Chapter 313: Overcoming Depression
Man Youyang paused and said, "I'm afraid of causing me trouble, that's why I'm so eager to move out, am I right?" ”
A large number of words, sentence by sentence, hit Mu Shaohan's heart, as if the secret she worked hard to hide in her heart was suddenly revealed, and the blood was dripping. She retorted in her heart, it's all for you, I can't drag you down, I can't delay you, everything is for you! But his next sentence made Mu Shaohan stunned for an instant.
"But what position do you put Ozawa in?"
This time he finally had a bigger reaction, turned his head sideways to find Man Youyang's eyes, and when he collided, it was full of heavy sadness.
yes, where did she put Ozawa? I just want not to cause trouble to Man Youyang, and I only want to leave, but what about Ozawa? What did she, who claimed to love him the most, as his mother, do? She only remembered not letting Man Youyang find out, but she ignored Mu Wenze, if she couldn't control her emotions and self-harmed, what should Xiao Ze, who was only five years old, do? How scared should he be? If such a young child were to be allowed to see that kind of bloody scene......
Just thinking about it makes me feel terrible.
And looking at Mu Shaohan silently crying on the side, Man Youyang just twisted his eyebrows, he had to let her look at these pains directly, let her face her heart, only in this way would she be willing to accept treatment.
Eventually, she calmed down and heard only a soft voice coming from overhead.
"Hanhan, let's go see a psychiatrist."
Everyone who suffers from depression will always have a very painful experience, they look at those normal people, see that they can have a heartfelt smile, as well as the energy to play with their playmates, very envious.
But what about them? Plagued by illness, he roared silently in the dark room, but that emotion was always cathartic, like a plaster that couldn't be shaken off.
They also want to get better, so they reach out to his friends, but instead of holding him back, they are faced with endless ridicule and questioning.
"Do you have depression? No way! You can't get depression anyone! ”
"Go away and don't bother me, go to the doctor when you're sick, what are you doing with me?"
"Can you study well? See for yourself how you get on the exam! What is it! ”
"Can't you control your emotions when you're so big! Hurry up and get a job! ”
In the face of their faces, which were more terrible than depression, the hand that had finally mustered up the courage to reach out retracted in an instant.
Now, they are left with only one choice.
That's suicide.
As a result, there have been countless suicides and people who ended their young lives early, relatives wept bitterly, friends were sad, and outsiders were extremely puzzled, but no one knew that he was suffering from depression, because when they just reached out to catch them, they didn't catch them.
Fortunately, Mu Shaohan was not one of them, she was lucky to meet Man Youyang, Tang Xiaotang, Shen Yunyuan, everyone would care about her, and stretched out their hands to her first when she was tormented by illness.
So, ah, she has to be strong and get rid of the torment of illness.
In a private sanatorium, for two whole months, during the rehabilitation period, the doctor will always accompany her for rehabilitation treatment, chatting with her every day, Tang Xiaotang will come over almost every day, and find that she seems to be stronger, becoming different from before, coming out of those grief, which also cheers her up, she can work harder to receive treatment, and actively cooperate, Shen Yunyuan also often comes, sure enough, she is a psychiatrist, the way she speaks and the tone of voice can always make her relax, sometimes she will fall asleep involuntarily when she listens to him talking, Tang's father and Tang's mother also came a few times, and encouraged her to get better quickly, and her favorite little bun, because she has to go to school every day, so she will only let Man Youyang bring him over on Saturdays and Sundays, the little guy has learned a lot in school, and even can tell her stories, and her mood can always maintain the greatest happiness when he is there. In addition to the doctor who accompanies her most often, it is Man Youyang, who will talk a lot of good things, and will take her to the small garden of the sanatorium on time every day for a walk, she gradually recovered, although sometimes she will still lose her temper with others, but they always listen patiently and never refute anything, which makes her so moved that she is beyond measure, and finally, after countless repeated torture like crushing, Mu Shaohan recovered as before.
Just today, it was the day she was discharged from the hospital, the doctor announced that she had fully recovered, and her heart fluttered, but because she was happy and excited, she packed her luggage and got into the car, and now it was exactly five o'clock in the afternoon, and Mu Wenze's child was about to leave school at half past five, and he waited patiently and excitedly at the school gate, wanting to surprise him.
When the time came, I saw the children walking out in a neat line one class at a time, she saw Mu Wenze in a class of teams, he also looked over, raised his hand and waved excitedly, but he turned his head away with a dark face.
Mu Shaohan, who realized that he was too excited, hurriedly withdrew his hand and stood next to the car waiting for the little guy to come over.
"Mom!"
Although he always pretended to be cool, he was still a five-year-old kid, and he couldn't wait to run over after not seeing his mother for a week, but he was just standing in front of her.
Even if he can bear it, Mu Shaohan can't help it! picked him up, hugged him tightly in his arms and rubbed him, and said happily: "Little baby! Do you miss me? ”
I thought he would say "no" like before, but what he didn't expect was that he nodded without hesitation, and even tears gathered in his big eyes: "Mom, are you cured?" ”
The child looked at her cautiously, looked at her face carefully, as if he was afraid that she would suddenly disappear, but no, nothing like this would happen again, she would be strong, especially some people who had been in debt to her for too long.
A hint of ruthlessness flashed in his eyes, and then he smiled and said to Mu Wenze in his arms with a smile: "Yes, my mother's illness is cured, and she will never leave Xiao Ze in the future!" ”
"Good!" Only this firm word, although Mu Wenze does not show his emotions as obvious as other children, she can still feel his joy and faintly.
At this time, Man Youyang also came over, and the three of them stood together like a family of three, looking like a family of three, looking like they had no sense of disobedience.
They went to the supermarket together, bought vegetables and went back to Mu Shaohan's rental cottage, she threatened to make a big meal tonight to celebrate, although Man Youyang tried his best to stop her, thinking that she should not make such a big deal when she was sick, but she was a stubborn person, and it was Man Youyang who finally compromised.