The eight lamps in the classroom were all on, reflecting everyone's face that looked extraordinarily pale, without a sound, except for the occasional rustle of a pen on paper, and the sound of flipping a book. No matter what the sound is, it seems to be in harmony with the classroom. The only thing that is discordant is that I am sitting awkwardly next to Yunni, but I feel very uncomfortable as if there are thousands of ants on my body.

Yunni acted as if nothing had happened, doing physics exercises seriously, but the pen in his hand was a little flustered, and the formula for Newton's second law written on the paper was a calculation of the strength of magnetic induction.

I couldn't stay in such an awkward atmosphere for an extra minute, mainly because I didn't want her to feel that I was bothering her.

I finally mustered up the courage, but I still said with a little hippie smile: "If you are so serious, then I will not bother you." “

With that, I got up and walked to the door of the classroom.

She still pretended to be serious, and without raising her head, she replied mechanically, "Oh." “

When I walked out of the classroom, I looked very relaxed, and finally escaped from such an embarrassing situation, the water in front of the teaching building in the Water Curtain Cave was still dripping out of its own unique sound, which seemed particularly rhythmic. I walked over and turned on the big faucet, and suddenly the sound quality changed dramatically, as if I was laughing at me when I was shy. Indeed, the current one is a typical soup chicken, and this pot of soup is full of condiments.

After I washed my hands, I didn't know where to go, I might have to go back to the classroom, but the thought of meeting Yunni's embarrassment made me dismiss the idea of going back.

I walked aimlessly, and before I knew it, I came to the playground, and I felt that this place was still so vibrant, and young figures were jumping and running unscrupulously. The motivation and vitality that youth should have are growing in this fertile soil and slowly becoming stronger.

I had nothing to do, so I chose a quiet place in the stands and sat down with a view of the whole playground, looking aimlessly at the unrestrained and enthusiastic youth on the playground, but I always felt that something was missing.

Oh, by the way, it's been a long time since I've been on this playground, it seems like the opposite of my old life. I remember that I used to be on the playground every day, even if it rained, and one of the principles I used to give myself was that I could not go to class, but I had to play basketball.

I still remember that in the first year of high school, when the college entrance examination was about to be taken, it seemed to be the middle of May, and my classmates were all working hard to review under the weight of the college entrance examination, and some of them surrendered under the pressure, temporarily fainting in the ocean of knowledge and waiting for the rescue of the sailors, while I was alone on the playground shooting basketball.

In the words of the head teacher at that time, I was beyond the Three Realms, not in the Five Elements, in the words of Erzhuo, I was indulgent and uninhibited, and I loved freedom, indeed I was so playful and loved to play basketball at that time, and there was nothing in my life that I loved more than playing basketball.

At that time, there were mock exams every day, and my academic performance was not good, and I was already paralyzed. The sun is still hot on this day, and the sky in May seems to be showing off, trying to compete with June and July, just like a student who usually doesn't study much and sleeps in class for three years trying to surpass himself in a month or less and surpass the student who has studied hard for three years.

I seem to have a poor family, and I don't have such nutritious chicken soup, and even if I did, it was too greasy to drink, so I was still malnourished and aimless in the classroom.

That day, the head teacher was not there, and the teacher who sent the test paper was napping boringly in the classroom, I thought this was the most comfortable time for the teacher, so I didn't disturb the teacher's dream, and wrote a note to Er Zhuo and threw it over, asking him to accompany me out to play basketball.

The result can be imagined, Er Zhuo is also among the people who drink chicken soup, it seems that he is still drinking well, not only did he not go, but also asked me to watch him look energetic after drinking chicken soup, and persuaded me to drink two bowls and read a good book. I'll it, this is the like-smelling brother, this is laughing at me for being malnourished, how can I bear it, I don't want to look at his face after drinking chicken soup, and a person slipped out of the back door of the classroom in anger.

After coming to the playground, a person is weak to shoot basketball, basketball without brothers is lonely after all, even if you are now how smooth your pass, how accurate your shooting is.

I tried my best to shoot and pass with various movements, trying not to be lonely as much as possible, and I played alone for two and a half hours that day, and it was not until they finished the test and walked out of the classroom that I sat on the playground exhausted.

At that time, I thought that my brother had become like this, for the sake of his own future, the brotherhood could be let go like this, and he would not fight when he thought of Erzhuo.

At this time, Er Zhuo also came out, he was walking towards me, I thought I couldn't admit it, dragged my tired body again, and threw the basketball by myself.

Er Zhuo walked over, grabbed the basketball thrown on the basket, and said to me: "Why don't you take the exam, you know that the head teacher has been checking so strictly these days." “

I walked over quickly and snatched the basketball from Er Zhuo's hand and deliberately pushed him to the ground with my elbow, dribbled and made a turn around Er Zhuo, and made a three-step layup to shoot the ball into the basket perfectly, the action was very skillful, it can be described as one go.

I don't know how heavy the shot was at that time, Er Zhuo didn't get up for a long time, I shot blue a few times, and saw that Er Zhuo was still sitting in place, I said: "You are all promising people, what are you looking for me, do you want to appear more promising than me in basketball, then come, don't sit, heads-up." “

Er Zhuo stood up slowly, looked very struggling, walked to the basketball hoop and sat down and said, "I know I didn't come out with you, you are in a bad mood, but I came out this time because the head teacher called you." “

"Hey, it's fast enough, I've reported to the head teacher, it's okay, it's promising." I didn't have the heart to say it.

"The head teacher came after you left, he took the college entrance examination registration form and said that we should check the information, you should go quickly." Erzhuo said.

I didn't bother to pay attention to him, I was still dribbling and shooting alone.

"Believe it or not, but go check the information." Er Zhuo still said patiently.

How could I not believe it, Erzhuo still won't lie to me, in my heart he will always be my brother. But I still have a hard mouth, and say; "You are now a celebrity in front of the head teacher, and whatever you say is what you say." I dropped my basketball and went to class.

As soon as he walked to the door of the classroom, the head teacher anxiously wrote: "Hurry up and check the information, I am looking for you to settle accounts after the exam today." “

I, the head teacher, often settle accounts first, and never save until after the fall, and today's exception seems to have delayed me a lot.

I was about to walk out of the classroom when I heard the head teacher say to look for him in his office, and I thought I was going to fall into the clutches.

It was a terrible day, a fight with my brother, and trying to find a chance to survive from the clutches of the devil, this day was really messy.

When I walked to the head teacher's office, several teachers sat together and talked and laughed, as if they were all very interesting small fragments of life, and I made a report and went in.

"Say Cao Cao Cao is here, sit down." The head teacher surprisingly sat me up.

Of course I can't sit down, I feel like this is the same as interrogating prisoners, first saying good things and inducing prisoners to extract confessions, but if the mouth is too strict, they will be tortured. Of course I have to confess, even if I don't confess, it's useless, it's all a sure thing, denial.

"Don't be nervous, now that you're about to graduate, I just think about what you plan to do in the future, what do you think, I won't talk about you today." The head teacher said.

"Really—just—that's all?" This is not in line with the style of the head teacher, I asked a little unconvinced.

"You're quite good, but given that you're about to graduate, I won't talk about you, I'm looking for you to talk to you, you can treat me as a friend now, there's no need to have so much suspicion between friends." The head teacher said.

"Teacher, I didn't mean not to take the exam today, I ......" Halfway through, I stopped again, waiting for the teacher's reaction, if the reaction is intense, I should pay attention to what I say next, and say good things if I can.

The head teacher picked up the cup and took a sip of water, as if he had seen through my little thoughts, and his face was full of smiles, which I had rarely seen before, and I suddenly felt that the usually scathing person had become so attractive. It's like seeing the sun after a month of rain has stopped, and my mood is bright.

I saw that the head teacher did not have too many emotional changes, so I slowly relaxed my vigilance, this is the most tempting sugar-coated cannonball given by the head teacher, in the face of these sugar-coated cannonballs, I did not hesitate to get on the thief ship, maybe this is how the traitor became.

"I feel that the daily exam doesn't mean much to me, I didn't study much before, but now the exam will still be, and the one that won't will still be put there, it's better to have fun for a while." Unreservedly, I told my thoughts to the head teacher in front of me, who had changed the norm.

"Then you're just giving up?" He asked me with wide eyes.

"I haven't been on the road, how can I say give up." I fought back forcefully at his questioning.

Indeed, a thing that you never cared about, something that you have been forcing you to do, and suddenly you start not to do it, this cannot be said to be giving up, but a new rise. When this sentence was uttered, with a kind of youthful rebellious anger, as if it was about to burn the entire office.

When the teachers in the office heard my words, they put down the pen in their hands and threw me a suspicious gaze or a hopeless gaze at me, but no matter what kind of gaze I had, I still firmly believed that what I said was not wrong.

The head teacher was stunned when he heard my words, picked up his cup and took a sip of water, obviously not really drinking this time, just his usual movements, used to buy time for what he wanted to say next.

He pushed the stool next to him and said, "Sit down and talk, let's have a good chat, as friends." “

I don't have to worry about coming in just now, anyway, the words have already been spoken, the worst is to scold me and call the parents, I just sit on the stool in front of the head teacher.

"You're not on the road, so can you tell me that you want to go that way?" The head teacher did ask me in the tone of a friend.

"I've always wanted to learn sports, take the college entrance examination as a basketball student, and I want to play basketball all the time until I can't play, I think this is my path." I'm very serious.

The teacher in the office looked at me very differently as if he was looking at a monster, and then he started laughing, and then you said it to me, as if laughing at my whimsy.

Indeed, I was whimsical enough, before the college entrance examination I said that I wanted to play basketball and take the college entrance examination as a basketball special student, not only did the teacher joke very reasonable, but I also blushed for my shameless words.

Basketball special enrollment, that is from the first year of high school to learn basketball efforts, they have to get up two hours early every day to exercise, half of the day to class, half of the time to train, can be described as winter practice three nine summer practice, day after day, without the slightest stop.

I also have such enthusiasm when I first entered high school, and although I didn't apply for the sports specialty class, I also practiced with them. But then something seemed to have gone wrong, the opposition of my family made me stop this hobby, my mother didn't object much, all her attitude depended on me, but he still hinted that I should study hard, after all, the chance of success in basketball is very slim, I felt nothing at that time, and studying hard can't wipe out my dream.

At that time, people often said this in their ears, just to express that basketball has no future in the future, saying that although I am 1.8 meters, in the eyes of ordinary people is no longer short, but playing basketball is still a little short, or that my physical fitness can not become a basketball player, in the face of all these doubts, I finally compromised and lived according to the routine.

Then I came to think that I couldn't do anything but basketball, and I might as well try it before, and I guess no matter how bad it is, it's not as bad as it is now.

"Then why didn't you insist on practicing before, I'm afraid it's really too late now, do you think you're still a freshman in high school, basketball students have already gone to participate in the training camp, and it's too late for you to sign up now." The head teacher said word by word, and every word came out very powerfully.

I sat there as if I couldn't say anything, I knew that this path was impossible now, so what else was possible, could it be that my life was wasted like this, no, my life was still long, and there was still a lot to do. But now I just don't know what to do.

After that, I didn't listen to the head teacher's words at all, just nodded mechanically, without the slightest expression. Until the end of the conversation.

On the way home, I was still walking alone in a sullen mood, and Erzhuo didn't see it today, usually we go home together. When I was about to get to the door, a figure suddenly appeared behind me, and it seemed as if something was going to happen.