Chapter 1065: He Doesn't Love Me
Xu Muzhou smiled self-deprecatingly and stepped out of the door.
The lights lit up, the car turned around, and gradually drove away, and the world in front of it was black again.
Zhou Nian seemed to have suddenly been drained of all her strength, she walked under the grapevine trellis step by step and sat down on the swing.
She shook gently, and the night wind blew down on her face, and at this moment, she was even in a trance.
Because she didn't know if it was right for her to do this.
……
"Commander's ......"
Xu Muzhou didn't speak again since he got into the car and told the driver to drive back, Li Yu peeked a few times, and didn't dare to ask more, but he was as anxious as a cat scratching in his heart.
Why did the military commander come out, ma'am?
Didn't they come so far to take their wives back to the imperial capital?
"If you want to talk again, go to the logistics department to report on pig raising."
Li Yu immediately closed his mouth.
Joke, as the first intimate celebrity around Xu Muzhou, how could he be sent to raise pigs?
The ears were finally quiet, Xu Muzhou didn't want to think of Zhou Nian anymore, but he couldn't help but always have Zhou Nian's nasty face in front of him.
The porcelain white, clean little face, not the appearance of the city, but the appetite for him.
He suddenly felt a little remorseful, he shouldn't have left like this just now.
Anyway, they have only signed a divorce agreement now, and they are not officially divorced, and it is not illegal for him to sleep with her.
It's just that the words that Yun Sheng said to him before seemed to be chiseled in his head.
Therefore, he still restrained herself and let her decide for herself, and still did not force her.
Xu Muzhou didn't know if he was right to do this at this time, but later, after that series of events, what he regretted the most was that he didn't take Zhou Nian away from H City directly, but chose to respect her wishes.
……
"Niannian?"
Aunt Song pushed the door out and saw Zhou Nian sitting alone on the swing in the night.
"The man...... Let's go? Aunt Song walked up to Zhou Nian and sat down: "He's your boyfriend?" ”
Zhou Nian shook his head slightly: "It should be regarded as my husband, no, ex-husband, although we haven't gotten the divorce certificate yet." ”
Aunt Song was a little surprised: "Niannian, it can be seen that your husband loves you very much, why do you make such a fuss that you want to divorce?" ”
"Love me?" Zhou Nian looked at Aunt Song blankly: "Aunt Song, at most, he just likes me a little." ”
More precisely, I like her body and sleep with her.
But it's not easy to say this to Aunt Song.
Aunt Song laughed: "Silly child." ”
"I'm not stupid, I can see it, Aunt Song, he didn't like me at first, and then we got along a little better, but I also feel that he just likes me a little bit at most."
Aunt Song took Zhou Nian in her arms: "Niannian, although Aunt Song has never been married in her life, it doesn't mean that she has no experience, your husband doesn't seem to be an ordinary man at all, he must be a great man." ”
Zhou Nian did not deny this: "Indeed, he is a great person." ”
"But he is still willing to come all the way to find you like this, and he still cares about you like this, worries about you, Niannian, you tell me, this is not love for you, what is this?"
"He's the kind of person he is, he has a strong sense of responsibility because I'm his wife......"
"Didn't you say you're already getting divorced? Do you think a man who is about to become your ex-husband would do this if he doesn't love you anymore? ”
"If I'm not mistaken, he didn't mention divorce."
"He mentioned it, but he repented of it."
Aunt Song was stunned for a moment.
The matter between this husband and wife is really difficult to explain clearly, and the subtlety is probably only known to them.
"Aunt Song, I want to ask you, do you think people with big gaps in origin, personality, knowledge, ability, etc., are suitable to be together?"
"Nian Nian, let me also ask you, what do you think is the most important thing for two people to be together?"
Zhou Nian thought about it very seriously: "Love and sincerity." ”
"Isn't it origin, personality, insight, ability, blah blah blah?"
Zhou Nian didn't know how to answer for a while.
Aunt Song sighed lightly: "Nian Nian, two people love each other, it is the most important thing, there are many right people in this world, and the conditions in all aspects are also more matched, but feelings can't be bought and sold, and they can't be selected on the table, they can be selected the same when they feel appropriate, and they will be together if they feel suitable, the most important thing in feelings is feelings and feelings, it feels right, the feelings are enough, and the water will come forever for a long ......time."
"I know that feelings are the most important, but sometimes, those external factors will still affect the relationship between two people, I can't keep up with his pace, always cause trouble, I think, I really don't deserve him."
"Whether you are worthy or not, he thinks it, not your own speculation, Niannian, why don't you ask him?"
"Aunt Song, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that I won't have a good result with him, I'm afraid that there won't be a long time between me and him, I'm afraid that he won't like me one day......"
"So, because you were afraid of that outcome, you even gave up on starting?"
Zhou Nian hugged his knees, buried his head down, and didn't speak for a long time.
"Niannian, you are just too inferior, don't you believe that a man like him will fall in love with you?"
After a long time, Zhou Nian nodded lightly: "It's like a dream, every day with him, it's like a dream, I'm always worried that the dream will wake up suddenly, and all this will become empty joy." ”
"Then work harder, hold his hand harder and don't let go, try harder to make yourself better and stronger, Niannian, in your marriage with him, have you tried your best?"
Zhou Nian shook his head slightly.
"You only have to work hard once with all your heart, and you will not regret it in the future, and it is useless to bury your head in the sand like an ostrich."
"Aunt Song, let me think about it."
"Well, you really have to think about it, Niannian, if you don't have him in your heart, then start a new life, don't look back, if you still have him in your heart, if you lose it like this, what a pity."
"Aunt Song, have you ever had any regrets?"
Aunt Song looked at the moonlight in the sky in a daze, who didn't have someone she loved when she was young, but it's a pity that her blessings are shallow and she has lost the person she loves forever.
"Niannian, Aunt Song has regrets, so I don't want to watch you young people waste a lot of time."
"Aunt Song, what is it like to love someone?"
Zhou Nian gently lay on Aunt Song's lap, Aunt Song stroked her hair, and the two of them spoke in a low voice.