267 Face together
Gu Tingshen's torment and uneasiness in his heart at this time were no less than Su Qiao's, but he was a man, he was not good at talking, and he didn't want to add too much psychological burden to Su Qiao, so he chose to bear these silently.
"Now that it's all said, don't think too much, the good and the bad, let's face it together."
Gu Tingshen hugged Su Qiao in his arms and comforted him warmly, Su Qiao pursed his lips and was silent and didn't say anything more.
Yes, what Gu Tingshen said was right, the good and the bad, they faced it together.
Gu Tingshen's words made Su Qiao's heart feel a lot lighter, Su Qiao felt that the biggest advantage of being with a mature man like Gu Tingshen was that he would always help him resist the most difficult things, and when those things came to her, it had become much easier.
After Su Huaijin got up the next morning, he suddenly wanted to follow Zhou Mian and Su Muye, who were traveling abroad, and Su Qiao dialed him.
Su Huaijin was faintly crying in her voice at this end,
"Mom, I miss you, when are you coming back?"
Su Qiao looked at Gu Tingshen on the side worriedly, and Gu Tingshen's brows furrowed slightly.
Both of them knew that the reason why Su Huaijin asked for a video with Zhou Mian when she got up must be because of the influence of Su Qiao's words last night.
Zhou Mian warmly replied to Su Huaijin's words at the other end, and by the way, he also calmed Su Huaijin's emotions.
Last night, Su Qiao called Zhou Mian before going to bed and told Zhou Mian what she had told Su Huaijin, Su Qiao had to tell Zhou Mian in advance so that Zhou Mian could also be mentally prepared, so at this time Zhou Mian also knew where Su Huaijin was sad.
"Huai Jin, although we have become your uncle and aunt, but the title has changed, we still love you very much."
It was Zhou Mian who said softly to Su Huaijin at that end, and then Su Huaijin, who had not reacted too much, did suddenly burst into tears.
"Don't-"
"I don't want you to be my aunt and uncle, I want you to be my mom and dad—"
Su Huaijin said loudly to Zhou Mian on the other end of the phone, and then instantly cried until she burst into tears.
Zhou Mian was also very distressed when he saw Su Huaijin crying like this,
"Huai Jin, don't cry, don't cry—"
Because Zhou Mian was not by Su Huaijin's side, he could only coax like this, and he couldn't hug Su Huaijin.
Su Qiao was naturally distressed and guilty, and stepped forward to pick Su Huaijin up, but Su Huaijin raised her hand and pushed her.
"I don't want you to hug, I want my mother to hug, you're not my mother-"
The sentence that you are not my mother made Su Qiao burst into tears in an instant, and tears poured out.
There is nothing deeper and heavier in this world than the fact that one's children do not recognize themselves.
At that moment, Su Qiao was sad and didn't want to live anymore, since she had Su Huaijin, Su Huaijin was her whole world, her life.
Now that Su Huaijin rejects her like this, she is wringing and tearing in distress, as if her internal organs are about to be broken.
Gu Tingshen walked over for the first time, hugged Su Qiao in his arms and kissed her forehead hard, and then whispered in her ear,
"Su Qiao, Huai Jin's emotions are out of control now, I think it's better for you to separate for the time being."
Gu Tingshen's behavior took good care of Su Qiao's emotions, and the man's voice was low and powerful, which soothed Su Qiao's emotions well at such a time, Su Qiao responded in a low voice, raised his hand to cover his mouth, and turned around and left the room.
Gu Tingshen stepped forward again and hugged Su Huaijin, who was crying non-stop on the big bed,
"Huai Jin, you calm down first."
Although I don't know if the little child can understand the meaning of the word calm he said, Gu Tingshen can only say this at the moment.
Su Huaijin's gaze froze at the door with Su Qiao's sad departing figure, and then crawled on Gu Tingshen's shoulder and continued to cry loudly.
Gu Tingshen didn't say anything more, just gently stroked Su Huaijin's back and walked slowly in the bedroom with him in his arms, giving Su Huaijin time to calm down. Gu Tingshen knew that Su Huaijin had also been suppressing his emotions since last night, and it was not until today that he finally broke out completely.
Always give him some time to vent the uneasiness and loss in his heart, and for a child like him, crying may be the most suitable and only way to vent, so Gu Tingshen just let Su Huaijin cry loudly on his shoulder.
After Su Qiao ran out with red eyes, he met Gu's father and Gu's mother in the downstairs living room.
The two of them could see that something was wrong with her expression at a glance, and it was Father Gu who stopped her first to ask,
"Xiao Su, what's wrong? Did Tingshen you off? ”
Gu's father's first reaction was that the two of them had quarreled, but according to Gu's father's understanding of Gu Tingshen's relationship and character with Su Qiao, his son should not cry Su Qiao like this.
Su Qiaoton shook his head there, but the tears flowed even more fiercely.
If it was really a quarrel with Gu Tingshen, it would be okay for adults to solve the problem no matter what, but now the object is Su Huaijin, such a young child, she feels helpless and can't cope with it at all, and she doesn't know how she should face these now.
"What's going on?"
Gu's mother also came over and asked, and Su Qiao didn't want the two of them to worry about their current appearance, so she explained with tears in her eyes,
"I told Huai Jin about my identity with Ting Shen, he, he said he didn't want me to be a mother-"
Su Qiao couldn't help crying again when she said this, this sentence really hurt her heart too much, she also knew that Su Huaijin was just a child who didn't understand anything, but her heart just couldn't stop being sad and stinging because of this sentence.
So after she finished speaking, she ran out again.
Gu's father and Gu's mother were also a little surprised when they heard Su Qiao's words, but then the two looked at each other, and then Gu's father instructed Gu's mother,
"I saw that Xiao Su went out without a coat, the weather is so cold, you can send her a dress out, I'll go upstairs and take a look."
Gu's mother's mood became heavy inexplicably, and she bowed her head and planned to go out, but Gu's father said another sentence behind her,
"Today, all this, so many people are suffering, the old and the young are uncomfortable, who caused it should be very clear in your own heart."
Gu's mother pursed her lips and didn't speak.
Of course she knew who caused it, did they think that she didn't regret it in her heart, after seeing her grandson Su Huaijin's cute, handsome and sensible child, she was almost remorseful.
If Su Qiao and Gu Tingshen had given birth to this child smoothly together, she would have been upgraded to a grandmother several years earlier.
There is no need to be separated from his grandson for the past three years, and his precious grandson now does not have to suffer the torment and pain of being suddenly told that someone else is his biological parent.
Gu's mother took Su Qiao's down jacket at the entrance, and sighed as she walked out, if only people had the ability to predict the future, then she wouldn't have tried desperately to prevent her son from being with Su Qiao in the first place.
In front of the Gu family's old house was a garden, and Su Qiao sat alone on the bench and shed tears sadly.
He was wearing only the thin clothes of home, but he didn't feel the cold.
Gu's mother walked over and took the initiative to hand her the clothes,
"It's cold outside, so let's get dressed first."
Su Qiao wiped the tears from his face, raised his hand and took the clothes,
"Thank you......"
Gu's mother stood there, looking down at Su Qiao's red eyes and putting on a down jacket, she couldn't help but look away, maybe it was because she was also a mother herself, she thought about the picture of Su Qiao being resisted and rejected by her son, and she felt like a needle prick in her heart.
If her son Gu Tingshen also told her like this, if she didn't want her to be a mother, she was afraid that she would go crazy.
At the same time, Gu's mother was also glad that she did not continue to stubbornly prevent her son from being with Su Qiao, if she continued to stop it, I am afraid that she would also be rejected and resisted by her own son to the point of disgust.
Standing in front of Su Qiao like that for a while, Gu Mu sighed,
"It's all my fault, if I hadn't-"
But as soon as she said this, she was interrupted by Su Qiao,
"You don't have to blame yourself like that."
Su Qiao looked at Gu's mother with red eyes,
"It's come to this, don't think about the past anymore, you love Huaijin so much, I think if you knew that this would be the case now, you wouldn't have done that at the beginning."
Su Qiao knew what Gu's mother would say next, it was nothing more than blaming herself for how she shouldn't have been, and she shouldn't have stopped her from being with Gu Tingshen.
Su Qiao didn't want to listen to those words, and how could the current situation be solved by saying those words?
She also thought about it, this may be her fate, she is destined to experience so many setbacks emotionally, and she is also frustrated in family relationships, whether it is the blow to her from the early death of her parents, or the rejection of her own son now, it is her life.
She can't bear it, she has to bear it, and she can't face it.
Because, she will not give up her life regardless of these blows.
Now all this, only if she is no longer in this world, can she not suffer from these sufferings.
Since you are alive, you have to face it and bear it.
Gu's mother glanced at her and didn't say anything more.
In fact, Gu's mother was quite grateful to Su Qiao for interrupting her words, after all, she couldn't say anything when she said those things that were her fault in front of Su Qiao again and again.
glanced at Su Qiao again, and took the initiative to speak comfortingly,
"It's cold outside, let's go home first, everything is deep, isn't it?"
This is the first time that Gu's mother took the initiative to comfort Su Qiao, and Su Qiao couldn't help but give Gu's mother this face, so she answered in a low voice and went back to the house with Gu's mother.
However, Su Qiao did not go to the bedroom again, but drank a warm cup of tea with Gu's father downstairs.
"Just now I wanted to go in and have a look, but Ting Shen didn't let me."
Father Gu took the initiative to explain to Su Qiao like this, and then said,
"The child is also a little emotional for a while, after all, he has your blood on his body, and there is a deep emotional foundation between you, I believe it will be good to wait for the child to calm down."