"Maybe you're right, but I'm not reconciled. I abandoned Qin Yuan at the beginning, violated our feelings, and betrayed his affection for me. I paid my youth, and I also gave birth to Dudu for Xu Baihong, shouldn't my return be equivalent to my pay? Perhaps the little possessions I have now are quite abundant in the eyes of outsiders. But for Xu Baihong, these are really a drop in the bucket and not worth mentioning. ”

I sneered and responded: "So, Dudu is indeed Xu Baihong's daughter, you have always kept Qin Yuan in the dark." You are such a terrible person, it's just a matter of getting along with outsiders, you actually hid Qin Yuan for so long? Why are you telling me the truth now? I don't even know which of your words is true and which is false. ”

"I don't know, Ding Xiaofei, I have an inexplicable trust in you, a sense of déjà vu. I only know that people are selfish, and they can come before themselves. Isn't it? ”

"Che, I'm just a madman in your eyes, you trust me? It's ridiculous. Shen Qian, let me tell you, not everyone is as selfish as you think. ”

Shen Qian's tone was still as calm as before, and my questioning didn't stir up the waves in her heart at all: "Maybe." I'm very conflicted now, Xu Baihong is a backer, and I don't want to give up easily. But this foreign debt, as you said, maybe my little Taoism is far from being able to fight him, if Qin Yuan is still there......"

I interrupted her in a strong tone: "He's still here, so what?" I really don't understand you, what do you want, why do you have to rely on others? Can't you rely on yourself? ”

"You know, I'm just a woman. I can only dance, and dancing is a thing of the past. Now is the era when men are fighting for their careers, how can we women have a share. In addition to selling their youth and beauty, how many of them have made achievements based on real talent and learning? If Qin Yuan can still wake up, I really want to settle down and live a good life with him. ”

The words "safe and stable" inevitably remind me of the time when we were affectionate and sympathetic. These four words make me have illusions about Shen Qian, and they are also the last glimmer of hope I have for her. She used deception and practical actions to completely break my trust in her.

I said indignantly: "Cut, it's really ridiculous, and it's safe and stable? You lied to Qin Yuan once, isn't it enough? Who will believe you with all this nonsense? Shen Qian, do you still have a word of truth? ”

Shen Qian was dumbfounded, so surprised that she couldn't speak.

I had to continue to pour, not to vomit unpleasantly: "I only understand now, are you not good to see Qin Yuan?" At the beginning, he and Hong Yan were so good, but they were torn apart by your nonsense; Now that he and Yin Hui have formed a family, and you want to get in the way of it, have you really considered it for Qin Yuan? Yes? Shen Qian? As long as you need it, does he have to appear in front of you immediately, what is he? Is he a doll that you call and go? Have you ever truly loved someone? I see that you only love yourself, you are too selfish, you don't deserve the love of others! ”

For the first time in so many years, this is the first time I have vented my dissatisfaction with Shen Qian, and along with my stubbornness towards her in the past, I have gone with the wind......

Of course, if it weren't for someone else's mouth, I might never have been able to say these words. After saying that, my whole person was much happier, and my heart was finally relieved.

Shen Qian's face was red, and she said with a crying voice: "Qin Yuan, is this your true evaluation of me in the past few years?" ”

"Huh?" I subconsciously stroked my watch with my fingers, and the crack after Yin Hui's questioning last time was clearly palpable. "I'm not Qin Yuan, what's wrong with you? What have you wronged? Did I just say something serious? ”

Shen Qian couldn't control her tears anymore, burst out of her eyes, and threw herself into my arms in a daze.

"Qin Yuan, I don't know why you don't want to admit it, but I know that Ding Xiaofei is you. No matter what hardships you have, you are Qin Yuan, you can't fool me. ”

I froze in place for a moment, at a loss...... There is nowhere to put the open hands.

At this moment, I didn't take the initiative to cater to Shen Qian's hug, and after so many years of separation and integration, I had no way to refuse her care for me.

……

Later, when she returned to the car, Shen Qian told me a lot of her own imagination and speculation: "I have always wondered why I can always feel Qin Yuan's shadow on your Ding Xiaofei's body. From the initial questioning in the park, I was inexplicably mad at you, why did I become jealous with an unfamiliar person, and Yin Hui? ”

"On the way back from Hong Yan's psychological clinic, you personally told me that if you are dissatisfied with the division of property, you can file a lawsuit with the court, right?"

"That time, you were in a hurry to go home, and your affectionate behavior betrayed you, except for the elders, the only one who can call me 'Xiqian' is you, Qin Yuan! At that time, after you were in a hurry to get home, I was waiting for you downstairs, and the person who came out of the house again was not you, right? That is the real Ding Xiaofei. ”

"And ...... You were the same person who accompanied me to Huanghuagou last time, but why did you suddenly change to Ding Xiaofei in the middle of the road? ”

"What surprised me the most was that the farewell note you left behind, you often have to sign, I have seen it, and I know your handwriting. Why did you suddenly say goodbye to me? ”

"All of this combined, it is enough to prove that you are Qin Yuan, and you live in Ding Xiaofei's body. It's like the chain of evidence you've always told me, one link after another, right? Qin Yuan? ”

She threw so many questions in one go, and I didn't reply. From her point of view, there is nothing wrong with these findings, but I don't know if she recognizes my identity, is it happy or sad?

I always had a sense of potential crisis looming in the air. Under Shen Qian's continuous questioning, I did not take the initiative to admit my identity, and of course I did not defend my identity. How to think and how to look depends on Shen Qian's personal way of looking at the problem.

On the way home for Shen Qian, her interest continued unabated, and she kept asking questions. I don't want to pay too much attention to it.

I inadvertently glanced at my watch and found that there was a tear for no reason.

I couldn't believe my eyes, and I confirmed again and again that it was indeed two tears.

What the heck? What's going on? My mind was full of questions.

In Nanhu Wetland Park just now, Shen Qian was indeed crying in front of me, isn't it ......?

I looked sideways at Shen Qian's excited, excited, and emotional expression, I didn't want this tear to be left by Shen Qian for me.

Regardless, with 16 days left on my mission, I collected my second tear. I'm one step closer to being back in the flesh. This last tear, collected in 16 days, can calm down a lot.

(End of chapter)