193 I will keep this child

"Ahem" Lu Xiaoman saw that the current topic was really getting farther and farther away from their original topic today, so he pretended to clear his throat and coughed a few times, pulling the general person's thoughts back, "Let's continue, don't interrupt." ”

"Okay, okay, so go ahead." Su Xiyan looked at Chen Ziyu and nodded at him, signaling that he could continue to speak now.

Chen Ziyu actually didn't know what to say, what he said just now, but it was just the words that had been buried in his heart these days, and today he just took this opportunity to find someone to talk to, if he didn't say it all the time, he estimated that he would be suffocated in his heart.

Although his second brother Chen Ziyan lives with him in the past few days, there are some things that he can't say to his second brother, and even if he wants to say it, he doesn't know where to start, the most important thing is that the two big boys, these words can't be said, but it is estimated that even if they don't find it now, then he won't be able to wait long for him to tell his second brother these things, because he feels that these words are in his heart, and he is about to drive himself crazy.

"It's not that I don't like children, and this child was born for me by Lili, but we're all young now, and I'm afraid that we still have a stereotyped personality, so I've been entangled." Chen Ziyu sighed, "I'm okay, you also know, Lili hasn't been anywhere else yet, and because her personality is more introverted and shy, and there are few people in contact, I now dare to swear that I will always love her, but in fact, I don't know how long I can love her." Chen Ziyu said confusedly, "I don't want to say anything high-sounding to deceive you, let's just talk about our hearts today, I haven't stepped into this society now, and I don't know what factors this society will have for me in the future that I can't control, I don't dare to guarantee it, so I don't dare to guarantee her happiness in the future." ”

"Also, Lili has never been in contact with these colorful places because of family reasons, and there are still three years before she graduates, three years is a long time, and a short time, I am afraid that if one of us regrets it, then what should the other person do? How do you live? If this child is born at this time, who will say that it is not irresponsible to this child at that time? Although Chen Ziyu said that he does not live in a single-parent family, several of his buddies around him live in single-parent families, and every time he hears them talk about it, even if he has not experienced it, he feels miserable, which makes him dare to decide whether to stay or leave a child.

When Su Xiyan and the others heard these words, their faces were stunned, yes, after all, Li Li is still in contact with fewer people, so she still feels immature, how can she be a mother? That will be a harm to Li Li or Chen Ziyu in the future.

"However, when Lili came to us a few days ago, we persuaded her to beat him when we first found out, but at that time she firmly refused our persuasion, and even said that she would give birth." Fu Xiaoxiao listened to Chen Ziyu's words, and also knew the concerns in his heart, and had to admit that Chen Ziyu really loved Li Li, and thought a lot about her, maybe it was because he cared about her too much, so he chose to avoid it at the beginning, thinking about letting both of them calm down, and then think carefully about what to do.

"I don't know what to do, child, child, child......" Chen Ziyu said this, he remembered the soft and cute child in his dream, thinking about it, his eyes began to turn red, if he said to knock it out, but he really thought that such a cute child was going to disappear, which made him feel unbearable; But if they don't get rid of it, as they look like now, they are still children, how can they take care of another child? Chen Ziyu felt that he was really about to collapse.

Su Xiyan looked at Chen Ziyu, thought for a while and said, "Don't think about it too much, we also know that with your current conditions, it is not realistic to say that you want to have children, but you also know Lili's temperament." ”

"That's right, they're all young, what will happen to that child if they're born?" Chen Ziyan nodded approvingly, he thinks that they are still children now, sometimes they can't take care of themselves, how can they take care of a baby?

"And just like Chen Ziyu said just now, Li Li hasn't been in much contact with this world yet, if the child is born and she separates from Chen Ziyu for some reason, then what should that child do?" Gao Xiang also agreed.

"I want this kid too." Chen Ziyu suddenly opened his mouth and said something like this.

When everyone present heard Chen Ziyu's words, their eyes widened in disbelief, didn't he still disagree just now? Why didn't it take so long, why did he change his mind? What the hell is going on?

"I've been dreaming of a little kid in my dreams these days, he looks good, and he will call me dad softly, I think, is it because this child knows that I don't want him in my heart, so he will come to me." Chen Ziyu said stupidly, his eyes staring at the ground, and he kept staring without turning.

"Are you crazy?" Chen Ziyan looked at such a younger brother and yelled at him angrily, "Tell me, are you crazy?" Do you know what you just said? Didn't you agree not to have this child before? What do you think about it now? Chen Ziyan stood up angrily, walking back and forth in the room, the expression on his face was very irritable, what his brother said just now, he felt that he was sensible, but it didn't take long for him to change his mind again, and actually said that he wanted to give birth to this child, so what about after birth? Who will raise it? Who's going to bring it?

Chen Ziyu listened to his brother's questioning words, didn't say anything, lowered his head, and waited for his brother to finish speaking, and after a while, he spit out a sentence in a hoarse voice, "I just want to keep him." ”

When Chen Ziyan heard this, he was already very irritable, and when he heard it, he was even more irritable, and now he feels that his whole person is not good.

Not only him, but Su Xiyan and the others also felt bad, looking at Chen Ziyu's expression as if to say, "Can you stop convulsing, we can't continue to talk at all, okay?" Ask for normal!! ”

In fact, Chen Ziyu didn't know why he suddenly regretted it so much, and he also knew that this was wrong, but as long as he remembered that the child in his dream was so cute, he was suddenly reluctant to let him disappear into this world before he had time to take a look, so he disappeared into this world, except for them, no one knew that this life had ever existed.

"You" Charlene looked at Chen Ziyu hesitantly, I don't know what this person is thinking in his heart now, obviously he has already said it before, why did he suddenly change his hexagram.

Gao Xiang looked at Xia Lin and looked at Chen Ziyu hesitantly, probably knowing what she was thinking about now.

"Chen Ziyu, have you thought it all through?" Gao Xiang said for Charlene what she wanted to ask Chen Ziyu in her heart, "This is not a trivial matter, this is a life, no matter what decision we make, we must be responsible for what we do." ”

Chen Ziyu looked at Gao Xiang in a daze, as if he didn't understand why he said that.

"And we have to consider many factors in today's matter." Gao Xiang looked at Chen Ziyu seriously, in fact, in his heart, he didn't know what Chen Ziyu was thinking about now, he still remembered what Chen Ziyu said just now, even if he didn't say it at that time, but in his heart, he agreed with Chen Ziyu's statement, just like what he said just now, yes, they are still so young now, they are not completely stereotyped at all, when they face all kinds of temptations in this society, no one is sure that they will not be tempted, But what is the situation now?

"First, we must first consider the actual situation of the other party and our own situation; Second, we need to consider our own family and the other person's family situation. Third, we also need to consider the child's future life, and fourth, whether we can accept the child now, and whether we can decide whether we can communicate this issue well with the family. Gao Xiang squeezed his head and thought about this, he said that in fact, he didn't understand anything at all, and it was just a few questions based on his life experience over the years.

Chen Ziyu was obviously stunned when he heard this, yes, he just wanted to keep that child by virtue of his own wishes, okay, plus Li Li, but if he really wanted to keep this child, then his parents and Li Li's parents would definitely know, what would they think about this matter in their hearts? Will they agree or will they disagree? If they agree, that's fine, but what if they don't? So what should they do? So what about that child? This series of questions has been revolving around Chen Ziyu's head.

"Yes, yes, yes." Charlene also nodded again and again, and echoed, "If you really want to keep this child, then you have to think about everything clearly, otherwise this child, do you think you can stay?" This is no small matter. ”