Erlang has not made a sound, but Lu Ziling vaguely knew his decision......

Back at the Lin family, the room in the courtyard was still full of joy, but everyone's faces were no longer happy except for solemnity.

"I'm your big brother, so I'll go this time."

Da Lang looked at his brother and Lu Ziling reluctantly, pursed his lips, and clenched his fists, he promised his father and mother to take good care of his younger brothers, and he couldn't let them take risks.

"I'll go! Big brother, second brother, third brother, you all have people to take care of, I am alone, and it is most suitable for me to go. Shiro said.

Everyone in the world says that reading is high, but in his opinion, he is useless as a scholar.

"I'll go, my legs and feet are not good, I will be assigned to the stove room when I go, it's safer, Shiro has to study hard and take the exam, the eldest brother has to serve the crops, the second brother has just gotten married, I can't just leave the new daughter-in-law and go to the battlefield, I go the most appropriate." Saburo said.

He has always felt that he is the most redundant person in the Lin family, and the Lin family has raised him for so long, it is time for him to repay the Lin family.

Erlang didn't say a word, quietly watching the three of them fighting for go, but Lu Ziling couldn't hide his sadness and looked at Erlang.

She knew he would.

The sunset is like blood, staining half the sky red, and the village is crying, there are no dead people, but it is also goodbye.

Tomorrow, the conscription officials will come to pull people, and the court is afraid that the poor man will flee with his family, so he deliberately notifies them late, giving them a surprise, and there is no chance to even prepare for it.

Da Lang and the others were still arguing about who would go, but Lu Ziling stood alone in the backyard looking at the sunset in a daze.

She came here like duckweed, and finally had someone she liked, and she became married to him as she wished, but she was about to part with life and death, everything was like a dream, but it couldn't be crueler.

Erlang stood not far away to look at her with a faint gaze, she stood quietly in the courtyard, her black hair danced lightly in the breeze, her slender figure was poignant and moving in the sunset, his eyes were dyed with sadness and reluctance, and he slowly stepped forward.

"I'm sorry!" He said.

I married you, but I can't give you a stable life, I like you, but I can't give you pure love.

Lu Ziling didn't seem to hear it, and still looked at the sunset thoughtfully, watching the beautiful color slowly become dim, just like happiness, blooming and about to wither.

"The sunset is infinitely good, but it's just near dusk." For a long time, she said sentimentally.

Erlang stood side by side with her, bathing in the sunset, and his cold face had a touch of childlike affection in the sunset.

"If I can, I really want to be with you Prime Minister Bai and have an ordinary life."

What kind of responsibility and mission, what he wants, is only her.

"Why not?" She turned her head to look at him, her gaze clear and pure.

Erlang was stunned for a moment, his deep eyes were complicated, and he sighed lightly, "Some people can live for themselves, and I was born to live for others." ”

"Do you like me?" She asked, her gaze still as pure as water.

His deep eyes were full of tenderness, he raised his right hand to caress her white jade-like face, and the corners of his mouth hooked up a pure smile, a little sad, more helpless, "If there are only you and me left in this world, how good it would be!" ”

The light on the horizon gradually dimmed, the last rays of the sunset dissipated between the floating clouds, and at the beginning of the month, the stars slowly appeared, and it was already the beginning of twilight.

Erlang's room has long been renewed, the fresh thatch exudes a faint fragrance of grass, the cabinets, tables and chairs in the house are all new, hung with red cloth strips, a few pieces of daughter's mirror, comb and other supplies form a simple dresser, Lu Ziling looked at herself blurred in the mirror, and removed the joyful red flower and red rope on her head.

The Lin brothers were gathering together to discuss who would be a soldier, and the sound of the argument was sometimes clear, sometimes vague, and I don't know how long it took to stop.

Lu Ziling watched the delicate red candle slowly burn out, and her eyes finally showed a sad color.

Then, Erlang's calm and unique footsteps sounded, slowly approaching, the door of the new house was pushed open with a creak, and the breath belonging to Erlang poured into the room.

Lu Zi didn't look back, but his heartbeat slowly accelerated, and his hand unconsciously ran the tips of his hair.

There was silence, as if the air was still.

It was so quiet that you could hear each other's breathing and heartbeats.

Erlang looked at her slender back from the moment he entered the house, stopped less than a meter away from her, and never took half a step forward, his deep eyes fixed on her emaciated back.

He can't let Da Lang go to be a soldier, if he leaves, where will she go.

Erlang's eyes finally moved away from her, and he took out a piece of yellow paper from the collar of his neck, and wrote two words 'Leave the book' in his handwriting, and after several struggles, he still handed it forward.

"This is a letter of resignation, if I don't come back, you will ......" Although the words were not finished, the meaning was obvious.

Lu Ziling turned her head slowly, calmly turned her gaze from his calm and self-contained face to the paper in front of him, took the paper, looked at it numbly, and then stopped moving like a puppet.

Jiro looked at her in surprise and moved his lips, "You didn't say anything else?" ”

Why is she so calm and silent, doesn't she care at all?

After a long time, Lu Ziling spoke, and there was a hint of resentment in her tone, "What did you say?" Didn't you plan everything? ”

Hearing her resentful tone, Erlang's eyes flashed with relaxation, "You can resent me, hate me......"

Before he finished speaking, he only heard a 'hiss', and the Xiu Shu was torn apart by Lu Ziling, she seemed to be venting her hatred, and she tore the Xiu Shu to shreds with an angry face.

"Have you considered my feelings?" She questioned loudly, tears streaming down her face.

She understood his intention to join the army for his brother, but she was saddened that he had made his own decisions without consulting her with anything, as if she were just an insignificant person.

She was his wife, the closest person, but he always treated her as an outsider.

Seeing her so out of control, Erlang's eyes were full of distress, "I'm sorry!" ”

He didn't know what else to say to her besides being sorry.

"I'm going to join the army, did I say I wouldn't let me go? If any of you die on the battlefield, we will all be sad, and you have a higher chance of surviving in the war than Da Lang and them, so if you want to go, I will not stop you, even if it is ...... Even if we just got married, I am willing to fulfill you, as long as you come back alive, and everything in the Lin family, I will take care of it, because I am Erlang's wife. Lu Ziling was aggrieved and resentful.

Hearing this, Erlang's figure slammed, his eyes were full of guilt and surprise, he thought she would stop him, but he didn't want her to understand him so well.

"I'm sorry, I thought you were going to stop me from going."

Jiro stepped forward to take her into his arms, but she took a step back.

"I don't want you to go, but compared to Da Lang, you have more chances of surviving the battlefield."

Hearing this, Erlang's heart shook suddenly, his eyes were full of surprise, he didn't expect her to think like this at all, and he was more proud in his heart, such a smart woman was his wife.

"They will sleep until tomorrow afternoon, I promise you, I will come back alive, you wait for me, if there is someone you like, you will ......" He had a hard throat and spat out two words in a suppressed manner, "married." ”

He didn't want to drag her down with his name.