Chapter 143: Despair Revisited
As soon as the queen stepped into the hall, she saw Yu Jinse's crazy appearance, and said angrily: "What's the matter? It's just that she is here to pray for good fortune, how did she start to go crazy? ”
Xiang'er was very afraid that her own young lady would be punished again, so she wanted to stop her young lady from making trouble again, but Yu Jinse was obviously very uncooperative, and she couldn't stop crying and laughing when she looked at the queen.
The queen was even more angry: "Come on, take this madman down to the palace, disturb the Buddha's tranquility, and then the Buddha will blame who will bear it?" ”
The queen just wanted to teach Yu Jinse a lesson at the beginning, who knew that she would embarrass herself like this? Not only did she lose her face, but she also lost the face of Prince Gong's mansion, if it reached the emperor's ears, I don't know what would happen!
Xiang'er listened, and hurriedly knelt down and kowtowed and pleaded: "Niang Niang is angry, I hope Niang Niang is angry, my young lady is just a nightmare for a while, she is not in good health, she will often be caught by nightmares, it will be fine later, please don't blame Niangniang." ”
As he spoke, he knocked his head a few times.
When the queen heard this, she was even more angry: "This palace let her pray here, not let her sleep here, no wonder she will go crazy, I am afraid that she has annoyed the Buddha, and the Buddha has condemned her!" ”
Xiang'er thought of what Yu Jinse said, and intuitively felt that she couldn't help it, and she couldn't wait to slap her mouth now, the queen couldn't get used to her own young lady, and she still sent the handle, can she not anger the queen?
Now I'm afraid that everything is in vain, and the queen has another reason to send her own young lady.
The queen saw that people were coming here one after another, for fear that this matter would spread, so she asked someone to drag Yu Jinse down and lock him up.
At this moment, Yu Jinse finally couldn't stand the blow of losing her child and fainted directly.
The queen waved her hand and wanted the eunuch behind her to drag people down and lock them up.
Seeing this, Xiang'er hurriedly stepped forward and stopped the person.
The queen looked coldly at Xiang'er who was kneeling on the ground, and asked majestically, "What?" Do you dare to disobey Hongu's orders? ”
Xiang'er hurriedly knelt down and moved to the queen, and kowtowed a few times before saying, "Niangniang, even if you don't look at the monk's face, please see the Buddha's face and spare the young lady, the prince...... The prince loves Miss so much, if the Miss has something to do, the Lord will be extremely sad......"
The queen glared at Xiang'er on the ground, and asked sharply with a cold face, "Are you threatening the palace?" ”
Xiang'er kowtowed again and again, but the words she said were neither humble nor arrogant: "The slave doesn't dare, the slave just doesn't want the prince to be sad, and she doesn't want the mother to have a gap with the prince!" ”
The queen was very angry in her heart, but Xiang'er was right, according to her son's temperament, if something really happened to Yu Jinse, she might not be able to make trouble with herself.
But Yu Jinse is indeed a scourge to keep it!
At this time, Prince Gong and Princess Gong also arrived, she already knew about what happened in the hall on the way, glanced at Yu Jinse, who was unconscious in the hall, and then looked at Xiang'er who was kneeling on the ground, and then whispered to persuade the queen.
"Queen Mother, Erchen knows that you are worried about the army going out, but Nian Xue is indeed excusable, she is often caught by nightmares, so she should have accidentally fallen asleep to be so disrespectful, you don't have to annoy her, give her another chance!"
The queen was hesitant to send Yu Jinse away, but looking at the appearance of Prince Gong and Princess Gong, she knew that she was afraid that this Yu Jinse was not simple in her son's heart, so she went down the steps, and ordered someone to carry her into the meditation room to rest, and then ordered someone to find the imperial doctor to treat her.
In fact, she is also a temptation this time, she wants to see how far this Yu Jinse can influence her son.
She couldn't help but be angry from her heart, she used to be Yu Xuemei, and now she is Yu Xuemei's daughter, she is really ghostly! She will never let herself and her son have been ruined by so many years of forbearance in the hands of the Yu family's mother and daughter!
Most of the people still heard about the things in the temple last night, but in fact, they knew about it that night, and some of them didn't think it was a big deal and even ran to the hall to see it, and some of them pretended not to know anything and stayed in their own rooms.
In any case, the next morning, while the people were gathering for dinner, the queen still beat them.
No matter what they had in mind, they still promised to be well-behaved, pretending to be stupid and saying that they didn't know anything.
The Lin family is different, she couldn't sleep after hearing the news from the hall last night, she was really worried about Yu Jinse, for fear that something would happen to her again.
You know, this is under her nose, if Yu Jinse really has an accident, she will be uneasy! She can't explain to the two brothers Yu Muyang!
Fortunately, Yu Jinse didn't sleep so long after fainting this time, and woke up at noon.
Regardless of Xiang'er's crying with joy on the side, she just looked at the roof blankly, and after a while, she rolled her eyes and asked in a dumb voice, "What's wrong with me?" ”
Xiang'er saw that her master was finally willing to speak, and she hurriedly told everything that happened last night.
Yu Jinse didn't speak for a long time, and after a long time, she slowly turned her head and stared straight at Xiang'er who was guarding her bedside.
After seeing Xiang'er who was guarding her side, crying and her eyes were red, her heart fluctuated slightly, but soon, she was completely distracted by great grief.
Yu Jinse's memories before and after the loss of her child did not recover, but she suddenly remembered a part of her memory that was very deep, which was the eternal pain buried in her heart.
It was as if she had relived the despair of losing her child, as if there was nothing in this world that made her nostalgic for anything but to wait for death to come.
Xiang'er was frightened by such Yu Jinse, and she saw that her eyes were full of ashes, like a dying person.
Xiang'er couldn't care about any dignity and orderliness anymore, so she hurriedly reached out and pulled Yu Jinse's arm, and said hurriedly: "Miss, what's wrong with you?" You...... Don't be like this, are you still trapped in a dream, it's okay, the dreams are all fake, it's okay......"
Seeing that Yu Jinse ignored those words, she panicked even more, and her mind turned, and she suddenly remembered Wei Duyuan.
She seemed to see a life-saving straw, and said eagerly: "By the way, General Wei, do you remember?" He went to war, didn't you say you liked him? Aren't you waiting for him to come back? If he comes back and doesn't see you, he will definitely be sad, can you bear to watch him sad? ”
In fact, the loss of the child was all in the past, and Yu Jinse's heart was not as sad and sad as before, and now when she heard Xiang'er mention Wei Duyuan, she reacted, and her eyes seemed to light up.
Xiang'er was overjoyed, and made persistent efforts: "General Wei is still on the battlefield, Miss has to wait for him to come back." Slave and maid, he is still very happy with you, and when he returns, he may propose to the prince. ”
Yu Jinse thought, Xiang'er knew her identity clearly in her heart, and she knew that Prince Gong would not agree to hand him over to Wei Duyuan, so why should she comfort herself like this?
This man is funny sometimes.
She looked at Xiang'er, who was smiling strongly, and said in a low but serious voice: "No." ”
Xiang'er didn't react to the meaning of Yu Jinse's words, and asked in a daze, "What?" ”
Yu Jinse shook his head and said no more.
It didn't take long for Yu Jinse to wake up and reach the ears of the queen who had just eaten, even if the queen didn't wait to see her again, in order to make a show, she still came to see her in the meditation room where she lived.
Yu Jinse really didn't have much effort to deal with the queen, but since the queen came, she had to cheer up and meet people. "Nian Xue ......"
Yu Jinse was about to get up and salute, but was excused by the queen: "If you are unwell, lie in bed and recuperate." ”
"Thank you, Niangniang." Yu Jinse didn't want to get up, but after listening to the queen's words, he lay back on the bed.
The queen sat on the stool brought by the palace maid and comforted Yu Jinse casually, where can you still see last night's domineering?
Yu Jinse had a faint smile on his face, and listened obediently beside him, as if he was very grateful for the queen's care. In fact, if it hadn't happened last night, she might have thought that this queen was a kind one.
But things are not as passable as they seem.
Looking at the queen's small movements of covering her mouth and nose with the handkerchief in her hand from time to time, you can understand that she is undisguised her disgust for herself, and even feels uncomfortable staying with herself.
Yu Jinse only felt very sarcastic, it was clearly her people here, why bother to do this again? Is this to be done for Prince Gong to see? Let him know that she didn't do anything, and that she has always treated herself with a pleasant face?
It is also said that yesterday I took the initiative to kneel in front of the Buddha to pray for blessings, but I also messed up the matter myself. She didn't blame herself, and she came to visit her in person, and she was kind to herself.
But Yu Jinse understands that she can't help but be interested.
"Niangniang, is it Nian Xue, a good prayer party was messed up by Nian Xue. Nian Xue felt very unhappy, thinking of praying for the expeditionary army in the temple for a month, in order to make up for Nian Xue's mistakes, and hoped that the Buddha could forgive Nian Xue. ”
Yu Jinse said sincerely, and the queen was happy to hear it, but she still didn't forget to pretend to hesitate for a while before saying: "It's okay, it is worthy of being from Prince Gong's mansion, so that the palace can also give an explanation to others." You're such a sensible child, so you can live and recuperate in the temple, and maybe you can get rid of your nightmare. ”
Yu Jinse's care for the queen is naturally a thousand thanks.
To say why she took the initiative to stay here, first, she wanted to calm the queen's anger, and second, she didn't want to face those individuals in the capital.
She felt tired and wanted to be quiet here.
When the queen walked to the door, she seemed to mention casually: "By the way, this palace looks at the maid next to you, it's called Yuye, it's not bad, I asked for it." ”
Yu Jinse naturally didn't say anything, and said with a smile: "Yuye is worthy of her mother, and it is also her blessing." ”
Xiang'er quite disagreed with Yu Jinse's saying that she wanted to stay here to pray for blessings, and when she saw that the queen had left with a group of people, she said anxiously: "Miss, what are you doing?" If you stay here, the prince may be able to take care of you. ”
Yu Jinse shook his head: "What can I do when I go back?" It's better to let the mother vent her anger, and there will be fewer mistakes. ”
She didn't want to say anything more, and she didn't care what Xiang'er thought, so she turned her back and walked away.
There was a slight sigh behind her, and then there was a sound of doors opening and closing, and the room was quiet again, and she opened her eyes, staring blankly at the red-painted walls, which were now slightly white.
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