I'm not sure if he's ever shed tears for me, after all, it's not that easy to make a man cry.

The reason why Hong Yan is ranked second is because she has too many factors that I am not sure about. We haven't seen each other for many years, and I don't know if she still has me in her heart, or if she has completely let me go.

At that time, when we were in love, I personally felt that she might be a little more pure than Shen Qian's feelings for me. But after all this time, who knows?

If the second tear is Hong Yan, it is the result I want to see the most, because I can put the rest of my time on Zhang Zheyi.

This is also the timeline of tears that I think is most likely to bring me back to life.

Shen Qian, the previous tears were not hers, I firmly believe it. Now that her own state and understanding of feelings have not changed much in my opinion, how could these tears suddenly appear?

But on the afternoon of the tears, it can be confirmed that Shen Qian did cry for me, there is no doubt about it.

When I went to Hongyan's clinic, it was close to dinner. I was a little nervous in my heart, but it was relieved a little by Ding Xiaofei's physical body.

I led Zhang Yuchen through the corridor, which was divided into several private rooms by curtains. The clinic is not large, almost 60 square meters, and you can see it at a glance.

Unlike regular hospitals, you need to register for medical treatment. Visiting patients only need to register in line with a little girl at a table similar to the front desk.

It's close to noon right now, and it stands to reason that it's time for the doctor to eat and take a lunch break.

Ding Xiaofei is a familiar patient number in the clinic, and there is no need to register, you can see the clue from the words of the little girl at the front desk. The little girl at the front desk asked me to wait on the sofa in the aisle.

"Ding Xiaofei, why did you come here at noon today? You wait a little, there are no patients at noon, and it will be you in a minute. ”

I began to brew words in my heart, presumably most of Ding Xiaofei's current understanding of the situation comes from Hong Yan, so Hong Yan should also be aware of the existence of another person in Ding Xiaofei.

Will she know that person is me? Should I want her to know? Or do you know?

Of course, the more people who know my identity without revealing it, the more likely it is that I will return to the world.

It's really hard to grasp the proportions of talking to Hong Yan later. If there is no identity of an ex-girlfriend, with Hong Yan's intelligence, I hint a little, she will definitely be able to detect the abnormality.

But if the second tear is really hers, I am exhausted by Shen Qian's mess, and one more, I ......

Besides, I shouldn't be selfish, for my own selfish desires, and then remind others of their sad past. Ideally, I quietly inquired about the source of the tears.

Therefore, before confirming the tears, I had to pretend to be Ding Xiaofei and slowly understand the progress of Ding Xiaofei's treatment.

Twenty minutes later, the little girl at the front desk called me: "Ding Xiaofei, it's your turn." Actually, Dr. Hong should have rested after work, but you are an acquaintance, and you are here, so let's go in. ”

Hong Yan's office is separated by a wooden plank, and only a simple desk is placed inside, which is similar to the place where the hospital visits.

Hong Yan asked me curiously, "Aren't you supposed to rest at this point?" What happened unexpectedly? ”

I led Zhang Yuchen behind me to my front and said, "It's not me who sees a doctor today, it's this child." I was entrusted by someone, and I heard his father say that it might be depression, you can help take a look. ”

I pushed Zhang Yuchen into a chair and let him talk to Hong Yan face to face.

Hong Yan tentatively began to ask: "Little friend, what is your name?" How old are you? ”

Zhang Yuchen was expressionless, staring at Hong Yan directly.

Hong Yan tried to communicate several times to no avail, she looked at her watch and said to me: "This kind of situation where patients are unwilling to cooperate requires a step-by-step process, and there is no urgency." It's too late for noon today, you haven't eaten, have you? ”

I nodded, and she turned to the outside of the house and shouted, "Xiao Zhang, order four takeouts, and the one you usually buy." ”

"Okay." People outside the house shouted.

"Did it disturb your rest? And ...... this kid? I asked Hong Yan.

"It's okay, there was a lunch break of more than an hour for lunch at noon. I need to let my child down first, it's urgent, it takes time. As for whether it is depression, it still needs to be observed. Child, you can put it here first, and you can take it back before you get off work in the afternoon. Hong Yan said.

"Oh, then I'll trouble you, Dr. Hong. I'm afraid this kid might not be able to think about it, he needs someone around all the time. ”

"Oh? So serious? But this is easy to do, I handed him over to the front desk Xiao Zhang to star, rest assured. ”

Hong Yan turned to look at me, and then asked, "Why are you so polite today?" Hey, by the way, how are things going with you? ”

"Huh?" I trembled and asked tentatively, "What's the matter with me?" ”

Hong Yan squinted, looked at me again, and said a moment later: "Confirm the identity of that person." ”

"Oh...... Oh, still like that. "At this time, it is not appropriate to say more, because if you say too much, you will lose.

"Oh, is Qin Yuan okay then?"

"It's okay...... It's still the same. "Actually, I wanted to ask her about her opinion of Qin Yuan, but I didn't dare to ask, I was afraid that asking what Ding Xiaofei knew would make her suspicious.

That's fine, I don't talk much, and I have to try to restrain my emotions as much as possible. Let yourself be deep, depressed a little, and look a little closer to Ding Xiaofei.

This takeaway meal was quite depressing, and with Xiao Zhang and Zhang Yuchen at the front desk, the four of us didn't have too much verbal communication. Zhang Yuchen is not a picky eater, he eats what he wants, but he eats very little.

I looked around and observed the furnishings in the room, which were mostly simple. The interior is empty, the color palette is predominantly white, and there are very few decorations for small objects.

There was a makeshift bed in the back room, and after lunch, Hong Yan went back to the back room to lie down and rest.

I whispered to the front desk and asked a few words: "Does Dr. Hong usually receive many patients here?" ”

"It's okay, it's busy, a lot of patients have already made appointments for the next week. With a focus on patients like you, a course of treatment can take a long time. ”

"Is Dr. Hong married now? Or do you have a boyfriend? ”

"Dr. Hong's private information, I can't tell you about it. Why are you asking about this, don't you bother Dr. Hong's idea. ”

"No, you're too careful, then Dr. Hong......"

Xiao Zhang interrupted me impatiently: "Why do you have so many problems today?" Dr. Hong has explained to me, the child is under my care, you can rest assured, what should you be busy with you. ”

"Oh, well, what time do you guys get off work? I'll come back again. ”

"Six o'clock."

I walked out of the clinic, contacted Yin Hui non-stop, and walked around the side of the road waiting for her.

(End of chapter)