Everything went quite smoothly, and Shen Qian, as the fault party of the marriage, actually got out of the whole body and got all the material life she wanted. At that time, I was a fan of the authorities, and now I think back that Xu Baihong, no matter how generous and rich a man is, it is impossible for him to easily give a woman who betrays him, such a rich material condition. There is definitely a secret that Shen Qian is hiding from me.

After Shen Qian resumed being single, she repeatedly proposed the idea of letting me stay overnight, but I politely refused. I said, "It's not right, I still have to spend time with my family." This kind of rhetoric can only make Shen Qian even worse, urging me to go through the divorce procedures quickly, and I always prevaricate and perfunctory.

I was really confused at the time, and now I think about it. If Shen Qian really loves me as she said, she should put herself in my shoes and will not force me to divorce Yin Hui.

It feels like she is in her hands and decides who I am with, and I have to be obedient and obedient.

To be honest, I haven't thought about divorcing Yin Hui yet, and I'm not ready to be pointed out and criticized by others after the divorce. My family is harmonious and happy, Yin Hui is a good wife and mother, and I can't find a reason why I have to divorce.

And I can't move between two women, I can't be at ease, I can't be open-minded. During that time, I sneakily met with Yin Hui and Shen Qian in private behind my back every day, and I couldn't sleep and eat.

Shen Qian's coercion and temptation methods are more diverse, she said that if I divorce Yin Hui as soon as possible, she is willing to fund to help me set up a personal law firm; If I can't divorce Yin Hui, she will take Dudu to the old man in my house for a showdown.

Such a contrast between the stakes is stark, and if she has a showdown with my parents, with Shen Qian's personality, it will definitely bring a bloody storm. Parents are extremely traditional people, and they simply can't accept the criticism of divorce. Because of this, our family will be laughed at by our neighbors.

I am still deeply influenced by my parents' traditional education. It's one thing to make friends with someone, but it's hard for me to accept such a corrupt morality as abandoning my wife. For a while, it was hard for me to choose.

I don't want to bear the infamy of abandoning my wife, and I don't want my own affairs to be publicized by Shen Qian to the point that everyone knows about it, and then I will be even more embarrassed.

I have to admit that when Shen Qian and Yin Hui asked me to choose one of the two, I clearly realized that the foundation of my relationship with Yin Hui was far from solid enough among my many considerations.

Yin Hui takes care of my daily life, and the quality of virtuous and virtuous people is difficult to break out of the encirclement of many considerations. The foundation of my relationship with Shen Qian is already secondary, and her kindness to me entering the middle way, the unavoidable problem of children gives me a splitting headache.

Yin Hui only has a moral sense of family concept here, which has enough weight in my heart, and the balance in my heart began to tilt towards Shen Qian. I admit that I am not a person of outstanding character and high morals, I am just an ordinary practicing lawyer. If I can't even handle my own family affairs, how can I fight for the greater good of my clients?

When Shen Qianxiao pressed me again, I had no choice but to write a perfunctory draft divorce agreement in front of Shen Qian, and the property was divided into two, which temporarily alleviated Shen Qian's pursuit. Of course, the factors I considered at the time were based on the premise that Dudu was my own daughter.

At that time, I didn't think about the method of paternity testing, but I was afraid, I was afraid that the result of the paternity test would be that Dudu was my biological genetic daughter.

I just want to delay Shen Qian's time as much as possible to break up my family, so that I can think of a more compromise and reasonable solution. On the one hand, I played sloppy in front of Shen Qian and shirked the time of divorce, but at the same time, I didn't dare to anger Shen Qian easily. On the other hand, I did my best to make the private meeting between me and Shen Qian hidden and safe, so that my family, especially Yin Hui, would not notice all this.

At the moment, I haven't found out that Yin Hui is more affectionate to me than Jin Jian, nor has I found Shen Qian's true face. I tried my best to maneuver on both sides, and I was worried and miserable all day long.

I am glad that I did not surrender under the offensive of Shen Qian's sugar-coated shells, and I did not have any substantial deviant behavior in my marriage, which is the last moral bottom line and principle of life that I can stick to, and it is also the last line of defense for my psychology.

Finally, after covering up for more than half a year, Shen Qian and I had a car accident when we drove back to the city. I think God is punishing me for what I did, I wasn't brave enough, and I paid a terrible price for my indecision.

As the saying goes, you can still live if you do evil in heaven, but you can't live if you do evil in yourself.

……

Before dawn came, Li Zecheng came to the house again and came to confide in me about his suffering, and also to see my current progress by the way.

He said, "Brother Qin, thanks to your help. In the past two days, many relatives have visited me in the hospital, most of whom have been in front of my hospital bed, leaving a few tears. I looked at the empty watch and handed it to him, and he was disappointed, but said, "Actually, I expected it." ”

I think his understanding of himself is quite objective. Then he poured out his complaints to me, and he began to sum up his short life:

"As the time of death approached, my heart grew more and more afraid. The more I think about it, the more scared I become, and the more I am afraid, the more I can't stop thinking crankily. I haven't lived in a big, spacious house, driven a real sports car, or even started a family of my own. Ay...... I knew that I should have listened to my third uncle and married the woman he introduced to work in a bank. In fact, except for her average appearance and poor family conditions, everything else is very good. At least I feel like she's the only one who really likes me, and we've been on good terms for half a year. ”

Li Zecheng vomited quickly, but I almost didn't listen. He said: "All my salary is spent on eating, drinking and having fun, and I can't make ends meet every month, and I haven't bought a decent thing for my mother in all the years I've been working." Although I haven't done a good deed, I haven't done anything harmful. Why did all this bad luck happen to me? ”

I just listened to it, and I didn't want to comment, and when he was about to vent, he returned to his old face. His tone was quite a bit of a marketplace and a scoundrel: "I, Li Zecheng, have slept with not a hundred or eighty women in my life, even if I die, I am a merry ghost." I followed the big shopkeeper of our industrial and commercial bureau, Zhang Liguang, and I have also seen a lot of people in the market. What delicacies from the mountains and seas, rare treasures, how many high-end hotels have I been in and out before. Brother Qin, do you believe it or not? I've seen all the high-ranking state officials. I don't know how many people have lived all their lives, and I have seen more markets and curiosities, and my life is worth it. ”