Chapter 17 Year after year

Another year has passed in the blink of an eye, Lin Ran has dropped out of school for a whole year, and the time of a year has been up and down, which is a bit incredible. But it is Lin Ran's experience, his experience.

What does the car detailing service industry say? Lin Ran's store is not large, so they were busy until the 28th.

The holiday is not too long, and the 28th is until the sixth day of the first month.

28 In the afternoon, I returned home from work and found that my father had also returned.

Dad is over fifty years old this year, and he was injured when he was young, so he couldn't do heavy work, and his job was to clean up in the construction site, not tired, 170 yuan a day, which made Lin Ran a little envious.

Lin Ran's elder sister had already returned home when she was 23, and Lin Ran and her elder sister did not have any common language. When we were together as children, we quarreled and fought at every turn, and the reason turned out to be to fight for control of the only TV in the family.

When they grew up, both of them had mobile phones, and they rarely quarreled with each other and rarely cared about each other.

Lin Ran won't call his sister once for a year, and his sister won't call herself.

Of course, unless the parents ask for it, or the elder sister wants to be the elder sister, and she can't get through to the parents' phone number, she will call Lin Ran.

The old lady who usually has no common language, since she went home, she hasn't nagged Lin Ran, like a mother from morning to night, from night to morning, if Lin Ran didn't go to work every day, it was really possible to be tortured crazy by this mother and daughter.

It is precisely because of this power that he actually doesn't want to take a vacation in his heart, he can't see his sister every morning, he goes to work in the county town after breakfast, and when he comes back in the afternoon, he has dinner, and then goes straight to bed.

During this period, even if the old sister and mother wanted to talk about him, they rarely had the opportunity.

But if he has a holiday, Lin Ran will stay at home from morning to night, maybe he will have time to gather with friends and go out to play, but he will still stay at home, and his sister will stay at home after she comes home, a standard housegirl.

Lin Ran really didn't want to face the old sister and the old mother at the same time, and felt a big head for a while.

Although he didn't want to, he couldn't help it, he couldn't run away from home again.

Besides, this is the New Year, I didn't go home for the New Year last year, and I feel very uncomfortable, and now if I don't go home for the New Year, Lin Ran wants to give himself such a slap.

did not surprise Lin Ran, during dinner in the evening, his elder sister, mother, and father took turns to turn on the nagging mode towards Lin Ran.

Especially Lin Ran's father, he didn't find out that his father, a very honest person, still has such a talkative side, which is a little incredible, it seems that it will indeed explode if it is held to a certain extent.

Lin Ran kept nodding, um... I know, I understand, I know, I know, and then the left ear goes in and the right ear goes out, and I don't go to my heart at all.

In fact, Lin Ran's sister, mother and father all knew that Lin Ran didn't listen to it, but this didn't prevent them from talking about it, after all, this was their concern, not to mention that they felt uncomfortable... Uncomfortable.

For a whole night, Lin Ran didn't know what he had done, and he didn't hear what his parents and sisters said about him, and he didn't know whether he was going to school or working hard, or what plans he had for the future.

In short, Lin Ran didn't listen to anything.

When he rested at night, Lin Ran was really in no mood to look at his mobile phone, and was ready to go to bed directly.

But as soon as he was lying in bed, he closed his eyes and didn't have time to sleep, when the prompt tone of his mobile phone message rang.

If it's just QQ WeChat, there will be no prompt sound, and there will be a prompt sound only if the person he cares about is sent a message to him.

Who is that person?

He sat up from the bed suddenly, then picked up his mobile phone, turned it on and found that there was indeed this message.

The one sent on QQ was really the person in his heart.

The message is simple, just two words.

"Are you there?"

There is also a big question mark at the back.

But it was these two words that made Lin Ran a little flustered in his heart, and he didn't know what to do.

Although he has experienced half a year of social career and learned from his boss for half a year, his personality is really unchangeable for a while, and he is a little cowardly in his heart.

I don't know how to reply, do you mean yes or no? Or they didn't reply to anything, pretending they didn't see it.

After hesitating and tangling, I finally made up my mind.

Isn't it the first love? Love what's wrong, anyway, the information I got from Yao Jie is that the other party has found a girlfriend... Oh no, it's a boyfriend.

You can't be a boyfriend and girlfriend, can't you still be a friend? Pure friendship.

Lin Ran is not a very hypocritical person, although he can't be happy when he sees the other party happy, but he can't make others unhappy because he is happy.

Replied with a simple word.

"Yes"

Then a question mark was issued.

"What's the matter?"

Lin Ran's message had just been sent, and another message had been sent to the convenience.

"Your political textbook is still with me, when you have time, I'll give it back to you."

Lin Ran was a little stunned for a while, a political textbook. What political textbooks?

Immediately afterwards, he reacted, isn't the political textbook a token of his love affair with that Nian Han?

There is nothing wrong with saying that it is a love token, after all, it is precisely because of that political class and that political textbook that it led to the year-long unclear relationship between Lin Ran and Nian Han.

said that after his political textbook was taken away by the other party, he subconsciously ignored and forgot, and now when he heard Nian Han say this, his heart was empty.

Lin Ran is not stupid, the other party kept his political textbook before... It should be said that he still feels a little bit about him while keeping his love token, but now he wants to return his political textbooks, and the meaning is self-evident......

He thought that he had let go of everything, but now that the matter was coming, Lin Ran felt that his character was too indecisive, so he couldn't make a big deal at all, whether it was emotionally or in his career, he was a complete failure.

He sighed helplessly, and then replied with a word.

"Good"

Then he said.

"Let's celebrate the New Year, these two days have been busy, and I'll look for you when I have time after the New Year."

The other party replied with an "um" word, and then there was no news.

Lin Ran didn't know how much damage his straight male cancer caused to other little girls, although it didn't hurt much.

But as long as he says a few words and comforts the other party, maybe there is still a little possibility that their relationship will be repaired.

(As long as the hoe is good.) There is no corner that cannot be dug down. )

But now, Lin Ran has completely lost his thoughts with others.

That night, Lin Ran, who had never had insomnia, had insomnia.

When he was dropped out of school, scolded by his parents, ran away from home and arrived at the county seat alone, when he went to the capital of their province alone, when he went to the national capital alone, he didn't have insomnia, and now he has insomnia. It seems that Lin Ran's parents are not as good as a girl in Lin Ran's heart.

I suddenly remembered a famous quote I had heard, and the specific meaning was vague, but the general meaning was to say.

It took millions of years for humans and monkeys to evolve into humans, but it took a few moments to change from humans to monkeys.

It may be a little uncomfortable to put it here in Lin Ran, but the reason is a bit the same.

In Lin Ran's heart, his parents are not as good as another woman, it's really pitiful... Alas.

Insomnia for a whole day, Lin Ran simply ate breakfast at seven or eight o'clock in the morning of the second day, and he couldn't hold on to it, he never stayed up all night since he was a child, and now this is the first time... If you don't sleep all day, you will feel tired somewhat.

Especially Lin Ran didn't suffer much, so after dinner, he went back to his room, lay on the bed, and fell asleep in a few minutes.

The one who sleeps peacefully.

Thinking about it day and dreaming at night, although Lin still didn't dream at night, it was a daydream, but he did dream, and he dreamed of some happier things.

dreamed that he had succeeded, and that he had succeeded in realizing his dream, but his parents, his good friends, and the only thing he cared about, Nian Han, seemed to have left him.

I don't know if it's a sweet dream or a nightmare.

When Lin Ran woke up again, it was already 3:00 p.m., he hadn't eaten at noon, he was hungry and screaming, he got up and said hello to the old lady who was playing with his mobile phone in the living room, and then came to the kitchen to find something to eat.

Lin Ran grew up in the countryside and grew up cooking for himself.

As for stir-frying? Does fried eggs count as stir-fry? Do shredded potatoes count as stir-fry? Does scrambled eggs with tomatoes count as stir-fry? If you count, then Lin Ran will also know how to stir-fry.

Lin Ran can stir-fry, but he doesn't need to stir-fry at all, it's the New Year, his parents are at home, and he doesn't need Lin Ran to do it at all.

And in order to prepare for the New Year, my parents prepared a lot of things, and they knew that Lin Ran didn't eat at noon, so they deliberately kept it for Lin Ran.

A plate of celery fried meat, Lin Ran just got up and was busy with hot dishes.

Although Lin Ran has learned to be well-behaved and rarely makes his parents angry, every time his parents care about him and every time they are good for him, he is still unhappy in his heart, feeling that they don't understand anything.

is good to him in the eyes of his parents, but in his opinion, it can't be said to be harming him, it's not his willingness anyway.

For example, they have to let him go to school, and he doesn't like it.

When you eat, you ask your mother to pick up vegetables for Lin Ran every time, but Lin Ran really doesn't like to eat those dishes!

There is also a mother who likes to eat dumplings very much, and Lin Ran doesn't like to eat dumplings very much, no matter what kind of filling, even if it is pure meat, Lin Ran doesn't like it.

As for Lin Ran's mother, in the past six months, my mother can be said to have made dumplings once a week, and she has made so many dumplings every time.

Lin Ran really didn't have the appetite to eat more after eating a few bites, but his mother said this and that, and touched a few handfuls of tears when she talked about it, talking about the hardships of the year, when she married Lin Ran's father, she talked about having nothing to eat, and how Lin Ran's grandmother abused her......

Well, that's a long way off.