Chapter 92: Spiritual Derailment

At night, the bustling neon of the city shone on the streets, Lu Yanshen stepped forward quickly and grabbed the white seed ink in front of him, his eyebrows were full of sorrow, "Where are you going?" The voice was soft, "Didn't you say you want us to go back to the way we used to get along, what's wrong?" Don't like it again? He looked at her with a dejected look in his eyes and said, "It should be very touching to be confessed by the person you love in public, isn't it?" Still is. He swallowed his saliva again and again, "Or do you think that such a move will make him feel uncomfortable and affect the way you get along with each other." ”

Bai Zimo raised his head sharply and his eyes widened, his eyes flickering.

"You know, I know women very well, I know you better, I guess you never told him anything about me, never took the initiative to mention that you have a boyfriend, I guess you have a good impression of him, don't deny it, don't lie in front of me." His eyes sadly fell on Bai Zimo's panicked eyes, "You will feel that the way you get along with each other now is full of freshness and fun, I can understand it, because every relationship will have a period of boredom, but every relationship will eventually be dull, I don't doubt your feelings for me, nor do I blame you for having a good impression of him, the actions I just did just want to tell you, tell everyone that you belong to me, I want to tell you, I love you, I love you very much, I hope you can still love me as before, to tell the truth, I have always thought that there is nothing I can't do in my life, but in the face of you, I often feel helpless, and the most feared thing in the relationship is mental derailment, because people are far away, I can try my best to get it back, but the heart is far away, I am helpless. ”

Every cell in Bai Zimo's body seemed to be tense, and he pursed his lips as if he was about to bite them, staring straight at Lu Yan's tearful pupils.

squeezed out a wry smile, and dotingly stroked Bai Zimo's ear hair, "You have always refused to marry me, because our feelings are not clear enough, not trusting enough, or maybe the sense of security I gave you is not enough, or maybe from the beginning when you agreed to be with me, it was because you were moved, not heartbeat, but the person who was originally moved in the relationship loved very humbly, because he needed to spare no effort to beg for the other party's love." The corners of his mouth flattened, and tears slid down, "Actually, I thought it was all over, I thought I could really trust you unconditionally, but I overestimated my greatness, I was selfish, I was very possessive, and I even. ”

"I've been in less and less contact with him since the last time I spoke to you, Gen."

"Every Weibo he posts now has your comments and likes, the songs he publishes on the singing software have traces of your visit, and the deliberately suppressed emotions make you depressed all day long, I know that if this matter is not completely solved at the beginning, it will become a huge hidden danger, people have a rebellious mentality, and the more they are grasped, the more they want to escape, so I give you time to think about it, either me or him." Lu Yanshen's eyes were as blank and weak as falling dust, and his tone was mixed with a slight tremor.

Letting go of his lip that was about to be bitten, Bai Zimo exhaled heavily, "I said that he and I are just ordinary friends. ”

A trace of coldness flashed in Lu Yanshen's eyes, "I don't allow you to have any friends of the opposite sex other than Jiang Ran, and ordinary ones are not good." His jaw trembled, "You think about contacting me, after the party, I still have to go to Fang Yi's house to discuss the project with the company, and I won't come back in the evening." He stopped a taxi and escorted her to the car.

Bai Zimo sat silently in the car, staring blankly at the scenery passing by outside the window, Lu Yanshen's expression of speech was still vivid, the sadness, self-blame, and dazed expression in his heart alternately derived, and the emotions that he had never dared to face were finally sorted out after he said it, he liked music, he liked animals, all Mu Yunfan's preferences seemed to be the same as the boyfriend he had fantasized about, the feeling that made his heart pound, the kind of good feeling that made him feel scared, the kind of happiness that would suddenly meet in a dream, Everything is strong evidence of the mental infidelity that left you speechless.

The afternoon sun shines through the shop windows and casts on the walls, and the café is filled with a rich aroma.

Fang Yi stirred the coffee lightly and took a sip, "When Lu Yanshen was drunk at my house last night, I thought he just wanted to get drunk because of the recent pressure from the company, so that he could relax his nervousness, but he couldn't give up all morning, which led to a mistake in the contract, and I realized that things were not good, I expected it was because of you, because the person who can make him lose his soul in this world is you, except for grandma, is you." Fingertips lightly tapped the glass table a few times, "Of course, I came to you today, I am standing in a neutral position, never favoring anyone, Lu Yan is deep, very stupid, he knows women very well, so he is clear about the psychological activities revealed by your every move, it is because he is clear that he wants to give you the opportunity to make a choice, he doesn't know that this act of knowing righteousness may lose you, because the most taboo in the relationship is selflessness, since you choose to be selfless, how can you get the desired result, He cares about you very much, he loves you very much, he once tried to help Jiang Ran get his father to agree to accompany his mother for treatment, the most important reason is that he feels that only by sending Jiang Ran away, your relationship will not have a sense of crisis, the reason why Lin Wanbai can go through all the formalities of going abroad so quickly is also his laborious private help, because he is afraid that the relationship between Lin Wanbai and me will affect your relationship, and you also know that he gave up the inheritance of the Lu Group because of you, Everything he did was because he loved you too much and wanted to make your emotional wall unbreakable, but also to comfort his insecure heart, which was actually a particularly fragile and insecure person. The corners of his mouth raised a bitter smile, "Actually, I don't know if what I said has an impact on your decision, but I firmly believe that you love him, just like I still firmly believe that Lin Wanbai loves me, I don't want you to repeat the mistakes of the past, I don't want you to miss each other, my suggestion is that no matter what kind of relationship you and him are based on now, you must decisively clear it emotionally, and strangle all good feelings in the cradle, every man is strong and possessive in the face of love, I will go first, the company still has something." Fang Yi got up, patted Bai Zimo's shoulder and left.