Chapter 114: My name is Xiangyang, warm Xiangyang! (2)

So as soon as he goes back, he can see his grandmother!

The most wrong thing Ji Xiangyang did in his life was to go to a bar to find that man, thus completely ruining himself, if he didn't go to any bar one day, his life would not have changed drastically......

One day, the day I just got the notice from the Holy Thunder Academy, I happily went home and told my grandmother about it, and my grandmother was not as happy as I expected after hearing it.

Because my family is very poor, so poor that I don't have a meal, so poor that the clothes I wear are not wanted by others, I have to work and study every day, even if there is a subsidy for the annual tuition fee, I can't afford it, because my elderly grandmother has to take medicine, and the medical expenses are too expensive, and almost all the money I earn is given to the hospital.

But I don't complain, I don't hate, because I have always felt that tomorrow will be better, and at the same time, I have been waiting for a better tomorrow to come, but I have waited and waited, and waited and waited, and waited until I was ruined by that man, and my beautiful tomorrow still did not come.

One day, my grandmother told me that she had met my father, and that my father had become the manager of a bar, and had come back to see her and bought her a lot of supplements......

When I stepped into it, I felt like I had fallen into the abyss, and since then, my life has been gray, there is no light, there is no hope, because which bar is a same-sex bar,

Because I was too weak in relationships, I was favored by those men, and my father, in order to make money, pushed me into the arms of those dirty men with his own hands, doing the last thing I wanted to do in my life......

Afterwards, I thought about suicide, but my father threatened me with my grandmother's life, he said that as long as I died, he would leave my grandmother alone and leave her to fend for herself, grandma was old and had no one to take care of her, I was afraid that something would happen to her, so I humiliated and agreed to your father's request...

Made the number one of his bars!

As long as those men give money, I can let them ravage and bully, until my friends show up, let me get rid of which bar completely, but I do the first thing, I don't know who passed it back to the college, since then, I was despised by the girls in the college, bullied by the boys,

My brothers scolded him for being a pervert! Scold me for being disgusting! Dirty, I actually think I'm disgusting too! It's dirty, maybe because there's no expectation,

Gradually, I lost the high-spirited appearance I once had, lost myself, and lived a rotten life all day long, until the appearance of Luo Qiqi made me understand that I could resist, but at that time, I may have been too afraid of losing my grandmother's relationship, so I gave up resisting.

But only now did I understand that if I wanted my grandmother to have a good life, I had to get rid of that man completely! So I made a big decision today that I was going to die with that man......

I don't want to live anymore because I'm tired!

If death can set me free, then I will choose death......

My name is Ji Xiangyang, warm and sunny, this is my mother's original intention to name me, but in the end I lost myself in the dark, and finally went to a point of no return, but I don't regret it, because I was free......