Eighty-one
In Tang Jianyu's eyes, the fiery red object was condensed into a little bit, beating like fire. Tang Jianyu's pupils dilated and contracted, and he processed a lot of emotions in an instant. Tang Jianyu raised his head slowly, lifted his eyelids, and looked at the delicate woman sitting opposite him with a smile. He made a dull thud on the wooden table with his knuckles, and said nothing.
Li Yaxin had been keeping his head down, but when he heard the voice, he raised his head, and saw that although Tang Jianyu was smiling, his eyes were like a lake with wind and snow, cold and deep, and his body trembled for no reason. Tang Jianyu tilted his head and smiled, his fingers slightly opened in the direction of the invitation and quickly shrunk into a fist.
"I, I'm ......" Li Yaxin looked at Tang Jianyu, Tang Jianyu squinted, Li Yaxin bit his lip and said, "I want to get married, and his family is in a hurry." I knew from the beginning that you didn't want to get married! Maybe it was to vent his anger or maybe it was a loss, Li Yaxin's voice became louder. Tang Jianyu closed his eyes before he spoke, "So you're dating two men at the same time?" ”
"I tried, I tried my best to hope that you would love me, but I couldn't feel it. That's why I married someone else. Li Yaxin seemed to be arguing with someone. Tang Jianyu's face was full of frost, and he repeated again, "So you're dating two men at the same time?" Li Yaxin avoided Tang Jianyu's gaze and pursed her mouth into a straight line.
"So you're dating two men at the same time, aren't you?" Tang Jianyu repeated it again, Li Yaxin turned his head and began to look directly into Tang Jianyu's eyes, he didn't know whether he was pity or resentment in his eyes, and asked, "Do you have to embarrass yourself so much?" Hearing this, Tang Jianyu felt his temples jump and replied: "No, it's you who are embarrassed." ”
Tang Jianyu's emotions were a little out of control, and a lot of unmeasured words were about to rush out on the tip of his tongue, but fortunately, the waiter appeared in time, set up the tea set in turn, poured hot tea, and said: "Serve you tea, warm ripe tea, and consume food after the meal." Tang Jianyu only raised his finger slightly, and the waiter silently withdrew. He was secretly glad in his heart, fortunately he was interrupted in time, and he definitely didn't want the other party to see his gaffe.
After the waiter left, the air regained its weight, and the warm aroma of tea rose unknowingly, spreading, and finally being swallowed up in the human breath. Li Yaxin took a deep breath, and her expression became strangely relaxed, "I'm not embarrassed, it was you who gave me a lot of time, and it was you who pushed me into someone else's arms, haha, it was all your own doing." Hearing Li Yaxin's laughter, Tang Jianyu looked at her, and was surprised to find that the other party's eyes were red. Li Yaxin immediately turned her head, wiped her eyes, and said, "I really hate myself, it's so useless, it's not me who should cry." ”
Tang Jianyu sighed, and when he opened his mouth again, there was no emotion in his words, and he said, "Let's stop here, cherish each other." I'll send you back. After that, he got up and went to get his coat and bag, and he didn't touch the invitation from beginning to end. No, I'm not done yet! Li Yaxin's shoulders arched into stiff lines, and his tone was tough.
"What else do you want?" Tang Jianyu asked, Li Yaxin looked up at the tall and thin man, and the corners of his pale lips raised with a coldness that fascinated and hated her. "You sit back first, thank you." Li Yaxin replied. Tang Jianyu raised his eyebrows and returned to his seat as he said. Li Yaxin's slender fingers were white and pink against the red background of the invitation, and she was unusually beautiful.
This is a blank invitation. Tang Jianyu was stunned, he looked at the invitation card and then at Li Yaxin's tearful face, looking confused.
I lied to you, I don't want to marry someone else, I'm just testing whether you care about me or not! The result is neither good nor bad, although you don't care that much, but it's not unresponsive, at least there are feelings, right? I'm sorry, I didn't hold back. Say yes to be a person who follows your pace, say yes at least to make you feel relaxed...... But because I like it more and more, I become more and more greedy...... Forgive me.
Li Yaxin had a thousand words but couldn't say them, she could only press the blank invitation, bite her lip desperately, let the tears flow wildly, and couldn't make a sound, so that the whole person was trembling.
Tang Jianyu's sense of powerlessness has now developed into a kind of tiredness, which has swept through the whole body. He put his left hand on his forehead and asked for a long time, "What the hell is going on?" He looked at the invitation, and then at Li Yaxin. She didn't know who she was with, what she was talking to, one thing was for sure, it wasn't Tang Jianyu with him......
On the way back after sending Li Yaxin, Tang Jianyu remembered her last goodbye: she stood at the intersection where she picked him up and recognized the door, and her gentle eyebrows and eyes were even more pitiful because she had cried. A gust of wind blew the white hairs around the brim of her hat and shook from side to side, and she raised her hand and smiled reluctantly, "Goodbye." "There is only lip shape, no sound.
"It's all over." Tang Jianyu secretly thought that he decided to go to Jin Hua's bar at night.
At seven o'clock in the evening, it was already dark, but the city's nightlife had not yet begun, and there were a few tables of chatting guests in the bar, and the boss Jin Hua had not appeared here for a month because his wife was about to give birth, which was exactly what Tang Jianyu wanted.
He sat in the usual window seat, and listened to whispers near and far in his ears, but he could not hear anything; The eyes are blankly watching the lights go out, but in fact, they can't see anything. He sat like this, thinking nothing of it, occasionally taking a sip of the soda mint water in his hand.
I don't know how long I sat there, but someone walked up to Tang Jianyu's table and sat down opposite without saying a word. Tang Jianyu didn't plan to look at the other party, but she called the waiter and ordered a glass of brandy with ice. Tang Jianyu heard the voice of an acquaintance, and then turned his head.
Shao Wenyu held her left leg and knee with both hands, smiling and sitting opposite, between the black cashmere turtleneck, a thin diamond necklace was just right, and the long ivory white down jacket was casually placed on the side of the seat. "Is the timing of my appearance?" She asked Tang Jianyu with a smile, Tang Jianyu also smiled slightly, and replied: "It's not suitable, it also appeared." ”
"Haha." Shao Wenyu smiled and took the wine handed by the waiter, and took a sip, which was cold and spicy with a slightly sweet aftertaste. "Jin Hua's man-made house is unreliable, and he is still a good hand at finding wine. Would you like to try it? Shao Wenyu winked at the man and put down the cup. Tang Jianyu shook his head and smiled back: "When did you start drinking?" Shao Wenyu tilted his head and said, "It's early, the first time I drank it for you!" Do you remember? ”
Tang Jianyu rolled his eyes, shook the water glass in his hand, and said lightly: "I don't remember." And at that time, Shao Wenyu's coquettish appearance with his face, as well as her overflowing confession on that snowy night, had already flashed through his mind quickly. Shao Wenyu took another sip of wine, swallowed it urgently, provoked her to burp immediately, and immediately replied: "Oh my God, how can I know such a ruthless man as you, it's really boring." Tang Jianyu only frowned in the face of the accusation.
People came in the bar one after another, the background music changed one after another, and finally a "Reserved" came in a low voice, as soon as the prelude sounded, Shao Wenyu saw Tang Jianyu's eyes widen reflexively, and immediately pointed at him and said: "Haha, I saw it, see how you pretend." Tang Jianyu seemed to laugh when he surrendered, looked outside again without saying anything, and Shao Wenyu stopped talking when he saw this.
Perhaps the song was so lingering and intense that the whole bar became so quiet, allowing the weeping female voice to float ethereal and delicate in the air......