"There is another important reason" / 2015-02-24

There's another important reason.,A cow.,Rarely herd cows.,Rarely with partners.,Second,I didn't play much with my classmates in junior high school.,I still remember.,At the beginning of the semester.,Go downstairs to play checkers beads.,The classmates upstairs are talking about me.,"How can Chiba go down to play" "He usually sits in the classroom.。

In the dream, I remembered to do the previous things, and my partners, we were happy, no worries, and after waking up, we were full of worries about the unknown future.

How is high school, junior high school, and college graduate school different?

The former doesn't have any entertainment, there are many table tennis games in elementary school, the shell of the notebook is against the wall, playing at school with partners at night, watching TV in the store, watching Avanti at the teacher's house, going to game halls and Internet cafes to watch others play games or watch TV dramas and movies, in addition, there is no entertainment, I rarely go out in high school, I bought mp4 in the back, I invite someone to animate, I can go out to surf the Internet in two months, and there is nothing else, there was no mobile phone at that time, why did I only read books at that time, because I thought I should do it, I did it, even if I wanted to fall, there wasn't much time to be free, and my actions were controlled, and I was a graduate student in college, I thought I should do it, and I wrote a plan, but in fact I didn't do it, there were too many temptations, I couldn't control myself, there were no restrictions outside, sometimes I did it very seriously, although the plan was being revised, but I was still very dissatisfied with myself, I didn't feel bad when I read the literature, on the contrary, I felt like I wanted to continue reading it after reading it for a while, but once I rested, once I played, I didn't want to watch it anymore, It took a little time to chase the three major migrant workers in college.,After the graduate school entrance examination to the first semester of graduate school.,The online game Tower of Eternity has more time to play.,Now it's estimated that you can quit playing stand-alone.。

Make an exact and feasible plan, force yourself appropriately, study and study when the time comes, force yourself to let go of the suspense of the anime drama and put down the game to rest, and you will become your ideal self.

I think I should do this, I think I want to be such a person, but in fact you can't do what you expected every day, it will only make your original unconfident self even less confident in yourself, and become such garbage now, QQ sees others, thinks of others how good, how far they are behind, and dare not interact with others, and blames yourself alone, and recalls the past there, which is really bad. At least complete your plan and at least don't be the last person you want to be.

"Realizing the Fake, the Dream Collapses" / 2015-02-24

That's where I cast it, and it's precious.

A little more than 16 points, estimated

Dream, remember the part: In the high school school, wangcan asked me to go outside to talk, and there was another man on the way, about the west side of the campus, I don't know how to lie down, she was in the middle, I don't remember the specific conversation clearly, he was a muscular man, she said a few words, and then squeaked, holding my hand, I didn't seem to say a few words there, I may have a little helplessness and self-blame, probably, he said she was his. Later, a teacher who was about to go back to the teacher, suddenly realized that I would be like Superman, so like a skateboard, he rushed from the playground to the wall of the teaching building, rushed up, and entered the familiar corridor of the third year of high school, as if he still wanted to play, and went down and up again, but he got stuck on the horizontal pillar on the side of the corridor, how could he not use his ability, he was sweating a little, and he was about to ring the class bell, and the high school math teacher Na Youyun looked at me with angry eyes, "You, this is unfaithful!" I didn't answer, I just jumped straight down, I was sure to be able to use my ability again, and I thought about what if I couldn't get out and fell to my death, I hesitated, or struggled to turn over, but I couldn't go directly to the corridor, so there was a certain risk of letting go, but the part in the corridor was obviously heavier than the outside part, and the result was successful, I entered the classroom, it seemed to be a biology class and it didn't seem to be, I went in the back door and turned left, sat on her right, there was no stool, a classmate on the right realized it, and also moved a little over, a little on each of the two stools, I sat in the middle, Said a sentence "dui.nong.dui.nong (the meaning of eating all the time and eating all the time)", suddenly recalled that when I was a child, I also said something like this to her who was small, "angry," "Don't be so loud", the head teacher Xing Chihong walked forward and pulled out a stool for a student who did not have a stool in front of him to sit, and then another student may have a little situation, he said to the teacher, the teacher agreed to let him go down, he was too hungry to eat, Another teacher said: The previous one should also ask if there is any situation, so I used to go down, in the familiar cafeteria, walking and eating with the small aunt and small grandmother, I saw a few new classmates in the big plastic bucket of pouring food sandwiched a few vegetables, a little rice where they said "add some rice to eat", I said "there is not a ...... to add rice" my aunt pulled me, I suddenly realized that I should not say, otherwise they have no face, they were going to pour rice, but they could only walk towards the teaching building, Nie Yingyao from our village seems to have also turned over there to read, handsome, seeing the English teacher Wang Anrong coming from the door, walking, thinking of English, thinking of the third year of high school English scores have deteriorated, thinking of the average English test, grades? Suddenly I realized that I was a graduate student, and I was in the third year of high school, which was unreasonable, and I had a headache, and everything around me disappeared, and then I gradually woke up......

Memory is forgotten or remembered, we have no right to choose at all, for the sake of the present, some should be forgotten can not be forgotten, in order to be able to reminisce and experience, some good can not remember, if all the memories can be completely recorded, those who want to forget can choose to forget, so it is good, even if you choose to forget, you will never remember again.

Dreams will mix together the memories of different timelines such as the past, the past, and the recent, and people from the future may appear at a certain time and place in the past, and people from the past may appear on a certain occasion in the future; Dreams allow you to re-experience, create opportunities, and complete the regrets you have had; Grandpa said that after a certain age, dreams can predict the future.

There are several scenes in the dream, mixed with many people at different times and places, when you find that some places do not match reality, the dream will also wake up, everything around you will turn into nothingness, living in someone's dream, when he realizes that the recognized you are dead, the reason why this you will disappear is because in his consciousness, this you do not exist, a bit like Tsukinomiya Ayu.