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"Good! Mom and Dad are certainly still living happily together, but it's not in the same place as us, but I believe that we still see the same sky, we see the same sun and the same moon, and they are definitely looking at us now. Su Ziyou looked at her comfortingly, and said softly, "Maybe Dad is laughing at you when he looks at you at this time, and he will definitely say it now, '7 Look at our little Jiujiu, that little slug, it's flooding again'!" ”

Su Xiyan listened silently and didn't say a word.

"At this time, my mother must have reached out and quietly patted my father's hand on the side, and then looked at him reproachfully and said, 'You, you are such a big person, you know how to bully your daughter all day long, and it is really, just like an old child, in fact, I have five little babies'!" Su Ziyou recalled the demeanor of his parents in his impression and coaxed Su Xiyan, "At this time, Dad will definitely look at Mom with a smirk on his face, Mom will look at Dad helplessly, and then start to coax you, you know, in this family, your status is the first in the minds of all of us." ”

"I know." Su Xiyan's emotions slowly began to stabilize under Su Ziyou's comfort, "I saw Brother Wu's father today, and heard him talk to me in the same tone and demeanor that my father had spoken to me before, at that time, my mind was full of Dad, and I cried unconsciously, and then Brother Wu's father held me in his arms like a father, patting my back while comforting me softly, just like a father, he also comforted me like this, every time as long as I was unhappy, he was like this." Su Xiyan recalled her interaction with Chen Tianqi today, and suddenly her eyes began to sour again.

Su Ziyou looked at his sister's eyes that began to turn red again, and knew that she was talking about the sadness in his heart, but he didn't do anything, didn't say anything, just hugged her on the side, reached out and patted her back, and comforted her in his own way.

"I actually just miss my mom and dad." Su Xiyan said aggrievedly, the tears that had been holding back in her eyes began to be difficult at this moment, she had never dared to say these words to her brothers before, she could only hold back and endure by herself, pretending that she was not sad or in love, but every time she was in the night, she remembered that they always tossed and turned and couldn't sleep, and she had to pay attention not to make any noise, so she was afraid of noisy people in her bedroom, and she was often hiding under the quilt alone, silently wiping her tears, I didn't even dare to cry.

"I know." Su Ziyou said softly, "We miss them too, but we know that we can't go on like this, we have to live well, so that they don't continue to worry and work hard for us." ”

"Woo" Su Xiyan cried loudly, as if she wanted to cry out all the grievances and pain in her heart in the past few years.

Su Ziyou listened to Su Xiyan's heart-rending cry, and her heart was also uncomfortable, this was still when her sister passed by when she woke up a few years ago and knew that her parents and grandmother died, and she never saw her like this again, it seems that she didn't figure it out at that time, but at that time she didn't want these brothers to worry about her, so she pretended that she was fine, not sad, and could start a good life, at that time I really didn't know what to think, didn't see it, in fact, she has been holding these things in her heart.

"I miss my parents, mom and grandma, I didn't see them for the last time, I was unwilling, they were the ones who loved me and loved me so much, but in the end I didn't see them for the last time, they must be unhappy when they knew." Su Xiyan sobbed and said, "I'm unwilling, I want to see them for the last time, I want to talk to them, I want to be coquettish with them, I want them to accompany me, I don't want them to leave, I don't want them to leave!" ”

"I know everything, you're so well-behaved, don't cry, okay?" Su Ziyou saw that his sister had been crying for a long time, worried that her body would be unbearable, so he immediately took her head out of his arms with both hands, and then gently wiped the tears on her face, and said gently, "They love you so much, if they know that you are like this now, how uncomfortable they are now, they must hate to come to your side immediately, hug you, coax you, and wipe your tears." ”

"Then let, let them, come, come." Su Xiyan cried silently and said, "I, I hope they can come." ”

"So do you know what they would say and what they would do if they came to you now?" Su Ziyou looked at her distressedly, and couldn't bear to watch you continue to cry like this, so he could only make a ruthless move.

"What?" Su Xiyan looked at Su Ziyou curiously.

"They can only look at you helplessly, unable to do anything, unable to say anything." Su Ziyou looked at Su Xiyan seriously, "They must want to raise their hands to help you wipe your tears now, but they can't even complete such a simple action, they must be very painful in their hearts, looking at their beloved daughters and granddaughters, they are sad like this, and they can only do it on the side, but they can't do anything, they will complain that they are incompetent, they will only hide on the side and be sad, but they can't do anything." ”

"I don't want them to be like that." Su Xiyan was even more sad, she looked at Su Ziyou helplessly, and grabbed his clothes with both hands, "Little brother, I don't want them to be like this, I don't want them to be sad, I don't want them to be sad, I want them to be happy, I don't want to be like this!" ”

Su Ziyou looked at Su Xiyan stubbornly and said, 'I don't want it', he had mixed feelings in his heart, he didn't want her to be so painful, he just hoped that she could be happy, so that he would be satisfied.

"I want them to be happy." Su Xiyan said persistently, "I don't want them to be gone, and I have to worry about me, I don't want to be like this, I want them to be happy." ”

"Since that's what you think in your heart, then don't let them worry about it, okay?" Su Ziyou saw that the opportunity had come, and immediately said, "Since you don't want them to worry about you when they're gone, then you don't always let them feel at ease anytime and anywhere, then you just be obedient and happy every day, so that they will be happy." ”

"Is that so?" Su Xiyan asked with tears in her eyes, "I'm happy, are they happy, but in this way, they don't know that I'm missing them?" Will they be angry then? Wouldn't you be unhappy? ”

"Jiujiu, you miss them, they know, that's our relatives, what flows in our bodies is the same blood, which no one can give up, as long as we miss them in our hearts, then they can feel it, so we have to release them when we miss them, so that they can feel it, and then we have to live a good life, can't let them down, can't let them worry." Su Ziyou said seriously.

"So how do I know they know I miss them?" Su Xiyan sobbed and said slowly.

"You know, as long as you are quiet and your heart is calm, then your thoughts are received by them." Su Ziyou said seriously, "When they miss us, we can also feel it, just like a reminder, we will also miss them, this is the communication of our blood, conveying our thoughts and reluctance." ”

"Then did I receive my missing mom and dad and grandma just now?" Su Xiyan looked at Su Ziyou with wide eyes, without blinking, as if he could see whether his little brother was lying to himself.

"They must have received it, and if you calm down now, you will find that they have received your thoughts just now, so take your thoughts away." Su Ziyou chuckled and patted her head, "Then our inner peace is the blessing they left me, I hope we can live a good life with peace of mind, you know?" Little fool. ”

"Little brother." Su Xiyan tilted her head and looked at Su Ziyou embarrassedly, "I'm not stupid!" ”

"Who said you weren't a little fool, I think you are." Su Ziyou saw that her emotions had stabilized, and her heart was really relaxed, in fact, it was okay to be like this today, if it weren't for this, she wouldn't have known that she was still thinking about these things in her heart, and crying out was also a kind of venting, at least she wouldn't continue like this in her heart in the future.

"I'm not a little fool." Su Xiyan pursed his lips and looked at him aggrievedly, "I'm very smart, I'm not stupid, little brother is stupid!" ”

"You bad girl, you can actually say bad things about my little brother! I love you so much! You little bad girl with no conscience! Su Ziyou playfully reached out to scratch the itchy flesh on her waist, "Don't you dare to say bad things about your little brother?" ”

"Little brother, haha, bad, ha, bully, ah, bully!" Su Xiyan was scratched by Su Ziyou and hid again and again, and he didn't want to itch, but he couldn't avoid it.

"Who let you bully your little brother first, and your little brother didn't bully you, this is to help you relieve the unhappiness in your heart." Su Ziyou continued to tickle her itchy flesh with reason.

"I'm happy, I'm happy!" Su Xiyan held his hand with both hands, and hurriedly refused his little brother to continue to help him relieve his unhappiness like this, and immediately showed that he was very happy now, so he didn't want to.

"But I haven't used all my strength yet." Su Ziyou pretended to look at Su Xiyan aggrievedly, and then said evilly, "Otherwise, let's continue to play for a while, so that the effect will be better!" ”

"I don't want it!" Su Xiyan didn't want to think about it, so he hurriedly opened his mouth to reject his little brother's bad idea, and made it even more clear in his heart that he was trying to bully himself, it seemed that he would have to find someone to sue later, otherwise his little brother bullied himself like this just now, how could he do it? Such a bad head, you can't open it!