Chapter 334: More self-blame
After Pan Er said this, Jun Yucheng poured her a glass of water, and when she handed it to her, a conjecture floated in her heart, which made her face change.
"How do I feel like I've fallen into your pit?"
After taking the water, Pan Er told his guess, from the time he started to tell himself about the past just now, he had already calculated that he would take the initiative to let him go to Shanghai......
Hearing her words, Jun Yucheng smiled helplessly, "Okay, I admit it, I was a little cautious." But everything I'm talking about is still based on your physical condition......"
After he admitted this, Pan Er couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief.
It's a really uncomfortable feeling to be calculated by the person next to your pillow......
"Jun Yucheng, do you not trust me?"
Maybe it's because she's just pregnant, and her emotions can't help but become sentimental.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to......"
Hearing her call herself by name and surname, Jun Yucheng also regretted it in his heart, he didn't know why he suddenly wanted to test Pan'er, that kind of ghostly feeling was really strange......
Perhaps, it's because he always feels that Pan'er will leave his side at any time in the past two days, right?
This feeling of being controlled by others is really uncomfortable!
And he is like this, which also confirms the fact that he doesn't trust Pan'er......
Pan Er was originally a little pantothenic acid in her heart, and when she heard his apology, her tears couldn't help but fall, and then she pushed away his arms fiercely.
"You bastard!"
She sadly accused, "You don't trust me......"
This feeling was like being betrayed by him, which made Pan'er even more aggrieved.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry...... I ......"
Looking at her sad appearance, Jun Yucheng also wanted to beat himself up just now, and then he stepped forward and ignored her punches and kicks, only hugged her tightly.
"It's all my fault, it's okay if you hit me, don't hurt your body......"
"Bastard! Big bastard! ”
After scolding him fiercely, Pan Er pushed him away again, her mana had recovered, and her strength was naturally not weaker than Jun Yucheng, so she pushed him directly to the ground, and she pointed to the door.
"You get out! I don't want to stay with you right now! ”
This is the first time since they got married, and even realized that Pan Er has lost such a big temper now.
Jun Yucheng looked at her angry, but there were still tears in the corners of her eyes, and the bitterness in her heart became more and more bitter, he stood up, but he didn't leave.
"Pan'er, can you listen to my explanation?"
"No, you can't! I can't listen to any explanation from you right now! I'll also use your explanation as a cover-up! Excuse! Reason! ”
She turned her head angrily, lifted the quilt and covered her head directly.
But when she finished shouting like that, Jun Yucheng still stepped forward and hugged her in her arms along with the quilt, the whole person was tightly fitted together, and her chin was gently resting on her shoulder.
"Don't touch my ......"
She wanted to push him away again, but Jun Yucheng's murmur made her stunned.
"I thought you were going to leave me......"
With a kind of loss, fear, and worry, the sadness as if he had experienced this kind of thing made Pan'er stunned.
"Even if I hold you in my arms like I am now, I always feel like there is a layer between us, as if we have become people in two worlds......"
Jun Yucheng's uneasiness was also transmitted to Pan Er's heart through his confiding, and she could feel that he was really afraid that he would suddenly disappear......
But how could he feel this way?
Pan Er suddenly thought of the connection between them, could it be that he noticed it?
"When did you start feeling this?" She asked a little nervously, and Jun Yucheng didn't feel her strangeness, but he was slightly relieved to hear that she didn't let herself leave again.
After sorting out his emotions and thoughts, Jun Yucheng slowly spoke, his voice was very soft, but Pan Er could feel the fluctuations and ups and downs of every emotion in his heart.
Jun Yucheng said all the changes that had occurred during this time, from the sudden amnesia after marrying her, to the sudden recovery of memory in the middle, and the feeling that he had looked at her in the past two days but couldn't feel her existence, and then they all fell into silence.
At this time, Jun Yucheng hugged Pan'er tightly and was no longer pushed away by her, and the atmosphere between them slowly became relaxed in his telling.
After listening to his words, Pan'er counted the points of time he said in her heart.
Every time it seems to be related to the changes in her body......
His amnesia occurred when the soul was taken out of his body after he had sex with him, and then he needed to draw energy from himself to recover his physical strength, just like when she first came to the mortal world, she wanted to recover her mana......
He will regain his memory, which is related to the small bead that Nanaba's gift to her through the ice grass; Everything he perceived later coincided with the time she gained strength every time......
This incident and everything is telling Pan'er that the involvement between her and Jun Yucheng is really not as simple as she thought, thinking of the words they told her, her heart was like being pressed by a big stone, and she was a little breathless.
"Pan'er...... I'm not trying to tempt you, I'm just ...... I'm sorry, I'm really confused......"
Jun Yucheng said everything, but there was only one thing missing, that was the sentence that once haunted his mind day and night - life and life, I will never die with you!
He could feel the monstrous resentment in this sentence, and even more faintly felt that there was a big conspiracy hidden behind this sentence, but no matter how he thought about the origin of this sentence during this time, he still couldn't find out a thing or two.
Looking at Pan'er's heavy look, he didn't want to aggravate the uneasiness in her heart because of this sentence, so he had to hide this paragraph.
But after he finished speaking, Pan Er couldn't help but hunch over, hugged her knees, and buried herself in it, which gave people a very helpless feeling, which made Jun Yucheng blame herself even more!
"Pan'er ......"
He took her whole body into his arms, and the two of them snuggled up to each other.
After a long while, Pan Er opened her mouth to say a word, but when she spoke, she found that her voice was actually silenced.
She wanted to tell Jun Yucheng her true identity, but no matter what she said, she couldn't make a sound, and at the end, she realized that the space around her was still......