowered her eyes and looked at her toes, she just wanted to come and say sorry to him, as Aunt Shen said, seriously and sincerely say sorry to him, after all, he had treated her so well.