Chapter 192: He was reluctant
Pan'er looked at him like this, but she was inexplicably relieved in her heart.
Just as Jun Yucheng is very sensitive to her emotional changes, she also has a very keen sense of everything about him.
Xu is the reason why he has his own soul in his body, as long as what he thinks is related to herself, she can feel it at the first time, although it is not too specific, but it is enough for her to avoid risks.
It's just that because she deceived Jun Yucheng, she felt a little uncomfortable in her heart......
"Sister Xi, come and play together!"
Yan Yan looked at Pan Er, who looked at Jun Yucheng a little distracted, and hurriedly ran over, took her hand and smiled.
Pan Er came back to her senses, suppressed the little uneasiness in her heart, followed her over, sat beside Jun Yucheng, held his hand, leaned on his shoulder, and listened to him tell stories to the children.
There is no so-called defense, in Jun Yucheng's beautiful voice, they seem to be wandering in the sea of stories, which also gives Pan Er the illusion that they will be accompanied by their grandchildren in their old age.
Before you know it, the night is getting dark......
Watching the sunset, Jun Yucheng and Pan Er had to leave the ruined temple.
Before leaving, she was very reluctant to hug each of them, and in the end, Doudou even clutched her clothes tightly, looking like she was crying, which made her nose a little sour.
"When is Sister Xi going to come to see us next?" Doudou opened her mouth glutinously, and then she lowered her head, a little uneasy.
She also knew that it was wrong for her to ask like this, but she really liked Pan'er and wanted to see her every day......
"My sister doesn't know, but as soon as my sister is free, my sister will come to you immediately, okay?"
Gently rubbing her head, Pan'er wanted to take them all home in her heart.
After all, with her current ability, and the dowry that Qiye prepared for her, it is not difficult to take these children back.
Not really.
This will make these children develop dependence, which is very detrimental to their later life.
This is also the purpose of Xi Pan'er to teach them to learn to be self-reliant and learn to pay attention to hygiene, only by letting them rely on their own strength and improve their lives, they will know how to cherish and truly grow up in the future.
Doudou still pulled her clothes tightly, but this time, Xiaowei personally stepped forward and let go of her hand.
"Be obedient, otherwise Sister Xi won't come to see you next time!" He scolded softly, and Doudou flattened her mouth, but she still didn't cry, just nodded obediently.
"Sister Xi, Doudou will be obedient...... Next time, come and see us early! Her sensible appearance made Pan'er almost burst into tears.
She could only nod, and then was hugged by Jun Yucheng and left here.
During this period, she also kept looking behind and waving goodbye to them, until she couldn't see the broken temple, she lay on Jun Yucheng's body and couldn't stop sobbing.
"What to do...... I want to bring them all back......"
Even if she understands all the truths, many things can be accepted if she doesn't understand, and she can endure them if she doesn't understand!
Seeing the children living so strong in the broken temple, her heart felt like it had been cut......
They are all so young, but they have so many things to carry......
Jun Yucheng patted her on the back, and understood the torment in her heart.
If she hadn't been able to let go of those children, how could she have taught them so wholeheartedly?
The people next to them, at most, only bring them some food, where will they tell them to pay attention to hygiene, and even teach them to read and count?
Of course, there are people with other plans, but they will not do their best like Pan'er, and they will take each of them to heart......
To those people, the difference between the usable and the useless is like mud!
He knows this very well.
"Then we'll take them all back!" Jun Yucheng whispered in her ear, but Pan Er glared at him a little angrily.
"You're saying it's easy!"
Then she asked Jun Yucheng to help her wipe away the tears on her face, and muttered:
"If you bring them all back, what will you do? Not to mention that the plague in Sioux City has not been completely solved yet! You and I are going to get married again at this juncture, and we are already being watched by many people, if they know that we will bring Xiaowei and them back at this time......
They will definitely think that Xiaowei has some secrets on them, and what should they do if they are killed at that time? ”
Speaking of this, Jun Yucheng couldn't help but knock her on the head.
"You're worried about getting me in trouble, aren't you?"
No matter how impassioned she was, the unspoken words were full of concern for him, and such thoughtful looks made him very distressed.
He thought of the scene when he met Pan Er for the first time, at that time, she just wanted to be an ordinary woman, and even wanted to break off the marriage contract with herself, just because she was involved with him, and there must have been countless troubles that followed.
But fate made people, and they were still closely connected in the end.
And she, from a clear mind, has slowly become like this, thinking about everything all the time, and everything she has been thinking about should not be what she has to bear......
"What are you thinking?"
Pan'er looked at the complexity in his eyes, and stretched out his hand to gently smooth the wrinkles between his brows.
Jun Yucheng took her hand smoothly, put it on his chest, and looked at her with some entanglement and pain, with the path he is going to take now, he should dissolve the marriage contract with her and let her leave, this is the best protection for her.
But he was reluctant......
Mo said that he had broken the engagement with her, and he couldn't even do such a thing as letting go of her hand now.
"Less words? What's wrong with you? Pan Er noticed the tumbling emotion in his heart, and couldn't help but step forward, stand on tiptoe, and gently touch his forehead with her forehead.
"Pan'er ......"
"Scared me to death, I thought you weren't feeling well? What's wrong? Is it because you've been in the temple for too long and you're not used to it? ”
Her worried and concerned words made Jun Yucheng can't help but increase the strength of her hands, and Pan'er felt a little painful, but then, he held her firmly in his arms.
Feeling his somewhat excited emotions, Pan'er didn't resist, but gently patted him on the back.
"What should I do?"
Jun Yucheng whispered in her ear with some pain, "I know that it is best for you to let you go, but I can't do it...... Pan'er, I don't want you to leave my side, never! ”