The pure white sheets illuminated my brain blank, and I couldn't see whether the road ahead was real or illusory on the road of fate, everything became uncertain and unpredictable on this road, and some of them only accepted it silently.

"This classmate, let's do a blood test for you first." The doctor with glasses came over and said.

"Hmm." I replied. But I still stood motionless, looking at her clean face.

"Hurry up." The bespectacled doctor urged again.

I realized that I was being rude, and quickly got up and went out with the optician, but I was walking backwards because I wanted to see her more.

After going out, I entered a small room, which said that the blood test room, which was not big, and there were bottles and cans everywhere, but they were put together in an orderly manner, and it looked very comfortable.

Due to the comfortable environment, I was inexplicably better, so I chatted with the optician. It's not that I'm really idle, I just want to find out about her condition.

"It doesn't hurt too much, does it?" I said as I rolled up my sleeves.

"Why is a big boy still afraid of pain?" By this time he had already pricked the needle with a needle.

"I just asked if it hurts, and I didn't say I'm afraid of pain." I pretended to be relaxed and put my hand down.

Before I could finish speaking, he was already in the middle, and his skillful technique seemed to show that he had no sympathy, as if he were a cold-blooded animal.

The room suddenly became less than good in my eyes, and the bottles and cans dangled in front of my eyes like his murder weapon, as if they were showing off something. I was in a bad mood inexplicably, but in order to achieve my goal - to ask about the girl's condition, I still kept a very happy mood to talk to him.

"What's wrong with that girl, what's wrong with her?" I got straight to the point this time and asked.

"You don't know?" She looked very surprised on her face, but she was still doing his job skillfully.

I don't know how to answer, I think I'm stupid enough, I don't know and come to donate blood, but when I think about it, I don't know what's wrong, I don't care what's going on, I'll save people first. When I think about this, I suddenly feel the same as before I came to the hospital, and I have become a hero in an instant.

"I don't know what's going on, I just need to help people, let alone save people's lives."

At this time, he stopped what he was doing, pushed his glasses, looked at my face and asked, "Aren't you a family?" ”

"Family? Do I have to be a family for a blood transfusion? ”

"Of course not, do you know each other?"

He now seems to have completely forgotten about his work, as if my words appealed to him.

"I don't know if we know each other or not, we met yesterday, but I don't know his name yet, but I didn't know it was her until I decided to donate blood, and I didn't know it was fate until I came to see him." I don't know what I thought at the time, but I said these things very seriously to the doctor with glasses.

"Do you believe in fate?" The optician said seriously.

"If you meet it, you will believe it, and if you don't meet it, you will not believe it." I rubbed my head and pretended to think

He smiled, then turned around and went back to his job, I don't know if it was a mistake, he was not happy to talk to me.

I was bored by myself, so I took a magazine in his hand and read it, and I fell asleep when I looked at it. Suddenly I heard someone say something, and I got up and looked at the optician.

"Why did you fall asleep, you didn't sleep well last night?"

"No, I signed up today, I'm tired of the day." I got up and stretched.

I suddenly remembered that I still had something to do, and that my brothers had to celebrate together, and that I should not spend most of my day in this place, and that my youth should be played happily.

"Is my blood test out?" I asked.

"Come out, your blood is completely okay, it's not much panda blood, if you can now, you can have a blood transfusion now."

"I'm ready, let's get started, how much blood is needed from me."

"You need 400 milliliters, but depending on your body size and the stage of growing your body, we recommend that you lose 200 milliliters in two parts."

"Okay, then what are you waiting for, hurry." I had trotted out the door, ready to go to the emergency room.

"You're here to draw blood, and you're done with it and you're gone." He gestured to the stool for me to sit down.

I thought it was to save people face-to-face, but it turned out to be so old-fashioned that my heart couldn't help but feel cold; I thought my heroic moment was coming, and it turned out to be an unsung hero, who will remember; I thought I could quietly watch her for a while more time, but fate was far and near, and it was unpredictable.

I thought it was always me who thought, but I still had to donate blood, at least I knew that my blood was useful, and my blood saved people I didn't like, but I had a good feeling.

I rolled up my sleeves unhurriedly and prepared to donate blood for the first time in my life and be an unsung hero in my heart.

It was getting dark, and the optician turned on the light, and the bottles and jars were shining so brightly that I couldn't open my eyes, but I had a vague feeling that I might shine like this.

Ideal home

Walking out of the gate of the hospital, it was already dark, and the road under the street lamp was white, looking back at the hospital, under the illumination of the light, it looked very mysterious, as if something big was about to happen to me.

I watched for a while before slowly leaving this solemn-looking place where life and death mattered.

On the road alone, I have always been a little uncomfortable, I want to hum a few words of song in boredom, but I don't know what to sing, as if I have gained something in the dark, and then I lost it in a blink of an eye, giving people an extremely depressed feeling.

As I walked step by step, I suddenly felt that my life was too monotonous, and that there should be wonderful things to decorate my life.

Suddenly, these questions flashed in my mind: what kind of life do I want to live, is it good or bad to be stupid all day long, is it a plaything or is it contentment, is it to live a dull life like this, or is it a positive day and live every day seriously?

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat, and I felt that my every day was mediocre and lacked a sense of freshness.

Just about to enter the school gate, I saw a person wearing white short sleeves coming from a distance, the person looked a little tired when he walked, but his steps still seemed unusually firm step by step.

The man walked slowly, and I stopped, for some reason, but my instinct made me stop.

"Why don't you go to rest, you have to have a class meeting tomorrow morning and hand out books." The man came from afar and said.

I was stunned for a moment, and then I could tell by my voice and the way I walked that this was the old man, as if it were the headmaster, the one who had spoken to us in the morning.

Before I could answer him, he was already beside me.

I stared at him for a long time before I came to my senses and said, "I'll go back to the dormitory." ”

Curiosity has always been my strength, or my disadvantage, but somehow, this curiosity has always been with me, and I can't shake it off if I want to.

I just want to know how he saw me so far away, I can't see his face so far away, this curiosity is sometimes very ridiculous, but I am so ridiculous, so curious, that I was stunned for a long time before I answered the old man's words.

We walked side by side, neither of us said a word, and I didn't want to talk anyway, so that I could analyze my curiosity to my heart's content, the reason why he saw me from so far away.

In the end, the reason finally came out, and the results of the analysis were twofold. One is that he didn't see who I was at all, but when he saw me at the school gate, he was the principal, and he would ask anyone if he would go back to the dormitory to rest, so far away he just looked at a rough idea; Another reason is that my eyes are short-sighted, which is a very big blow.

I've always been proud of my very good eyes, and I've been wearing glasses for two or three years together, and some of them have even been wearing glasses since junior high school, and I'm laughing at one of them. I often talk about how good my eyes are, and often look into the distance and compare their eyesight, but just now, I was a little overwhelmed, and I thought how could my eyes be short-sighted.

While my brain was racing, I had already reached the door of the dormitory, but the door was locked, and I was locked out of the door on my first night at school.

I had to come and knock to see if anyone would open it, and just as I was knocking, the old man took it and put it in the lock, and opened it with a bang.

I was surprised and said, "Won't you live in this dormitory too?" ”

He turned around and locked the door again, and said lightly, "Why can't I live in this dormitory?" ”

"Aren't you the headmaster?" I said without thinking.

He just smiled and said, "Go to bed early, you have donated blood today, you must eat breakfast tomorrow, and pay attention to nutrition." ”

"Well, okay, you go to bed early, good night." I walked in the direction of the dormitory.

As soon as I walked to the door, I heard Er Zhuo say, why hasn't Xiao Chi come yet, let's go out and find him.

Optimism has always been my way of life in front of them, and I have to clear all the problems I have just thought about before I meet them, so that they will laugh at me for changing or pretending to be deep.

I cleared my throat, kicked the door open, and shouted, "I'm back, I'm saving people back." ”

Xiao Yan said: "We thought you were hanging, and we were going to go out to collect your body." ”

Er Zhuo asked, "How are your people saved?" ”

"Did you save a beautiful woman?" Da Chang said before Er Zhuo finished speaking.

"Look at your dirty thoughts, can you be good, I'm going to save people, this is not child's play." I'm serious. Actually, I want to laugh after saying that.

"Why don't you sleep yet, tomorrow morning at eight o'clock in the morning, otherwise you won't be able to get up tomorrow." I said as I took off my green T-shirt.

Er Zhuo, who was already lying on the bed, pulled out the headphones and said, "We're not waiting for you yet, let's go to sleep quickly." ”

I turned off the lights and lay down on my bed, and those questions came back to my ears. What kind of life do I want to live, is it good or bad to be stupid as a whole, is it a plaything or is it content, is it such a plain life, or is it a positive day and really live every day?

Thinking about it, I fell asleep, but it turned out that I still had no heart and lungs.