Chapter 397: Start Over

This is because the light that blooms from herself will not be covered by anyone, let alone weakened or dimmed by others......

Even if Jun Yucheng and her left Sioux City shortly after they got married, leaving her alone to face the internship and just become a bride to get along with Mrs. Jun and others, she was able to handle everything in an orderly manner.

There didn't seem to be anything for her that would make her feel embarrassed......

She is enviable, yearning, and full of charm!

Looking at the tacit look in the eyes of the two of them, Pan Er suddenly felt that she was excluded, which made her think about it carefully, and it dawned on her after a while.

"It turns out that I have a good balance between family and work, so I am worried about whether I want to be a full-time housewife after I get married, but isn't this the life you have always wanted?"

Since it is what you really want, how can you change it because of others?

It's like she wants to become a doctor, no matter what happens, she will unswervingly move forward towards this goal!

Therefore, the reason that made Ling Fei feel distressed was that her idea had changed first!

After all, her mother was a full-time housewife after she got married, although she had her father's wholehearted care, but as long as her father was away, her mother was like losing her backbone......

The feeling of not having any soul and walking corpse once she left her father was not slightly alleviated until her brother Ling Mao had learned something and could share it with his father.

Ling Fei's mother's life pattern of relying on others all the time, Ling Fei didn't feel that there was any problem.

But the longer she has known Pan Er, the more she looks like she is not because of others, but only blooms her own light for herself, her beliefs have changed......

That's why Ling Fei fell into this kind of distress!

Lin Yunhan also felt the same way, looking at Ling Fei's sad appearance now, she seemed to be able to foresee her future life......

The feeling of being able to pin everything on others is actually not comfortable at all.

"If you don't want this life, do you want to live what kind of life you want in the future? What are you going to do next? ”

Pan'er didn't know that she would have such an impact on them, but since they already had the idea of wanting to be independent, she would naturally help them too!

"I don't know...... I only know that if I am allowed to stay at home like this and be a housewife, husband and children, I will feel very unwilling; But if I were to continue on the path of a doctor......

Seriously, I don't have the same medical skills as you, and I can't even hold a scalpel right now! There is no compassion for people, and the previous days in school can be said to be muddy, so ...... I don't know what I'm supposed to do......

Maybe I should listen to my family......"

How can a person like her, who only has three minutes of enthusiasm for doing things, and has no special hobbies and interests, expect to be a person like Pan'er?

Under Pan Er's clear and bright eyes, full of concern, Ling Fei finally said the truest thoughts in her heart.

I think it was because of this look in Pan'er's eyes that she wanted to be friends with her and associate with her, right?

It's a pity that she can't be a friend enough to match her after all!

Looking at her low and lost look, Pan'er gently touched her head.

"Since you don't like to study medicine, and you don't have anything you feel you're good at, why don't you choose to relearn a skill that interests you?"

Hearing Pan Er's words, not only Ling Fei, but even Lin Yunhan was stunned.

Compared with Ling Fei, her situation is actually worse, because except for her brother Lin Binwei, the Lin family is a Longtan tiger's den, trapping her and making it difficult for her to move an inch!

But now that she heard Pan'er's words, a light seemed to light up in front of her......

"Retake?"

Ling Fei frowned and tilted her head slightly to look at her, as if she was thinking about the feasibility of her suggestion.

"Yes, relearn a skill that you're interested in, not how much it will bring you, but something you enjoy.

Although it is difficult to start over, we still have so long in our lives, instead of wasting time struggling with what we don't like and don't want to settle, it's better to let go of everything and start from scratch......

Because, interest, like, these will make your mind have some sustenance, even if you still achieve nothing in the end, you will feel that everything is worth it! ”

"But...... That's easy to say......" Ling Fei was already a little loose, but she was still a little entangled and hesitant.

"Yes, that's easier said than done!

But if you don't try it, you may always have a resentful attitude towards everything you do in your life like you are now, and the final result, we can already predict, since this is the case, why not give it a go?

Even if you fail in the end, at least you tried!

Maybe after many years you will regret that you made such a decision, but if you don't try, you now know what you're up against......"

At this point in Pan Er's words, Ling Fei completely fell into deep thought.

She didn't continue to say anything to interfere with Ling Fei's decision, she just took the candied fruit and ate it slowly, and handed it to Lin Yunhan, but on the latter's face, Pan Er also saw a trace of sadness.

I haven't seen them for a while, and they seem to have a lot of things in their hearts that make them entangled......

"But...... What can I do? ”

Ling Fei looked at Pan Er in confusion, and would ask this question, proving that she had been successfully persuaded by her......

"That's a lot...... It depends on what you want to do......" Pan'er's whole face couldn't help wrinkling when she was so sour by a candied fruit that she still spoke to her in a very calm tone.

"What do I want to do?" Ling Fei pressed her temples and thought hard, her eyes a little confused.

Lin Yunhan looked at her confused appearance from the side, and couldn't help but think about her life.

If her life could start over, what would she do?

"Ahh I can learn to cook and be a chef! ”

Seeing the candied fruit placed in front of them, Ling Fei had a flash of inspiration.

Eating is what she is most interested in and will never refuse!

"I want a kitchen knife!" Pan'er reminded.

After all, Ling Fei also said just now, she can't even use a scalpel until now, almost touching it will make a hole in her hand, let alone a kitchen knife, Pan Er dares to guarantee that Ling Fei will definitely cut all her fingers!