8 Don't be afraid, I'm here

At night.

"Grandma, I hurt."

"Grandma, Grandma......"

"The baby doesn't hurt, the baby doesn't hurt." Xiao An listened to Su Xiyan's dream, took off his shoes, gently climbed onto the bed, held the person in his arms, patted gently, and coaxed softly.

Midnight.

Su Xiyan felt a tingling pain in her throat, slowly woke up and opened her eyes, and wanted to move but found that she was tightly surrounded by a pair of arms, unable to move, and just wanted to struggle, a familiar scent of lavender came from the tip of her nose, and it suddenly quieted down.

Although Xiao An was extremely tired today, because she was worried about Su Xiyan in her arms, she slept very lightly, and when Su Xiyan moved, she woke up immediately, thinking that she had a nightmare, so she hurriedly coaxed, "The baby is not afraid, I am here, the baby is not afraid." ”

"An An." Su Xiyan's voice was hoarse like the sound of saws and wood because of the crying and nightmares that had been going on at night, constantly shouting and crying.

Xiao An reacted, immediately got out of bed and poured her a glass of water and handed it to her mouth.

Su Xiyan immediately swallowed down anxiously when he saw the water, and his throat finally improved after drinking a glass.

"Baby, do you want more?" Xiao An looked at Su Xiyan like this, and he was also very uncomfortable.

Su Xiyan shook his head.

Xiao An put the cup back in place, walked back to Su Xiyan's bedside, and took out the porridge he sold in the afternoon, "It's cold." After speaking, he frowned, "Baby, wait a while, I'll give you a hot one." ”

"An An." Su Xiyan reached out and grabbed the hem of his clothes, his voice was full of vulnerability, "Don't go." ”

"I'm not leaving, it's just that you haven't eaten anything since noon." Xiao An rubbed her head, "Good, I'll give you some heat, you eat something, I'm not leaving, obedient." ”

"I don't want to eat it." Su Xiyan didn't let go, and shook his head.

"The baby is well-behaved, obedient, and your body can't stand it if you don't eat it." Xiao An insisted.

"I don't want it, I want you to stay with me." Su Xiyan silently shed tears and looked at Xiao An stubbornly.

Xiao An was looked at by Su Xiyan like this, and his heart had already turned into a puddle of water, and there was nothing he couldn't promise.

"Okay, I'm not going anywhere, I'm just here with the baby." Xiao An put down the porridge in his hand and walked down again.

Su Xiyan moved his body to the side and patted the vacated half of the bed, "Come up, accompany me." ”

Xiao An Lisuo's slippers went to bed, and then reached out to fish the person in his arms, but before he could do anything, Su Xiyan automatically leaned over as soon as Xiao An got into bed, and hugged Xiao An to death, burying his face in his arms, as if in this way he could find a sense of security.

Xiao An silently folded her arms, silently supported her, and then used her actions to explain that she was there, and she would accompany her and would not leave.

"An An, grandma is gone." Su Xiyan's buzzing voice came from his arms.

"Baby, you still have me, I'm here." Xiao Anxin hurt the person in her arms, her body bones were already weaker than ordinary people, and now she was even more hit, she was really afraid that she would not be able to hold on, thinking of this, her heart was like being cut by a knife, if she could. I just hope that she will be happy and beautiful in her life, and I hope that all the bad things in the world will leave her, even if she wants to use her own happiness, she is also willing.

"Grandma is gone." Su Xiyan kept repeating this sentence, which shows what a terrible thing and what a painful blow Grandma Su's departure was for her.

"Baby, I'm here, I'm here." Xiao An didn't know what else to say except for herself, so she could only keep repeating it, hoping to give her a little strength.

"An An." Su Xiyan finally couldn't help crying.

"I'm here, I'm here, I've always been there." Xiao Anxin was in pain and almost couldn't breathe.

......

It wasn't until the sky was slightly bright that Su Xiyan fell asleep again.

Ten o'clock the next morning.

Su Xiyan woke up from her sleep, turned her head to look around, Xiao An was not there, this recognition made her heart rise up at once, she quickly got out of bed and ran out, looking for Xiao An everywhere.

"An An, An An......" Su Xiyan couldn't find Xiao An anywhere, his spirit completely collapsed, he squatted on the ground, his eyes were dull and he cried silently.

I don't know how long it took.

"Baby, baby, where are you?" Xiao An went to hand over the matter of Grandma Su to the doctor in the hospital, and as soon as she came back, she found that Su Xiyan was gone, and her shoes were still there, and her heart instantly hung up, and she immediately looked for Su Xiyan everywhere like crazy.

"Classmate, yelling is forbidden in the hospital." Passing by the doctor born to stop Xiao An.

"Baby, baby, where are you? Don't scare me. Xiao An ignored the doctor's words, "Baby, come out quickly, baby." ”

"Classmates, classmates." The doctor was also unhappy when he saw that Xiao An ignored his words, "The hospital prohibits noise, and I will call the security guard if I make any more trouble." ”

"Baby, baby." Xiao An didn't seem to hear it, and still looked for Su Xiyan everywhere.

Su Xiyan, who was squatting in the corner, heard Xiao An's voice, his eyes lit up immediately, and he immediately ran towards the source of life.

"Security, security." Seeing that Xiao An insisted on going his own way, the doctor grabbed a nurse and asked her to call a security guard, but the nurse was just about to go when she was hit by a girl who ran over.

"An'an, An'an." Su Xiyan hugged Xiao An tightly, afraid that as soon as he let go, he would disappear again.

"Baby, where are you going, I'm worried about me." After Xiao An held Su Xiyan in his arms, his hanging heart was finally comforted and finally let go.

"An An, I can't find you, I'm afraid." Su Xiyan buried his face in his arms and told his grievances.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Xiao An held her face with both hands and wiped her clean, "Not next time, no, there won't be a next time, I won't leave you alone again." Xiao An promised with a serious face.

"Eun." Su Xiyan looked at Xiao An's serious expression, and a warm current flowed in her heart, she really didn't know what she would do if Xiao An was gone.

Xiao An suddenly remembered that Su Xiyan had not yet put on shoes, and looked down, sure enough, the smooth feet were even whiter on the floor, Xiao An hugged the person, Su Xiyan was startled, and his hands wrapped around his neck in fear.

"How can I run around without shoes, what should I do if I get sick?" Xiao An seriously criticized Su Xiyan, but his eyes were full of worry.

"I can't see you when I wake up, I think you don't want me anymore, I'm afraid." Su Xiyan's voice was full of grievances, and her low voice was even more distressing.

"It's all my fault, there won't be a next time." Xiao An blamed himself, and after speaking, he carried the person back to the ward.

After placing Su Xiyan Xiao'an, he left the ward, found the doctor just now, and apologized to him seriously, and the doctor forgave him after hearing the whole thing, and told him to take care of his girlfriend.

Xiao An immediately returned to the ward after listening to the doctor's words.

As soon as he returned to the ward, he found that the porridge he had put for Su Xiyan before he left was still when he put it by himself, so he immediately stepped forward, picked up the porridge, scooped up a spoonful, put it to his mouth to blow it cold, and then fed it to her mouth.

Su Xiyan obediently opened her mouth to eat.

This was repeated until Su Xiyan ate all the bowls of porridge.

"An An, I want to see my grandmother." Su Xiyan looked at the sunlight on the ground.

Sunlight shines through the gaps in the leaves, scattered in the ward.

"Okay." Xiao An was silent for a moment and nodded.

The two came to the place where Grandma Su was placed.

At this time, Su Xiyan was extremely sober, looked at Grandma Su silently, and suddenly remembered what happened three years ago.