Xu Chengyu smiled self-deprecatingly.

There are a lot of memories that he doesn't want to remember in his life.

But it is unforgettable, and it will never be forgotten.

He's not the gifted type, and even before junior high school, he's always been a little unenlightened.

It's the kind of child who works hard and goes to a lot of cram schools, but he is still slow to learn anything.

In his childhood, he did not hear a word of encouragement.

It is always endless accusations, denunciations, humiliations......

"Both of us are from XX University, why did you give birth to such a stupid son?!"

"Why don't you know such a simple question! Why can't you learn! ”

"Don't sleep or eat until you finish this roll!!"

"7th place...... Are you going to us off? Close the little dark room tonight! ”

Yes, the Xu family used to have a utility room that was deliberately not lit.

If Xu Chengyu does something wrong, of course, he has nothing else to do but study, and he will be imprisoned.

Sometimes it's half an hour, sometimes it's hours.

Sometimes, it's all night.

In a dark space, nothing can be seen clearly, as if even time has stopped passing.

He was huddled in a corner by himself shivering, but he didn't even dare to cry.

Later, perhaps it was the quantitative change that caused the qualitative change, he seemed to have an epiphany, he could learn everything, and his test scores were getting better and better.

He finally didn't have to be locked up in a small black room.

Until one time, he was second in his class and sixth in his grade, and he couldn't forget the terrible faces of his parents that day.

"Why? Why can't you get the first place?! ”

He remembered that he explained that it was because the question was difficult this time, and he had a cold during the exam and missed a big question......

The saddest thing he heard that day was, "I don't want a son like you!" ”

No one locked him up that day, and he stayed alone in the little dark room. Night.

He tried to think from the perspective of his parents, and of course the children they gave birth to should also be excellent if they had excellent genes.

If it doesn't live up to expectations, it's his fault.

Yes, it's his fault.

He began to make a plan for himself and forced himself to complete it.

He is no longer confused, he has won first place all year round.

The smile on the parents' faces became more and more, but they didn't ask him, if you were happy.

Now, I have to ask him again, why is it only good to study? Why don't you be spoiled by your own parents like other children?

Xu's mother cried so much that her makeup was spent, Xu Chengyu's lips moved, and she swallowed back the sentence "I don't want a mother like you." ”

He patted Xu's mother on the shoulder, "Don't cry, didn't you say that touching up makeup is troublesome?" ”

Mother Xu forced a laugh, explained a few words, and drove away.

Xu Chengyu turned around and was about to go to the store to find Xia Xi and Gu Yao, but found that the two of them were standing not far away.

Natsuki said embarrassedly, "Yes, I'm sorry...... We didn't mean to eavesdrop......"

Xu Chengyu disagreed, "It's nothing, go buy books?" ”

"Uh, oh oh good!"

When he entered the bookstore, the air conditioner was turned on very much, and Xu Chengyu's glasses suddenly became misty.

He took off his glasses, put them in his pocket, and concentrated on picking up the book.

Xia Xi couldn't help but say: "Xu Chengyu, in fact, you are quite handsome without glasses......"

The voice settled, and the two boys looked at her in unison.

"What's wrong?" Natsuki was at a loss.

Gu Yao pulled her little face and forced her to look at herself.

Xia Xi looked inexplicable, "What are you doing, you ......"

"Give you a chance to see Gu Yingjun's perfect face."

Natsuki: ???

Gu Yingjun? Can this guy be more shameless!!

Xu Chengyu smiled and threw the selected book into the shopping cart.

The three of them bought a bunch, ate together again, and said goodbye to each other.

Xu Chengyu returned home, sat at the desk and was stunned for a while, his fingers unconsciously rubbing the corner of a book.

Less.

He sorted out his emotions, looked at the planner he had already knew, and opened the book.

Chicken soup that learns without knowing what to do is all a lie.

He's just a ...... A waste person who doesn't even know what to do if he doesn't learn.

There is a photo in the book, which was taken by Lao Liu when he participated in the competition last time.

Xu Chengyu stared at Xia Xi's face in the photo, she smiled so brightly that even he couldn't help laughing.

Just smiling and laughing, snapping a little water stain, smudging on the photo.

It's like a flower that has withered before it has time to bloom.

——Xu Chengyu's end——