Shen Qian's mother is in her fifties, but her sideburns are full of white hair, and the old man has kind eyebrows and kind eyes. didn't pick up, stared at me up and down, and then glanced at Shen Qian again. As if she was making a comparison, her eyes told me that she didn't think Shen Qian and I were a good match. Shen Qian reacted very quickly, and when she saw this, she instantly understood her mother's hesitation, and hurriedly explained: "Oh, he is the driver I just hired. "Yo, Sissi is now going out not only with a nanny, but also with a driver, which really gives your mother a long face." The woman selling clothes at the counter next door came up to talk at the sound of the voice, which seemed to be flattering on the surface, but I always felt like mockery. "Why don't you take your mother back to enjoy the blessings with such a big ability, what kind of clothes are you selling here, what a sin." Shen Qian smiled awkwardly.

"You have a guest there, why don't you go to Zhang Luo soon?" The old man smoothly took the woman next door away, and turned to his daughter and whispered: "You live a good life better than anything else, and it's not a matter for you to be a woman with a dudu." Qin Yuan hasn't been here for a while, what's the matter with you two? ”

Shen Qian snatched Dudu and handed it to her aunt, turned her head to me and said, "You take your aunt to the car and wait, the air here is not good, don't choke the child anymore." ”

I obediently led my aunt back to the car, knowing that Shen Qian didn't want outsiders to hear about her private affairs. Returning to the familiar space, Dudu broke free from my aunt's embrace, and forced herself to lean on me, dancing with her little hands scratching her ears and cheeks. The child is as his name suggests, and his face is very cute. Her personality is not like that of a little girl, and she is very noisy. Shen Qian is not by her side at this moment, she can indulge and act wantonly. As outsiders, my aunt and I didn't dare to interfere and accuse too much. Seeing her playing on the seat as a trampoline with her shoes on, I hesitated for a long time, and finally couldn't bear it anymore, so I even coaxed Dudu to take off her shoes. While waiting, I smoked a few cigarettes in succession, and looked at Dudu's lively and naughty figure through the car window, a little trance-like.

Unconsciously, Shen Qian returned to the car, her eyes were rosy as if she had just cried. She saw Dudu smile again, and she asked her aunt, "Dodu is jumping and playing on the seat?" Auntie, why don't you care about her? ”

The aunt is very innocent and does not argue. What can she say, beating or scolding, and not her own child.

"Xiaofei, let's drive, let's go home." Shen Qian gave an order.

The car kicked away in dust and drove directly to the underground garage of Shen Qian's community. When everyone got out of the car, I locked the car and returned the key to Shen Qian. She stuffed me with today's pay, saying that it was okay and that I could go home directly. took Shen Qian's money, I didn't feel good in my heart, I couldn't put it into words.

In the evening, I still followed Ding Xiaofei to the hospital. Parents were not there tonight, Yin Hui sat on the edge of the bed alone and muttered to me on the bed, Ding Xiaofei avoided it.

"Qin Yuan, why are you so ruthless, why haven't you woken up yet?" Yin Hui first pushed me on the bed angrily, and the people on the hospital bed were indifferent. She turned to say calmly: "Qin Yuan, you are really ruthless, you leave me alone and don't care about anything." Our mother is also sick today, but don't worry, she just has a cold and fever, and she will be fine in two days. Oh, by the way, today your college classmates organized a whole group of people to come and see you, you know? There were men and women, and they gave the fruits and flowers on the table. Do you want to eat fruit? I'll peel an orange for you to taste? ”

Yin Hui peeled two oranges and cut them off, and slowly stuffed them into the mouths of the people on the hospital bed one by one. The patient naturally did not chew, and at first her movements were very gentle and gentle, but then she somehow became more and more rude and savage, and she shoved the whole orange into the patient's mouth in one breath until she could no longer feed it. She said in despair: "Qin Yuan, you have opened your mouth, don't you usually like to eat oranges?" You can eat it. She gritted her teeth, her wrist stuck in the air, her bright gold bracelet glowing with a hint of shine. If it is who has suffered the blows of the past few days, it is inevitable that her spirit is a little unbearable, but she is not good at adjusting her mood and has nowhere to vent. The tougher she is on the surface, the more helpless and weak she is on the inside.

I don't know when, Ding Xiaofei suddenly appeared in front of Yin Hui, stopped Yin Hui's absurd behavior, and began to slowly take out the stuffed oranges from the patient's mouth with one hand and throw them into the trash. "Don't be like this, if you collapse, who will take care of Brother Qin?"

Yin Hui's emotions were like arrows on the bow, and she had to explode when she was touched by Ding Xiaofei, she suddenly knelt on the ground, burst into tears, rubbed the patient's hand and moaned: "You left me alone, you know how hard I insisted, do you know?" I am so tired...... I miss you so much...... Qin Yuan...... How long are you going to sleep? With so many people waiting for you to wake up, can you hear them? Yes? You tell me what to do? Do I have any other options? Her voice grew weaker and weaker, as if it were something or nothing.

I watched Yin Hui heartbroken and powerless. I tried to lift her up, but I couldn't.

Ding Xiaofei stepped forward to help, and Yin Hui didn't wait to stand firm, so he staggered out of the door. I chased her out and followed her into the bathroom. She hurriedly closed the door and began to cry, but she covered her mouth with her hands and deliberately suppressed her voice. She turned on the faucet and poured cold water on her face in the mirror until she couldn't tell whether it was tears or tap water left on her face. I stretched out my hands and stayed in the air for a long time to comfort Yin Hui, but I could only give up. I looked at Yin Hui's appearance in the mirror, and such a scene made my mood depressed to the extreme, and I was exhausted.

With tears in my eyes, I turned around and walked through the door to the bathroom, and as I walked away, my crying getting quieter. I raised my arm, my watch wrapped silently around my wrist, and I thought I knew the answer to that tear. Love or responsibility, which should I choose? I'm really struggling. I want to escape, I want to get away, I want to end my unfinished 49 days of business, maybe it's my best option right now. I don't have the right to live up to either of them, because I don't deserve them.

Bai Susu's sudden appearance did not disturb my thoughts, and she was standing right in front of me. I collected my tears and said, "I really can't stand it, I choose to give up, I'll go to the underworld with you to report now." ”

She looked at me quietly and asked, "Qin Yuan, have you figured it out?" If you give up, you really can't turn back, are you sure? Can you be accountable for what you say? ”

"I ...... I don't know, I ...... Are there any other options? ”

"Do you have any regrets in your life? Are you willing to give up? Are you really willing to leave your parents, Yin Hui, and Shen Qian? Can you really be so selfish and irresponsible as a man? Bai Susu said the most weighty words in the most peaceful tone. My brain kept repeating her words, like a picture played repeatedly on a movie and television, and I was out of breath for a while......