Chapter 107: Guilt
"This smoker knows it. It's like someone telling you not to eat junk food, it's not good for your health. It's hard to control. In fact, sometimes, Smoke is the partner who knows me best, he will not betray, let alone complain, as soon as he takes out the lighter and lights it, it will burn obediently. ”
"Heh, you can smoke a cigarette to make a philosophy? Yours is the real thing. ”
"I can't help it, sometimes when I'm stressed, I really want to smoke. Sometimes when you take a deep puff, you can really understand something. ”
"What else does smoke do? How to say it out of your mouth is like a panacea. ”
"Maybe it's all an excuse made by smokers. But seriously, how hateful people who can quit smoking must be, at least not yet. ”
"But in the future, let's try to smoke as little as possible, it's really not much good for the body, it's all harm."
"When you say that, it really reminds me of a paragraph. said that there was a reporter who interviewed a tycoon, and the reporter asked him, you smoke such expensive cigarettes, at least two or three packs a day, which is enough to buy a Ferrari in the past few decades. The tycoon smiled and asked the reporter, do you smoke? The reporter said very calmly, of course he didn't smoke it. Then the tycoon asked, what about your Ferrari? So, this man smokes, just like you women love to snack. Sometimes it's not that you have to eat it, but it's that you love the taste. ”
"Okay, I'll admit I can't tell you, when I don't."
"Where is the car parked? Minus one or minus two? Zhao Wu smiled faintly and changed the topic of the chat.
"Negative two, don't you remember the car you parked?"
"I'm a shopping mall fan, and every time I enter the mall, I either can't find my way out, or I can't find a place to park."
"Let's go, come with me, I can't lose it."
"To be honest, I want to thank you today, I really don't know how to spend today if it weren't for you."
"Why do you say this all of a sudden? Got something on your mind? By the way, Brother Wu, I don't know if I can ask a question? ”
"What's wrong with that? Just ask. ”
"Why did you throw things all over the floor in the office this afternoon? Be... Is it because of my business that you're so angry? ”
"It's none of your business, your little thing isn't enough to disturb my mood. How to say, there are some things that will be answered and explained when asked, and there are some questions that I really don't know how to tell you the answer. Get up on the wrong side of the bed? Or is it irritability? ”
"Okay. If you don't want to say, I won't continue to ask. ”
"The main thing is that you can't help."
"Not necessarily, what if in some way I am more sober than you and can give you reasonable enlightenment?"
"Thank you, you really can't help with this matter, let alone enlighten."
"Then I didn't say it. But sometimes your world really doesn't understand, what can't be solved in the open? Do you have to be so exhausted, is this really what you want? In fact, sometimes these things are very simple and not complicated, but people are too complicated. ”
"Maybe. Well, let's not talk about that. Where do you live? I'll send you back. ”
"By the way? Why don't I take a taxi back by myself, and it's troublesome to send it around. ”
"Where's all that nonsense, get in the car."
Hearing this, Ling Wei playfully stuck out her tongue at Zhao Wu.
Zhao Wu sat in the car and started the vehicle. Along the way, the two didn't talk much, Zhao Wu frowned, thinking of the quarrel with Li Yun, he became upset and irritable.
"Sometimes when I'm in a bad mood, I like to drive around aimlessly, especially when it's raining, and I don't know where to go. When you get tired of driving, find a roadside stop, listen to music, and read a book. Zhao Wu suddenly spoke.
"People, there will be seven emotions and six desires, and there will be times when they are unhappy. For example, when I'm in a bad mood, I go back to the supermarket to pinch instant noodles, shake Coke, and then break Dove, and my mood is immediately refreshed. ”
"Heh... Your good mood is based on the premise of revenge against society. Zhao Wu showed a smile that he hadn't seen for a long time.
"Just kidding, how could I do such an unqualified thing? Seeing you laugh means that there is still something funny about this. To be honest, sometimes I'm so sad that I cry under the covers, and then I fall asleep crying and crying, and when I wake up, I find that I still have to go on the road. ”
"Yes, everyone understands the truth, but what can comfort people is not the so-called big truth."
"Yes, I just have a problem. I just like to get to the bottom of everything, and my curiosity is very strong. But I can't stand the stimulation of the truth. ”
"Aren't all women like that? This is a common problem for women. But have you noticed that sometimes in life you feel that you have everything and everything belongs to you? And at some point, I suddenly felt like I had nothing. ”
"Not really, I always felt like I had nothing."
"I can't really talk to you anymore, it's not on the same frequency at all. You're the quintessential topic terminator. ”
"Hahahaha, it was meant to be. Look at me, I'm thirty years old, I'm alone, and I owe a lot of money. Hey, thinking about my life is like a joke. But I couldn't be happier. ”
"Be content, at least you still have such a chance, and some people don't even have the chance to owe a lot of money."
"So, sometimes I remind myself. No matter how difficult the road is, I have to go on, because it is useless to cry my nose, and I know very well that I may not be able to accept those so-called comforts. Then, I told myself, just be stronger, soon... Soon this period passed. ”
"When you say that, I'm really interested in your past. As you just said, curious, in fact, I am also a very curious person. ”
"Poof.... There's a question for you... Don't you want to know the answer? ”
"What's the problem?"
"Those who tempt you.... Why me? ”
"Does it matter? The moment I saw you at the airport, maybe I understood everything. But I'm really grateful that you brought me that bloody memory. Before I experienced it myself, I always felt that such dog blood would not happen to me, but after being there, I realized that kind of nonsensical thing is both realistic and hypocritical. ”
Zhao Wu knew what the temptation in Ling Wei's mouth meant, and the matter had already happened, even if he knew the answer, what could he do.
"Actually, I'm quite guilty, I don't know how to deal with you."
"Okay, I didn't say anything, what do you have to feel guilty about."
"It's nothing, I just don't think I'm sorry for you."
"Conscience found? But seriously, how much do I owe you in my last life, the first time we met, I stumbled out of the iron walls on all sides, the second time was to help you get the best friend and colleague who betrayed the company, and the third time was you, I can't imagine what will happen next time. ”
"Cut, what? Regretted it? It's time to make a U-turn ahead. ”
"Where to turn around, here?"
"No, no, the next intersection."
"Then why are you in a hurry, it's not too late to cross this intersection."
"Am I not afraid that you will walk by? Where are you going in a while? Go home or? ”
"I don't know, I'll send you back first."
"What's wrong? It can't be an awkward mess with your Mr. Li, right? ”
"Why are you so gossipy? Put these careful thoughts of yours into your work, and don't worry so much every day. ”
"As your assistant, is it wrong to care about the life of the leader? Besides, it's also part of working as an assistant, isn't it? ”
"Yes, yes, everything you say is right, I really don't have the heart to raise the bar with you at this time. Let's go down quickly. It's home. ”
"Okay, then I'll go. Slow down on your way back. ”
"Wait. Is there anything near you where you can relax? For example, a bar, or a music restaurant. ”
"There should be one in Wanda, on Qinling Road. You can check it out. But I don't know it's any different from the bar you're looking for. ”
"What's different about the bar? Is it possible to provide you with such a 'special service'? ”
"Cut, neurotic. Don't follow it, bye-bye.."
"Walk slowly, don't send." Seeing Ling Wei jump out of the car, Zhao Wu rolled down the co-pilot's window and said to her.
Ling Wei, who heard Zhao Wu's voice, walked towards the community without looking back, stretched out her right hand, waved it a few times in the air, and made a "farewell ceremony" with Zhao Wu with her back. Looking at her distant back, Zhao Wu also laughed helplessly, shook his head, put the car in the forward gear, stepped on the accelerator, and the car ejected, like a tiger going down the mountain, roaring and rushing forward in a restless manner....