138 Gu Tingshen is her life
Liang Cheng saw that Su Qiao had been silent at this end without speaking, and also realized that his words were a little harsh, so he softened his tone a little more, and asked Su Qiao at the other end,
"Are you okay now?"
Su Qiao replied to Liang Cheng calmly,
"I'm fine, thank you for your concern, if it's okay, hang up."
Su Qiao now really understands what it means to say more than half a sentence without speculation, and she doesn't want to talk to Liang Cheng much now.
"Su Qiao!"
Liang Cheng hurriedly stopped her,
"I'm sorry, I was a little impulsive just now, I was also too anxious and angry for you, and I was a little unscrupulous for a while, in fact, it wasn't a discrepancy, I just felt that it was not suitable between you and Gu Tingshen, not to mention that there was a obstacle between you and him......"
Liang Cheng said that he was still persuading her to break up with Gu Tingshen.
Su Qiao felt very tired,
"Liang Cheng, I'm very tired now, let's not talk about it for now."
It was she who hung up the phone after saying this, and she didn't plan to say anything to Liang Cheng again, and she didn't plan to have anything to do with Liang Cheng in the future.
After ending the phone call with Liang Cheng, Su Qiao really felt that he was very tired, and he also felt a little uncomfortable, and wanted to sleep and rest.
This turmoil hit her too hard, in the morning when she first learned about this matter, she read the comments on the Internet, the viciousness of those people's words was something she had never experienced, after reading it, she was so angry that she trembled, as if it knocked her down at that moment.
She used to think that Gu's mother's words scolding her were ugly enough, but now these overwhelming abuses on the Internet that even her dead parents have affected are more than Gu's mother.
Su Qiao didn't understand, why did she have to go through all this in her life, didn't she say that love was wonderful? How did she get here, all she experienced was being opposed, humiliated, and abused.
It is true that Gu Tingshen gave her a feeling of happiness and happiness, in the past two years, she went from the initial rejection of him, to the later slow love, until she fell in love with her unreservedly, and those two years were really happy for her.
The thought of that man makes me happy, and even the sound of his voice on the phone makes my heart beat faster.
When he kissed her, when their bodies were intimately entangled, she would kiss him back eagerly, offering to put her young and wonderful body into his mouth for him to savor.
When she was at her most intense, she was even willing to die for him.
Yes, her feelings for Gu Tingshen were so strong.
But this relationship has developed so far, the criticism and suffering she has suffered have far exceeded the happiness with Gu Tingshen, she used to be really happy, and now she is also really unhappy.
How much she once loved, how discouraged she is now.
So, when a relationship comes to such a point, should it continue?
Su Qiao had such a complicated and indescribable mood and fell asleep on the bed.
I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, Su Qiao saw that it was already dark outside.
At the same time, Su Qiao also found that his throat hurt terribly, and opened his mouth to try to make a sound, but he could barely make any sound.
Su Qiao originally wanted to get up, but after noticing the discomfort of her body, she threw herself into the bed again with some chagrin, this is really a house leak that happened to rain overnight, and she was originally mentally enough to suffer, but now she has a physical problem to join in the fun.
Su Qiao's tonsils are particularly prone to inflammation since she was a child, just like some people's way of diarrhea is through their teeth, and some people through the spleen and stomach, every time she has fire in her heart, she will attack her tonsils in the end, and in severe cases, it will lead to high fever.
There was also a doctor who suggested to her parents that she should cut off her tonsils, otherwise she would always be prone to tonsil inflammation and fever, and she would also suffer from sin.
Su Qiao's parents consulted her opinion, and Su Qiao decided not to cut it, didn't the ancients say that the body is the parent of the skin, and Su Qiao always felt that since the tonsils are an organ on the human body, its existence must have its unique role and value.
No matter what kind of pain this sensitive tonsil would cause her, she was willing to bear it.
The last time Su Qiao remembered that she had severe tonsil inflammation was when her parents died, and she fell ill after forcing herself to finish her parents' funeral with Su Muye, her throat was completely lost to the point of speechlessness, and her body temperature once burned to more than thirty-nine degrees.
Su Muye took care of her for a few more days, at that time Su Qiao felt that she was very unhappy, Su Muye was tired enough, and she was still messing up, so she swore that she would be more likely to be optimistic and cheerful in the future, and no longer let her body have any problems.
When she was with Gu Tingshen, she had never had such a serious illness. Maybe it's because she was really happy during that time, and at that time she was still in the ivory tower of the university, and her daily life was simple and pure, and there weren't too many things that could make her angry to the point of relapse of her old illness.
Even when she broke up with Gu Tingshen, she had never been like this now.
Su Qiao couldn't help laughing at herself while lying on the bed, she broke up twice, why wasn't she attacked by anger last time, but she couldn't bear it this time? Is it because she is getting old that her body has become fragile?
Later, she thought that she broke up with Gu Tingshen three years ago, she didn't feel how unacceptable it was, although she was sad but not desperate, firstly, because she had never expected to be with Gu Tingshen for a long time at that time, and secondly, it may also be because she was also young and vigorous at that time, and she also felt that she could still live well without Gu Tingshen, and she could also smile and bless Gu Tingshen.
At that time, Gu Tingshen was just a feeling of love for her.
However, now, three years later, she can't bear to break up again, because in the past three years, she finally found that she couldn't fall in love with others, and found that Gu Tingshen, a man, was more than just love for her.
He is her life, her heart and liver, he has been integrated into her bones and blood, once peeled off, it will hurt the muscles and bones, and it will be bloody.
However, even though separation was such painful, she still had to choose to separate.
This taste, bitter and astringent, like plain coffee, swirls around the tip of her tongue, disturbing all her taste buds, making her taste all the tastes in her mouth, which are bitter and astringent.
Why do two people love each other clearly, but there is no way to stay together peacefully?
The bedroom door was knocked softly from the outside, and then Su Muye walked in with Su Huaijin, Su Huaijin saw that she was still lying on the bed, and quickly ran over and climbed into bed very worriedly.
"Auntie, are you sick?"
Su Qiao didn't know how Su Huaijin could conclude that she was sick because she couldn't get up when she saw her lying in bed? Or is it because her face is not good-looking at this time, or is it because of the heart-to-heart blood relationship between mother and son?
Forced himself to sit up from the bed, raised his hand to hug Su Huaijin in his arms, and whispered to comfort Su Huaijin,
"I'm alright—"
Su Qiao originally wanted to say this, but as soon as she opened her mouth, only a hoarse word I came out, and then the remaining two words couldn't come out, swallowing saliva, and the tingling sensation in her throat even hurt her two ear canals.
As soon as Su Muye heard her voice, he knew that the situation was not good, so he walked over quickly and raised his hand to try her forehead,
"Throat inflammation again?"
Su Qiao nodded helplessly, she didn't want to look like this, but these physical pains were something she couldn't resist at all.
Su Muye loosened her forehead, frowned and said,
"I have a fever, hurry up and take medicine."
Su Muye said this and turned around and went out to find anti-inflammatory medicine for her, in fact, the brother and sister also knew that once her tonsils became inflamed and caused a high fever, no matter how much medicine she took, she couldn't suppress it.
Burn for two or three days, and then the pain lasts for another three or four days, and it will heal itself.
Su Huaijin heard Su Muye say this, knowing that she was really sick, and the little adult told her on the side,
"Auntie, if you are sick, you have to take medicine obediently, you will be well if you take medicine."
"Okay."
Su Qiao responded softly.
Now for her, only Su Huaijin can make her feel better.
After a while, Su Muye came in with the medicine, and with boiled water, he stood by the bed and watched Su Qiao frown and take the medicine in pain, Su Muye was distressed.
Sometimes Su Muye recalls the Su Qiao in his memory, and he feels distant and unfamiliar.
In the past, Su Qiao was smart, intelligent, lively, and a little playful and cute, but this relationship with Gu Tingshen made Su Qiao like this silent and calm appearance now.
She is no longer as carefree and laughing as before, she has become a lot of things hidden in her heart, and she has learned to deal with many things rationally and rationally.
It is a good thing for a person to grow up and mature, but Su Muye doesn't want his sister to mature because of the ups and downs and blows on the road of love again and again, he hopes that her maturity will be naturally formed with her age and life experience.
She was only twenty-five or sixteen years old now, but her mental age looked like she was in her thirties.
Too much suffering and torture in life is actually an act of pulling seedlings for a girl in her twenties, in other words, her maturity is premature.
Originally, it was quite unfortunate for them to lose their parents, and after that, Su Muye hoped that Su Qiao would be safe and smooth and never suffer any more hardships, but now, ......