Chapter 642: Can You Offset Guilt
After saying such a long sentence, Shi Zhenbin's face showed tiredness, he pulled the corners of his mouth, and looked at Shi Ying distressedly.
"Ruoxi told me that she returned to her house after leaving Shi's house, and later met a very strong man, and she was forced to be with that man, and finally fell in love with him."
It's a pity that the identities of the two of them are too incompatible, one is high in the sky, and the other is the soil on the ground, and they can't be together no matter how hard they try. So Ruoxi left with his child and didn't tell the man. ”
"Your steely mother loves someone very hard. It is said that the man's family is very rich and rich, and it seems that he is even more powerful than the Yan family, but no matter what temptation others give your mother, your mother still insists on herself. Pity...... She gave birth to you, and she just looked at you and died......"
Speaking of this, Shi Zhenbin was silent, such a long memory, he originally thought that he didn't need to think about things in his life, but now he recalls it again, and his heart is still full of guilt.
"Ying'er, grandpa is also very guilty of you. Grandpa is sorry for your mother, giving birth to such a waste who doesn't know how to be kind and doesn't understand feelings, which made your mother sad once, and then grandpa couldn't keep you and caused you to get lost...... Grandpa feels guilty about these. ”
Shi Ying lowered her head, her fingers clenched, and after a long time, she slowly raised her head, with the same sweet smile on her face as usual. "Grandpa, can Ying'er's guilt be offset by your guilt?"
"We ...... Can you cancel out all the guilt of the other party and the other party? From now on, grandpa should not feel guilty when facing Ying'er, Ying'er will not feel guilty when she sees grandpa, is it okay? ”
"Ying'er?"
"What happened before, in fact, Ying'er didn't want to know, hearing the word guilt from her grandfather's mouth, Ying'er was a little ...... Sad. Shi Ying lowered her head and whispered: "Grandpa, let's cancel each other's guilt, from now on, no one will have guilt towards anyone, we will be the same as before, you are Ying'er's grandfather, Ying'er is your granddaughter, okay?" ”
The girl looked up slowly, her ink-stained eyes full of dark light.
It turned out that her mother had such a nice name, but she had never known it.
It turned out that her mother still had such a tragic past, and she never knew about it.
But once upon a time, it was all in the past, right? Can she be selfish and think only about herself?
Shi Ying will never forget when she was 14 years old, an old man suddenly ran in front of her, holding a bag of candy and looking at her with tears in his eyes, whispering that grandpa came to pick you up and went home, it was all grandpa's fault, is it okay to go home with grandpa?
She could not forget the many days since then, as long as she was down the mountain, no matter how far away, the old man would run up to her and take a bag of candy to abduct her. But she doesn't like candy, let alone lollipops, she is an adult, and she won't be tempted by candy.
It's just that...... I don't know when Shi Ying slowly got used to Shi Zhenbin's existence, she told herself that the feeling that Shi Zhenbin brought her was family.
"Grandpa, everything in the past is in the past, okay, Ying'er only wants you, I don't want you to feel guilty, you ...... Can you still like warblers as much as before? ”
Can you still amuse her with candy as before?
……
The night was chillingly dark.
Shi Ying sat alone in the living room, her body was cold, and her fingertips were shaking unconsciously.
She asked her grandfather if she could offset her guilt, but in the end she didn't get an answer from him, and her own mood was also very chaotic, so she couldn't straighten it out.
The black spread, it was already past dinner time, Yan Muchen hadn't come back yet, Shi Ying sat for a while, and raised his head suddenly, "No!" If this continues, I'm going to die, and I'm going to have to go out for a walk! ”