Chapter 383: Confession of True Love
Because of An Qi's attitude, Zhao Lei didn't know what to say.
"If you don't mind, then you can rest first, I'll go out first, if there is anything, you can find other colleagues to understand." β
After finishing speaking, Zhao Lei was ready to leave her room, after all, because of what happened just now, if he stayed in her room for a long time, others would misunderstand the relationship between them even more.
So in this extraordinary period, it's better to keep a little distance.
But when Zhao Lei just turned around, An Qi said very angrily.
"Can't I look for you?"
After hearing this, Zhao Lei suddenly stopped, but he didn't turn around.
At this time, Zhao Lei's heart was very entangled, he was very excited about this brave girl, but he couldn't give her a promise.
In this kind of torment, Zhao Xue was more bitter than anyone else in her heart.
He wished he could hold this brave girl tightly in his arms, but he couldn't.
In the end, Zhao Lei could only endure the pain and said: "I have a lot of things, and I shouldn't have time to teach you, so you better go find someone else." β
Although on the surface, Zhao Lei was referring to asking about things.
But in the words, he refused again, and An Qi approached.
After hearing these words, An Qi couldn't control it anymore and ran up, and hugged him tightly from the back.
The sudden embrace made Zhao Lei stand there like a fool and didn't move.
At this time, An Qi said crying.
"Why do I try so hard to get close to you, and why do you refuse me to get close to you, do you really dislike me in your heart?"
In the past, An Qi simply said that he liked him, but he had never confessed so affectionately as now, so Zhao Lei didn't know how to deal with this matter for a while.
In fact, Zhao Lei knew very well in his heart that he had already fallen in love with this brave girl, but he didn't know how to express it, and he didn't know how to accept this feeling.
So at this time, Zhao Lei didn't know whether to accept it or reject it again, and this entanglement made Zhao Lei fall into a dilemma again.
"Actually, I know you like me in your heart, and you only rejected me because this job will bring you a lot of danger, right?"
At this time, Zhao Lei didn't know how to deal with this matter, so he could only bow his head silently.
Seeing that Zhao Lei lowered his head, An Qi continued to say what he had not finished.
"Actually, I wanted to tell you a long time ago, I don't care about this, even if something really happens to you in the future, I will always be by your side, and I am also mentally prepared for everything, even if I can't finish the next days with you, then I am willing to go through your next days with you. β
After hearing this deep confession, Zhao Lei was particularly moved in his heart, but he still had to pretend to be indifferent on his face.
Since this is the case, it didn't discourage An Qi to continue to confess to him.
"I just hope you don't push me away, I really like you, I can suffer anything for you, even if I join your special forces in the future, I won't be afraid, because I want to be with you, even if there are big difficulties ahead, I want to continue to walk with you. β
When she said this, An Qi's eyes were full of tears, but she still endured it strongly and didn't let the tears flow.
Because she wants to face this matter strongly, even if Zhao Lei rejects her confession, she has to leave in style.
At this time, An Qi knew that he thought that even if Zhao Lei did not accept her, she would stay in the army any longer.
But now she knew that if Zhao Lei really rejected her, she would definitely not stay here for half a moment, because she didn't want to stay where there was him, so she would be very sad and sad.
So An Qi also thought about it, as long as she rejected her confession, she would leave the army, and she would never want to see the man in front of her again.
Even if she loves him to death, she will leave this sad place.
"The only thing I'm afraid of now is that you're not willing to accept me, and you're trying to push me away all the time, and I'm really fed up with days like this. β
When she said this, An Qi lost control again, she pressed her head tightly to Zhao Lei's back, and let her cry loudly.
And Zhao Lei, who heard these words, also began to slowly shake.
At this time, Zhao Lei wanted to turn around and appease An Qi, hoping that she would not be too excited, but when she was about to turn around, she was stopped by An Qi.
"Can you listen to me finish what is in my heart? If you want to reject me after saying this, don't worry, I won't pester you again in my life. β
After Zhao Lei, who was standing in place, heard An Qi say this, he could only stand there quietly, listening to her true thoughts in her heart.
"Although we didn't get along very well during the time we were in the company before, since we experienced the kidnapping, I have you in my heart. β
Although they spent that period of time noisy, looking back now, that period of time turned out to be their best memory.
Sometimes An Qi thought back to how naΓ―ve she was at that time, if she had known that she would like him so much, she would never have treated him with such an attitude at that time.
"For you, I entered the army without telling my family, for you, I made myself stronger, for you, I suffered all the hardships just to be more qualified to stand by your side. β
In fact, An's mother still doesn't know that her daughter actually went to the army, and she thought that her daughter was working in the company and drinking tea.
"For your sake, I made a bet with the captain to do everything I could to get the captain to agree to come to you, because I couldn't bear to have no news of you for the rest of the day. β
When he heard this, Zhao Lei really wanted to hold her in his arms, because he really didn't know that this girl had actually paid so much for him.
If he had known, he would never have let her do these things for herself.
"For you, I did everything I thought I could do, my feelings for you are not half false, even if you really don't like me in your heart, I have done so much for you, you should be able to see and understand it. β
At this time, An Qi can really only use the word heartbreaking to describe her mood at the moment.
In the past, An Qi always held her feelings in her heart, but today she must say all the words in her heart.
Because only in this way will he know how much he loves him.
If he loves him so much that he can't accept it, then she is really dead.
No matter how sad she is, she won't show up in front of him.
"An Qi, I ......"
Before Zhao Lei could say anything, An Qi interrupted him again.
"I beg you not to speak now, until I have finished saying this, and then you will consider what you have to say. β
After hearing An Qi say this, Zhao Lei only closed his mouth again.
"Zhao Lei, I have done so much for you, I believe that the heart made of stone should also be warmed by me, I don't know why you still reject me like this, is it because you are afraid that I will be hurt?"
This person is really too selfish, he didn't even have her consent, why did he make a decision for her, did he know that he couldn't endure this hardship.
At this time, An Qi said heartbreakingly again.
"Actually, I'm not afraid of losing you in the future, I'm afraid that I will lose you before I have you, so I hope you can give me a clear answer, if you have me in your heart, I hope the two of us can try to have a relationship. β
Although An Qi is a daughter in the eyes of others, when she encounters love, she is still no different from other girls.
And this confession is also the first time in her life.
So I was very excited when I confessed. Maybe An Qi really found his true love this time.
"If you really don't like me in your heart, and all I do is only cause you trouble, then you just need a word, and I will disappear from your life immediately, and I will never appear again. β
After saying all the words in his heart, An Qi slowly let go of Zhao Lei.
And at this time, after Zhao Lei heard these words, he was actually very shocked in his heart, he didn't expect that An Qi, who usually looks tricky and willful, actually has such a mature and sensible side.
So when Zhao Lei heard these words, he was very shocked in his heart.
At this time, Zhao Lei didn't know how to face An Qi, because he felt that he didn't have An Qi's courage.
"I've said everything I want to say, and now I just hope you can give me an answer, whatever your answer is, this time I'll take it completely. β
At this time, An Qixin was already mentally prepared, and she felt that she had no regrets about her feelings, because she had put in all her efforts.
If Zhao Lei still couldn't accept herself, then she would just leave in style.
Because she didn't want Zhao Lei to look at her stubborn side, even if she really couldn't let go of him, then she also hoped that she would leave a perfect impression in Zhao Lei's heart.
After saying this last sentence, An Qi took three steps back.
And Zhao Lei, who had his back to An Qi, also slowly turned around at this time, and looked at An Qi with a touched face.
Maybe Zhao Lei had a lot of excuses in his heart just now to refuse this feeling.
But after listening to An Qi's words, all his thoughts were completely disintegrated.
And when he heard An Qi say that he was going to leave him, Zhao Lei panicked in his heart.
So Zhao Lei felt that no matter what happened in the future, he would have the courage to face it, because he had a girl who loved her waiting for him at home, so Zhao Lei had complete confidence in everything in the future.
Looking at An Qi's calm face, Zhao Lei knew that An Qi was actually very worried in his heart, and at this time, Zhao Lei didn't say anything, just stood in place and looked at her quietly.
Because he knows that no matter what he says, he can't express his feelings at the moment.
And An Qi, who was standing opposite, didn't wait for Zhao Lei to speak, so she felt that Zhao Lei had rejected her.
When she thought of this, An Qi felt as if her heart had been taken away, and it hurt so much that she couldn't even breathe smoothly, but she still had to pretend to be very generous.
"Okay, I know the answer, don't worry, I'll contact the captain to get out of here as soon as possible, and when you return to the army, I won't let you see me in the army. β