I'm sorry to say to you first, I'm afraid that Poplar won't be able to determine the time update in the future. At least not during the Chinese New Year. Thank you for your understanding.

There is also a problem with adding more, and it is estimated that this time will not work.

My grandfather is seriously ill and may not survive this year, as a granddaughter, it is already unfilial piety to not be able to be by his side on weekdays. can only accompany him in the last period of his life, and Poplar will accompany him every day during the day. In the evening, I was exhausted, so I couldn't update it at the first time of the day, so I'm sorry to everyone.

Secondly, it was supposed to be able to go back to Yiwu today, but now that things happened suddenly, it may not be possible to add more, and even normal updates cannot be available.

The lunar calendar 2018 is a disastrous year for Baiyang, this year, Baiyang has lost a lot, my happiness, my marriage, my family affection, are all lost one by one.

Because of severe depression, he was pressed inch by inch by the man he had been with for eight years, and almost died, but he was lucky to survive and survive, and he was able to continue to write for everyone. Poplar felt very happy, and even happier was that the man still had a little conscience and gave me a child. We ended this year with eight years of nightmare married life for me.

The loss of family affection is because Poplar got custody of his younger son, but he didn't get his eldest son, Poplar was desperate and sad for a while, and every time he thought of his eldest son, he was in pain. My depression is partly related to the fact that the other party took my children away from me.

I've lost a lot, but God still thinks I'm not miserable enough, and he wants to take away the grandfather who always liked to tease me and tease me when I was a child, so Poplar can't help but have red eyes when he stays with his old man these days, looking at him, thinking of my grandfather, who loved me as much as I used to but couldn't send him away because I was studying in a foreign country, and I cried more and more.

Poplar hopes that all the bad things can be taken away with this year! For the rest of my life, I would like to be treated gently by life, and I hope I can completely get out of the haze of depression.

Thank you for listening to me say so much, Poplar really doesn't know who to talk to, only to talk to you to soothe the sadness in my heart.

I can't update it on time at 0:00 a.m. tomorrow.,The update will be delayed.,But it will still be updated.,Will be the same as the usual three watches.,This is the last effort of the poplar.,Now every day in addition to going to accompany the grandfather to complete the last journey of his life.,I have to accompany the little guy at night.,The little guy is noisy.,Restless at night.,Don't want to sleep.,So the poplar is also very tired......

Finally, thank you for your understanding and support. Thank you.

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