Chapter 312: Hate Not at the Beginning
"The letter didn't say anything." Li Shi stirred the white porridge in the bowl with chopsticks, and his face was tired: "It has been raining heavily in the north for the past few days, and the mountain flood has flooded the road, so they can only take a detour, and they haven't reached the place yet." ”
She put down her chopsticks and replaced them with a porcelain spoon.
The handle of the red agate spoon lined her slightly green hand, porcelain white, like heavy snow.
The fragrance of rice emanated and filled the silent room.
Chen Ying didn't ask any more, quietly had dinner with Li, and drank tea with her, and Li ordered her to go.
After returning to the house, Chen Ying disposed of a few miscellaneous things in the courtyard, wrote a few more big characters, and suddenly walked in with a big curtain, smiling and bending his eyebrows: "Girl, Madame, please come over." ”
Chen Ying hurriedly returned to the main room, but saw Li sitting by the desk, still wearing the dress that he had gone to see Mrs. Xu in the morning.
"Today's mother is a little uncomfortable, and she has been wronged." She took Chen Ying into her arms, said softly, touched her hair again, and sighed: "My Aman is the most sensible, my mother is really glad that she gave birth to you back then." ”
Chen Ying snuggled her lightly and whispered comfort: "My daughter doesn't feel wronged at all, I just hope that my mother is in a better mood." ”
Li Shi hugged her arm tightly, and sighed in a low voice: "If I didn't have you by my side, my mother really didn't know how to survive these days." Mother will tell the truth now, in my mother's heart, it is really ...... It's exhausting. ”
She was no longer free and easy, slumped her shoulders, calmed down, sorrowful, irritable, and complaining, appeared in turn, locked her eyebrows, and there was a flash of anger in her eyes.
How do you call her not to hate?
Chen Shao has been gone for eight years and has not been heard from, she hates it;
She also hated the appearance of the Zhou sisters and brothers, the place and way they recognized their relatives;
Endless discussion and staring, every day has to be forced to beat the spirit and behave as if nothing happened, she hates it even more.
"Sometimes, I really wish your father didn't come back." Li Shi gritted his teeth, his eyes were red, but his face was gloomy: "If he doesn't come back, I'm quieter, and I don't have so many eyes to look at my jokes, and I don't have to be so pressed by these words that it's hard to even take a breath." ”
She breathed harder, her shoulders sinking more and more, as if she were carrying a thousand pounds of weight on her back.
Chen Ying's heart was a little tight, and she opened her mouth and said, "Mother......"
"Well, I don't want to hear anything now." Li interrupted her, let go of his hand, combed Chen Ying's hair, and sighed:
"In this situation, it is useless for outsiders to say anything, because they are not me, and they are not your father. Your father's words are more useful than others. ”
She looked at Chen Ying, her eyes became stunned for a moment, as if she wanted to see someone else on her face.
Then, she shook her head and laughed at herself: "Does Aman think it's stupid to be a mother?" When they got to this step of the field, they still wanted to ...... with him With your father...... Speak. ”
"Is my mother going to see my father?" Chen Ying looked at her, her peaceful and calm eyes were as clear as water.
Li smiled bitterly: "What can I do if I don't see it?" I don't want to, but it's not a way to drag it out like this, and I should hear what your father means. ”
After finishing speaking, he was stunned: "In the end, husband and wife are a couple." ”
sighing and resentful, all kinds of things are colorful, and the emotions are still vivid.
Chen Ying was most afraid that she would be discouraged, and when she saw this, she didn't know how to answer.
In the past ten days, no matter how unwell he is, Chen Shao will send people to the door, sometimes Qiao'er to pass the word, sometimes to give gifts with him, sometimes to give food to children, and at the end, he will invite Li to sit in the pillow frost house, every day.
He was obviously anxious to meet his wife, and if it weren't for his health, he was afraid that he would have to invite him personally.
Lee's attitude, however, was negative.
She listened to the words that came, she also received the things she sent, and she would taste the food, but she refused to reply a word, and she was even more reluctant to set foot in the pillow frost for half a step.
The more patient Chen Shao was, the colder her reaction became.
Chen Ying understands Li very well.
No matter what woman is, after this incident, it is impossible not to be generous enough not to care.
But at the same time, she did not agree with the cold war between Li and Chen Shao.
Communication is the right way to solve problems, and her parents must always have a conclusion. Staying in the air like this will only complicate matters.
Now that the Li family has finally relented, Chen Ying is happy to see it.
"Has my mother already decided?" She asked again, taking in Li's expression.
She didn't want Li to force herself.
Although, such a meeting will always be somewhat reluctant.
Li Shi said "um" softly, sat up straight, and looked out the window: "Mother has decided, let's go today." ”
Clenching the handkerchief in her hand as if determined, she turned her gaze back: "I'll just go by myself, so I don't have to follow." ”
"Mother, don't worry, if you're tired today, then you can go tomorrow. If you feel tired, it's okay for your mother to rest all the time. ”
Although Lee's change of attitude is good, if he is forced, it is likely to have the opposite effect.
These words warmed Li's heart and lungs, she patted Chen Ying's hand, and the anger in the depths of her eyes had already dissipated: "Don't persuade my son, my mother has made up her mind." ”
Seeing that she had made up her mind, Chen Ying would not persuade her again, so she accompanied her to come to the house, and only after lunch did she go back to the house at her urging.
For fear that Li would feel embarrassed, Chen Ying didn't pay too much attention to her movements, and only listened to the news from time to time, saying that Li had changed new clothes and wore new jewelry, and then said that Li went to Pillow Frost House from the small door that was chiseled, and then said that Li and Chen Shao had talked, and the two seemed to have a good chat.
The Li family went until dusk approached, and he never turned back.
Chen Ying ate alone, and couldn't rest assured, so he sent Zhishi to the main room to inquire, and after a while, Zhishi took Ziqi to the West Chamber.
"Why are you here?" Seeing that Ziqi actually came, Chen Ying was quite surprised.
Ziqi is the most useful maid by Li's side, Li will take her with her wherever she goes, why is she back alone now?
When Ziqi heard this, two red clouds unexpectedly surged up on her face, her expression seemed to be embarrassed, and she seemed to be a little happy, and said, "If you go back to the girl, it was Madame who sent me...... We're back. ”
"You guys?" Chen Ying was even more surprised, and stood up: "You mean, you and Jiangyun are back?" ”
"Yes, girl." Ziqi bit her lip and nodded, her face becoming more and more uncomfortable: "There is still ...... Mama Luo...... also with the girls...... They all came back, and everyone ate in the back room. ”
Is there a person left by Lee's side?
"Then who will serve my mother?" Chen Ying asked, not turning a corner at all for a while.