Chapter 81: Low self-esteem and selfishness

On the day I arrived in the capital, there was a lot of snow in the sky, and it fell to the ground one after another, accumulating a thick layer.

They waited for the guards at the gate to enter the capital as soon as they opened the gate, and the men on the horses all wore hats and were dressed very plainly.

Yu Jinse heard Wei Duyuan say that his father came to find him for sick leave this time, and if someone with a heart knew that he was afraid of participating in the crime of bullying the king, he would try to avoid people as much as possible.

After entering the city, Yu Jinse got Wei Duyuan's approval, and pulled the car curtain and looked around.

At this time, the streets were deserted, and there were no people except for the vendors who came out early to set up their stalls. But the rows of shops and neat streets are full of wealth and nobility, which makes people see the prosperity at a glance.

Wei Du leaned over, rested his head on Yu Jinse's back, and said with a smile: "Do you see something?" ”

Yu Jinse turned his head, his eyes were bent into crescents with a smile, and he held back for a long time, and said, "I saw the silver of the white flowers." ”

Wei Duyuan straightened up, stroked Yu Jinse's hair with doting, and said with a smile: "It's really in the eyes of money, be careful from a small wealth fan to a big wealth fan." ”

"What's the difference?" Yu Jinse opened a pair of big eyes and looked at Wei Duyuan with curiosity.

Wei Duyuan looked at Yu Jinse's clear eyes, and for a moment he was in a trance, half joking and half serious, and replied: "Small wealth is lovely, big wealth is lovely!" ”

Yu Jinse was stunned for a moment, her heart couldn't help shrinking, and the smile on her face froze like this, which had to make her think more.

Wei Duyuan also reacted, but he didn't want to explain anything, but said: "Daughter-in-law, don't forget your original intention, you have to always, I hope you can remember this." ”

Yu Jinse's heart softened by this daughter-in-law's shout, and in the end she couldn't hold back and glanced at Wei Duyuan, but this time the eyes of the two of them collided, and she didn't flinch anymore, but met his gaze.

There seemed to be a lot of things hidden in his eyes, like helplessness, like grief and indignation, like indifference...... It's very complicated, and it's scary to watch.

Wei Duyuan was a little different from the moment he got into the carriage and rushed to the capital, Yu Jinse could feel it, but he didn't want to say it, so she didn't ask, now she seems to understand something, but she is deep in the fog.

The two didn't talk again along the way, Wei Duyuan was waiting for Yu Jinse to figure it out, and Yu Jinse frowned and reflected on what he had done.

The carriage stopped, but Yu Jinse didn't notice it, and sat there stunned without moving, only to hear a sigh in her ears, she didn't have time to come back to her senses, but she felt more warmth on her head, it was Wei Duyuan who put on the hat of the big belt for her.

"Here we are." After that, Wei Duyuan got out of the carriage first.

Yu Jinse followed closely, staring at Wei Duyuan's hand stretched out to help her for a long time, and she felt the gaze around her before she reacted in a daze, and hurriedly put her hand on Wei Duyuan's hand and got out of the carriage.

Walking through the gate of the General's Mansion is really eye-catching, and the group walked to the side door, and as soon as they entered, they saw a woman in a brocade dress coming from a distance.

I saw that the woman was wearing a flowing cloud bead hairpin, a dark blue brocade robe, and a peony embroidered on it, and she was graceful and luxurious.

Looking at it carefully, this woman is really not very beautiful and moving, but she is better than that all-round temperament, and she has a sense of arrogance, but it is not annoying, but she feels that it should be so.

At this time, although she walked towards them quickly, she was generous with a smile, it was not a woman that ordinary people could raise, nor could she have it overnight.

She walked closer, and several men who followed Wei Pan saluted her, she just waved her hand casually to signal that she was not polite, and she didn't give these individuals a word with a look, and she only had Wei Pan in her eyes from beginning to end.

"It's a long journey, but are you okay? The snow has been falling non-stop for the past few days, and I'm afraid that you are in too much of a hurry, and I'm afraid that you won't come back for a long time......"

Yu Jinse's heart was shocked, it turned out that this was Princess Shouchun, and she looked really young. But what surprised her even more was that this person admired Duyuan's father so much that he could only see him in his eyes.

Wei Pan, who has never been smiling, smiled at this time, although the smile hooked up at the corner of his mouth was not obvious, but he did smile. The lines of his tough face softened, and there was a hint of tenderness in his eyes.

The tenderness of the iron man is even more moving!

"My body is very strong, don't worry, it's very cold outside, come in and talk!"

Wei Duyuan snorted coldly, said goodbye to Uncle Ming, and didn't let Yu Jinse and Princess Shouchun see each other and pulled people away.

Yu Jinse only knew that Wei Pan married Princess Shouchun, and for this reason, Wei Pan abandoned his wife, but she didn't know what the cause and effect was.

She didn't know where to start when she saw Wei Duyuan's actions, after all, she didn't know many things, and she couldn't say who was right and who was wrong, let alone persuade him.

It was the first time she was so discouraged, only to feel that she didn't know Wei Duyuan at all, she didn't know what he had experienced in the past, and she didn't know what he meant by what he just said.

The tiredness of the past few days hit her at this time, she looked at Wei Duyuan, who was pulling her forward without scruples, and her heart was filled with a little grievance, her eyes were astringent, and her throat was choked.

One didn't pay attention, her steps staggered, and when she saw that she was about to fall forward, she was so frightened that she immediately closed her eyes, but the expected cold did not wrap her, but was a little warm.

She slowly opened her eyes and found herself nestled in Wei Duyuan's arms, only to see him looking at herself helplessly and worriedly, her hand holding his sleeve couldn't help but tighten, as if she had mustered up enough courage, and said softly: "Duyuan, I was scared of you all the way, I felt that there was too much difference between us, I thought too much, and you ...... again."

She raised her head suddenly, looked directly at him and said, "I won't become a big money fan, I'm just a small money fan, and I'll be your little money fan......"

Wei Duyuan was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that the words he just made with feelings made her faintly uneasy. He just thought that she could not be tempted by external objects and be vigilant at all times, but he didn't expect this person to think about it.

He now understands that although she will eventually joke and play unscrupulously in front of him under his intentional or unintentional indulgence, the uneasiness that has lasted for years will not dissipate in just over a year.

Wei Duyuan sighed helplessly, and picked up the person: "Let's go back to the house and say." ”

The people in this mansion came and went, Yu Jinse was really embarrassed, so she had to bury her head low, but even so, she had no intention of getting down from Wei Duyuan.

When he arrived at the courtyard where Wei Du lived far away, his personal servant saw it from a distance, and hurriedly greeted him: "Young master, Yuanfu has been looking forward to you for a long time, you can be regarded as coming back." Yuanfu is afraid that you are thirsty, hungry, and tired outside, but no one can serve you well. ”

Wei Duyuan hadn't seen Yuanfu for four years, and now when he wiped the non-existent tears on his round little face with his sleeves, he couldn't help laughing, and joked: "Yuanfu, I said that you are suitable to go to the palace to be a father-in-law, you don't believe it, this will be the most similar." ”

The two maids Yu Ye and Yu Cao, who Wei Duyuan served closely, also heard the news and rushed over, and happened to hear Wei Duyuan say this, and immediately couldn't help laughing.

Yuan Fu blushed in a hurry, and after a long time, he had to say, "Young master, you know how to joke with the minions." ”

Yu Jinse didn't want to laugh at this person, but he couldn't bear it, so he buried himself in Wei Duyuan's arms and laughed, but he didn't make a sound, only to see his body twitching and twitching.

A few people were laughing, although no one had time to ask when they saw the person in Wei Duyuan's arms, Yuye asked hesitantly: "Young master, I don't know what to call this one?" ”

It stands to reason that it is disrespectful for the maids in the family to stare directly at the master, even if there are not so many rules here in Wei Duyuan, but most of the maids still don't look at him so straightforwardly, but Yuye completely forgot about these at the moment, and stared at Wei Duyuan with a mistake, as if he was afraid of missing his emotions.

Wei Duyuan looked down at the person who was still smiling in his arms, and couldn't see her face clearly, but he could clearly feel the heat she sprayed on his chest, which warmed his heart, and the expression on his face was even softer, and his eyebrows and eyes were full of doting: "This is your young lady." ”

After that, he didn't say anything more, and hurriedly hugged Yu Jinse and entered the house, he was still anxious to coax his daughter-in-law!

The smile on Yuye's face froze for a moment, and then returned to normal in an instant.

A few people were waiting outside, and the master was tired of traveling and driving, and he didn't know when he would need them.

After entering the house, Wei Duyuan put Yu Jinse on the bed, he also sat on the bed, looked at the house, and looked at the room, it was still the way it was when he left, it should have been cleaned, and the room was spotless.

Yu Jinse also looked at the house, the furnishings here do not look luxurious, but there is atmosphere everywhere, which makes people stay very comfortable.

The house is not only clean, but also has the musty smell that does not live all the year round.

Suddenly, she heard Wei Duyuan's voice in her ears: "Okay, let's talk about Fang Cai!" Do you not trust me, or do you not trust yourself? Or do you think I'm talking angry because I'm in a bad mood? ”

She shook her head violently, but he had no intention of stopping: "I admit that since I embarked on the journey back to Beijing, I have been a little delicate in my heart, but this subtlety is the reluctance to our home, and the irritability of a bunch of bad things in the capital. ”

Yu Jinse grabbed Wei Duyuan's hand and apologized without thinking: "I know it's wrong, I shouldn't mind what you say, I know that you seem to be sad." No, I shouldn't feel like you don't trust me. It's not right, it's not supposed to be inferior......"

Yes, she has low self-esteem, she is just a peasant girl, and he is the son of a famous general in Dayu.

The more she spoke, the more indistinct she became, she hung her head and said to herself, "I don't know what I'm talking about......"

Wei Duyuan's long silence made Yu Jinse more and more uneasy, she could only reach out and pull her clothes, but she didn't know what to say.

"You've been raised by me with a thick skin? Have you fed the dogs? Wei Duyuan hated that iron was not steel, and waited to look at the person in front of him who hung his head and said nothing.

yes, I'm going to feed you. If Yu Jinse had said this in his heart in the past, he would have said it, but now he can't open his mouth no matter what, so he is afraid that it will make things worse.

Wei Duyuan looked at Yu Jinse's appearance like a child making a mistake and didn't know how to be good, and couldn't help but sigh deeply, his eyes were full of distress and helplessness.

"That's it, it's my fault, I shouldn't be embarrassed to think about these things, sometimes I really don't know how to tell you, sometimes I'm smart, sometimes I'm stupid."

Yu Jinse hurriedly raised his head and looked at Wei Duyuan aggrievedly: "I don't know how to say it, I have to say it, I don't necessarily understand what you say, but I want to hear it." ”

"Okay." Wei Duyuan smiled indulgently, "Just talk to you!" ”

After a pause, he said, "Daughter-in-law, I've always been thinking about whether I should bring you to the capital along the way." ”

Seeing that Yu Jinse was anxious to say something when he heard this, he gave her a reassuring look, and he continued: "But how can husband and wife be separated? As long as the two of us are here, everywhere is home, and everything is to be together. ”

Wei Du saw Yu Jinse nodding vigorously, feeling funny, but the words did not stop.

"It's just that you are younger than me, and you have never seen the complexity of the world, and you have a simple temperament, but you are afraid that you will be easily deceived by others. It's not that I don't trust you, but I just miss you, and I think about it a lot. ”

"Let's put it this way, the bad of the Song family's mother and son is superficial, but these individuals in the capital will only bury themselves deep in their hearts and then wait for the opportunity to move. Bite your neck and devour you when you're not expecting it. ”

Yu Jinse saw the disgust in Wei Duyuan's eyes when he said this, and she hugged him tightly and said softly: "I'm sorry, maybe I haven't thought about it enough, but I will work hard and will accompany you to face the ups and downs in life." ”

Wei Du hugged Yu Jinse from afar, and for a long time, he hugged his priceless treasure tightly, and his eyes gradually softened.

After a while, he began to analyze his thoughts carefully: "It's also my selfishness, you are now my only comfort in this world, I feel happy when I look at you, and I always hope that you will never change and maintain this innocence." ”

"Shouldn't it? What's wrong with that? I can't promise that I will never change, but my heart for you and the principles of dealing with people will not change. Yu Jinse withdrew from Wei Duyuan's embrace, his pure eyes full of sincerity.

Wei Duyuan thought, how could he have those ideas? Do you trust yourself to protect the person in front of you? Or do you not trust your own vision? This person is going to be with him for the rest of his life!

After figuring it out, he felt more at ease, pinching Yu Jinse's face and smiling heartily.

Yu Jinse pretended to be angry and glared at the person in front of him who was smiling unscrupulously, but the big stone in his heart was finally removed, and the whole person was a lot more relaxed.

Every open and honest conversation will always prompt the hearts of the two to get closer!

Now, the two are so close again, and they seem to be more intimate!

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