On April 11, 2016, Chiba worked hard to write "Sequel, Heartwarming History Revision" from a very objective point of view on the topic of his own heart-warming history.

The History of Heartbeat 10

A very special girl, codenamed Qiong Zimei

I don't know when she met me,

Although they are classmates from the same high school,

I only met her in college.

QQ acquaintance,

Although I don't talk to her much,

But every conversation is very feeling,

The feeling of being the same kind of people in thought,

While there may not be many similar hobbies,

But when talking about Chinese and foreign masterpieces,

And talk about the thoughts of the world,

and talk about how to deal with people in reality, etc.,

I feel like we're all about the same.

We should be similar in personality,

Once, when I was teaching self-study in the first year of undergraduate,

After receiving a text message with a mobile phone number anti-theft,

I was happy to tell her,

found out that she said that she set up more than one anti-theft number,

And many more later,

I was very angry,

I vividly remember one time we were chatting,

Talking about feelings and marriage,

She said that love comes only after marriage,

That's exactly what she said,

Her New Year's greetings,

I don't have a network at home and I haven't logged in Q,

I replied when I came to school at the beginning of the school year,

Talked about something again,

Given that she says she has few friends of the opposite sex,

Then she said she rarely contacted people,

And then she contacted me again,

So I feel like she still has a certain appreciation for me.

Coupled with the content of that conversation,

I've also said a lot of things,

Coupled with those previous experiences of mine,

Originally, I was just preparing comments and impressions for a certain article,

As a result, when I was ready to prepare, I felt that something was wrong.

If this communication continues, I will be tempted and emotional to her,

And once I move my heart, I will definitely get hurt, I don't want to get hurt again,

And so I came to a conclusion,

After communicating to a certain extent,

An exchange of hearts and minds and an exchange of opinions is a must,

It won't hurt that way, hello me, hello everyone,

Because you know that if you don't have hope, you won't let yourself be tempted, if you don't let yourself be tempted, you won't expect from others, and if you don't have expectations, you won't be disappointed, and if you don't be disappointed, you won't get hurt.

So there is no doubt that it is right to show that there is an exchange of opinions.

Coupled with what she said,

and four or five coincidences from the past and the future happen to be superimposed,

I am very confident in myself,

Coupled with the re-viewing of the Wings of Longevity,

Not only did I prepare my thoughts and comments on that article,

I also prepared a lot of things to show my heart,

And then I intended it like this,

I asked her a question directly, and then I communicated something with her.

And then come to a conclusion, whether she likes me or not, whether she likes me or not, or whether she thinks about me in that capacity,

If the answer is good, then it's good,

If the answer is not good, I don't need to say anything about the things I prepared, because you like people is not the reason why people like you, you like it is your own will, you appreciate others that is your own business, and it has nothing to do with others, plus at that time I was very convinced that wishful thinking is fate, together must be happy, unilateral will is really against God, even if you barely come together, the rest is only misfortune, there is nothing to fear between men and women, as long as people are alive, it is inevitable that they will hurt, But we can reduce the intensity and duration of it, and after a certain level of communication, the exchange of opinions is to reduce the possible harm to each other, for the sake of hello, I am good, and everyone is really good.

That's when I was doing this realization.

only to confirm that even if Ao Chuxue didn't want to be with me, she loved me 100% of the time.

cried for Ao Chuxue again,

At that time, I felt that it was too late with Ao Chuxue,

Because I think Qiong Zimei and I are a fateful pair;

That's when I was doing this realization.

The personality that has been twisted for many years is suddenly twisted and corrected,

From being scared when I saw girls in high school, to being uncomfortable and shy with girls in college, to being fearless now.

I asked her directly if I could get married and wait.

She said she didn't want to get married.

also said that she did not say that,

said that if you meet someone who has feelings, you will get married,

If she can't touch it, she won't tie it, and her family allows her to do this,

Her question was very specific,

It's completely different from ordinary people,

After that, we discussed other things for a while.

And then I also asked a couple of questions,

It's about those four or five coincidences.

She answered them all.

Knowing the answers to those questions,

It's a little bit different from what I expected,

The sense of fatalism has decreased a lot,

Then, I thought about why Ao Chuxue treated me like that since she loved me,

Since I had nowhere to go, I only went to the best side, so I came up with a second comprehensive emotional journal.

In the above description of Ao Chuxue, the worst-case scenario and the best-case scenario are considered, so that it will be closer to the objective facts.

I feel that she is very unconventional in thought and life, has her own thoughts and life style, has read a lot of Chinese and foreign masterpieces, occasionally writes something, loves photography, has a certain view of the world, and is very different from the people around her, which is very good, people should be different, either ahead of the times or behind the times, should belong to a very safe type.

The timeline is the axis big event version

(The worship type is not included here, because worship can only be seen from a distance, and is used to worship and look up to them)

Born in 1991

In 2002, there was a good girl with short hair who hasn't been heard from since, and it's a pity

In 2004, at the instigation of a classmate, I wrote a letter on stationery to a girl in the class who might like me, but she didn't give it to the class teacher and didn't respond

2007-2010 Met Ao Chuxue

2010.09 Xin Xiang met me

2011.02.27 Confession to Lu Junya was rejected

2011.02 Started a study group and got to know Que Xinyue

2011.02 In the morning reading, I got to know Yu Xinxiang

2011.03-04 I am with Ao Chuxue

2011.04.17 Ao Chuxue dumped me for the first time

2011.07.21 I was shocked to find out that she was the same person

2011.08 Entered the second club and met Zhao Shuidan

2011.08.31 Zhao Shuidan told me to go out and talk, but I was released as a pigeon

2011.09.18 Ask Que Xinyue hope, you are not my thing

2012.02 Expressed his liking to Hua Huiying

2012.03 Hua Huiying asked me to go out, but I ignored her

2012.11 I thought Ao Chuxue had reconciled with me

2012.12 Dumped by Ao Chuxue for the second time

2013.04 Xiang Xiaofan courted me

2016.02 I asked Qiong Zimei about getting married

2016.03 I thought Ao Chuxue had reconciled with me

2016.03.24 Ao Chuxue blocked the way I contacted her, and was dumped by Ao Chuxue for the third time

The above records my general emotional experience and experience from elementary school to the present, and what happened is all recorded in my private diary, and this is just a brief description of the general framework. And the next thing to talk about is the true meaning of life that I have learned from these experiences.